Click, Bby. Goshh, i can feel my life changing. Haha. Eversince he went away, felt abit better lahhs. Anw, smlm nk tido kan, i cried like hellllll sak! Even my brother & mum pujok me siyolxz. Haiz, i remembered back all them memories uh. Waliaooos~ All the songs & stuff.. Then texted Tinie, asked fr some advices & i went to sleep(not replying her). Haha! Bastardd seh aku! Weee~ Then kul 2+, 'he' txted me lahhhs! He said, "Farah!i nak ckp sorry alOt2!tdy i balek sch..pas2 i gyy tdO..nOw 2.30am wide awake tabOle tdO...im sO sOrry syg..n why r u crying?takmO sad2.anything beep me Okayee.****** misses u sO much..muuuaaach." Awwwwwwww, sweet kann? That's exactly how he typed. ^.^ Igt jugak dier kat aku.. Huhu! He said i was crying 'cuz i told him so. Yeaa. Serious sak, yesterday i really needed someone to talk to. That's why i texted Tinie. Hmm. Rabak giler siyol nanges, then pagi bgn mate bengkak giler oii! Keesiaoo uhhs. Then thinking of certain people, makes me sooooo sad & feel like breaking down seh. Today exam, smlm nangesnanges. Pandai punye Farah! Lolxz. Waahh, English exam finish already! One burden off my shoulder. 5 more to go! I guess..? Haha. Okay lahh, not so hard pe. Moderate~ Kimakks, Fyda giler bodoh! After the paper finish, i turn to her then suddenly she laugh like one DICKHEAD. She kinda blushing..? Idk. & Fyda, if u reading this bloody post, i just wanna say..... "You're crazyyyyyyyyy!" Hohohohohahahauhuhuhehe. *siaoo* After school, went to the canteen japp, then Acap kept on sayin "hi" to me. Dari pagi sak! Haha. Cheh! Suke sak Farah! Lol! xD Then i just smile jek lahhs, takmo melebih ehk Farah.. (: Then after Tinie bought some food, kite naek art room. At first Wany, Tinie & Nina very lazy to do art. Then suddenly, my ex's mother called uhhs. She kinda was feeling sad sak, 'cuz of her GODDAMMIT-EFFING-TK GUNE son siyol! At first she asked me something about his son tu, then i ask uh, "cik tatau cite ehk?" Then she say tatau. Then i told uh, im not with her son anymore. She said, she have never blamed me for fighting or breaking up with her son. 'Cuz she really knows his perangai yg mcm ***** tuuh. She also said, she anggap me mcm her own daughter, 'cuz her son & daughter dh tk kesah sak pasal dier. Kesian kann. She reaaly fed-up with he son tu uh. I also cannot say anything uh, sbb im not with her son anymore pe. She said that dier tknk lost contact dgn aku sume.. & guess what! My birthday is the same as her lahhs siyoll! 8th May. Amacam peeps? Lolxz. xD At the end of the phonecall kan, she cried y'know.. Actually, Nina, Wany & Tinie were also hearing the conversation through n earpiece. Seronok pe kite! Then when my ex's mother tu started crying, then all of us cried. Siallah, sape tk sedih dgr seorang ibu nanges..?? Cheh, farah dh speaking uh! Huhuhu! I really never expected that this MUHD RUZAINI BIN RAHIM, sanggop buat mak dier nanges! I don't care uh, wha people wanna say, so what lao dier my ex?! I've tried my fucking best to change him, but dier punye prangai ehk, kalahkan ***** uhhs! Binget jekkkk. Haish. Gasak kau lahh nak, kau dh besar kann. Hmm, then after the 'drama', drg buat art. Aku boring, aku play the comp. Checked out what needs to be checked out.. Haha. ~~~~~~~~~~~Waah, now listening to lagu Harapan. "Tidak kesampaian cinta kita.. Ku bawa harapan ku pendam rahsia. Ku di kejauhan mendoakan, agar kau bahgia, tiada lagi duka.. Daku rela mengundur diri, ku pasti, dikau kan fahami.." Sedih seh. Hmm. Back to the story! Then Wany, Tinie & Nina joined around me. Then we started to laugh like SHITS just about some randomm stuffs.~ Kekek siyol. ***Ehk Nina, MELON!!!!!*** Then kul 4+ i think, we decided to go Ole uhhs. Skali tgh kua art room tuuh, Akir mintak num aku dari Tinie sak! Then Tinie pe bodoh, go & shout my num repeatedlyy. Wah piangg, idk luh ehk if he got it. Sak uhhs, UNEXPECTED*. Then at Ole pulakk, i bought burger & ktawe again mcm tu Ole bapak kite punye. Hahahah! We enjoyyyy laughing lahhs, btol tk kawansku? (: Then 5+, ciaoo uhhs. I go meet my mum then go pasarmalammmm. I bought GEEK SPECS! Loxzxzx. Now, i feel sooo tired. Well y'know what, i think he's sleepingg again. Well, im suree he'll text me soon. That's all!~~ PS; Hope u understand my story okay. xD
Weeeeeee~ Everything settled now. Haha. Back to those lifes where everything seems to be perfect, but empty inside. Haish. Kay, forget it ehk. Anw, had a kinda long day at school today. Feeling sooo bored during english, listened to music skali hp kene confiscate. Wth! By that TAMBUNANNNNN. Lucky can take after school. (: Had 3 periods of Maths. -.- Nvm, boleh dikatekan faham uhhs. Hah! Omfg, 2 more days to english exams! Mamposssssss~ Siallahhh, i'm scared if it would be hard. Urgh. Aiming to get B3, at least? Haish. Then just now taalked to Syai after school, 'bout certain things uhhs. Its all a misunderstanding, i guess? Tatau luh ehk, sape yg salah skg. Huhu! Kdgkdg mcm malas seh nk bbl pasal nie sume. Mcm waste time kanns? Kimakkks, tadi recess, si Dahlia punyelahhh irritts. She kept on saying, "tgk uh tuu, siket nk buat muke." Then i never do anything or any faces, she say again, "tk abesabes nk buat muke seh, tgk uh. Sarcastic seh muke.." Waliaooos, aku binget teros aku dduk tmpat laen seh. I sat alone, then Wany Tinie they all join. Sheikha & Fyda pn join sekaki. Haha. IRRITATING LAHHHH ALAMAKKK. T_T Anw,yg lpas school tu, i lepak with Fyda, Syai, budakbudak sec 2 then adelahhh. Quite alot. Hehs. Tunggu Wany, Dahlia, Nina & Tinie abes maths test lahh, POA remedial lahh. Then at 3+, Wany, Nina & Dahlia came. Tinie takde.. So, teros kite ciaoo but me & Wany gy beli prepaid card si Wany nie. Haha. Then otw gy 736, i light cigarette uhhs. Wah piangg, naseb Wany shout, "ehk, police!" Hahah, baru smangat ehk, teros matikan siyol. Then selit lighter pat kasot, cheh! Step jln mcm takd pape gitu. Haha! Kekek sak. The police tena statement-ting Northland guys uhhs.(Kay, wtf is that word!) Then jln smpai 749, terserempak Syafirul. Tnye uh, mane Nina they all lari. Sume d pat library npt sak! Hahaha. Aku & Wany pn malas, then decided to wait fr Tinie & Faris pat 736, since they're finishing POA remedial. But before that, jumpe seseorang dulu uhhs. Since he wanna give me back all the things that i've given him for the past 6++ months together. Yeaa, ya'll get what i mean. Hmmm. Wahhh, tena jln nk gy jumpe dier nie, i kept on reminding myself, "be strong, Farah! Don't cry!" Haha. I managed to control those tears.. I really wann move on uhhs lpas nie. (: Then after meeting him, we go back to 736, then Tinie & Faris otw. Peh slowwwwwwwww! Weeeee~ I felt better after all this. All i can do now is smileeeeeee like one dickhead. Huhu! ~~~Now listening to Don't Matter. Haish. Dh lahh Farahhh. Life has to move on. Anw! Back to the story. Hmm, then slack jap, laugh like shitttttt! Nie sume Faris uhhs! Tk abesabes kacao Wany 'cuz of her voice. "Sampai hatiiiiiiiiii krg. Aku smmmmmaaaackkkkk krg.." Hahahahahahahaha! Oh wany, (my 1 year 1 month ehem ehem..) Chep! Then after that, decided to go jumpe Nina they all. Yeaa, pat npt. Caryk pat library takd, then call her, skali pat GV. Lolxz. Dh smpai GV, nmpk seseorang. Wth! kate jek nk alek ehk. Dh luh, dier pn dh besar kan. Gasak lahh ehk. Hmm, then talktalk awhile, dgn Syai, then yaaah. Teros i go home uhhs. Penat sak. Skali 'he' called me & ckap nk jumpe pat MRT station jap uh, nk mintak something. Okay uh. Then dh jumpe, i naek to the platform thing -.- , skali he come beside me & say, "mcm kesian gitu, i hantar u alek uh." I was like, okayyyy..? Then all the kite diam, he looked at my hp & deleted his num, his kakak num, his mum's num all. Aku buat bodoh jek ehk... I stated to cry. In the MRT sak! tetap mau maintain ehk. Haha! Then hantar smpai bwh blk, thats it uhhs. Haish. That's my day. & now, i'm missing someone.. Gosh, i kept on listening to that 'someone' punye lagu(his voice uhh). So cairrrrrrrrrrr y'know. Still waiting~
Okayyyy ppl, i know, long time already never update right? Hahas. Fine. Ya know, i'm kinda lazy lahhs to update. Dk whyy. Currently, i'm very busy with school, what's more exammmms are just round the corners! Fcuk, its like, this wed? Hah! English Paper 1 & 2. Gosh, confirm susah sak. Haish *Sobs . Nvm lahhs, stap confidant jek uhhs. xD My art is goin' to finish soon. Whoa, bnyk seh. Haha. Then kene study for other subjects lagiiiii. Waliaoos~ Lately, not so in good terms with him. As per usual, he havent changed. Idk what i should do nw. Tinie said that, i deserve a better guy. I've been thinking 'bout that actually. Should i really let go? Idk! Stress seh aku psl nie kdgkdg. Like, when we fight kan, end up,i will be the one saying sorry and stuffs. He treats me like rubbish lahhs sometimes. Wtf kan? I know. Hehs. He don't keep his words anymore, ignores me sometimes & many more.. See guys, i'm not so happy with him actually. Now, i admit, my love for him fade.. Kimakks, stress lahh seh! ): I know i will not last long. It will really end, sooooooon enough. Tk kesah uhhs, what ppl say. As long as i make a good decision. Lolxz! Kk, stop talking 'bout this. Ummm, lately ade conflict siket uhhs dgn kwnkwn. Sume psl org mepek seh. Haha. I don't wanna talk 'bout it here uhhs, takot org terase plak. But serious. They don't deserve to be in a friendship, 'cuz ade yg pentingkan jantan laen! Wakakaka~ Sialllah, bnyk org dh ckp psl krg due, tkkn tatau? Naseb dh kurang siket skg. Saket mate aku tgk drg dulu. 'Bermesra' tk igt dunia sak. Dh ade matey, nk gitu mcm. Dulu pndai ckap org, tkmo mnggatal lao ade matey. Beh kau skg?! Then now, nk regret. Kinda late actually. Haha! Whatever. Now..... Idk what to say already. Okay ppl! I update already! Say thanks. Hahahaha. Nnti, smpai 2 bulan pn tk update. Semangat 2 minit jek! Ciaoooos~
Wednesday, April 29, 2009, 8:31 PM