farahh k ;

Sick !

2010-07-29T21:00:00.004+08:00

I love my boyfriend tuuuu! :) Well, been sick for like nearly one week. Absent for the last two days from school, now cough makin rabak seh, haiz :( School's been terribly mundane right now. Eh you all realize tak, this year like soooo damn fast time flies by kan? Now is already going to August, got oral and science practical o level i think. Then fasting. September Hari Raye seh, cannot enjoy walao. Cuz it's like, prelims month :( Then end of October dah O level OMG ? But now, i really have to put my 100% attention lah in class, I don't wanna regret anything hor :/ I WANT GO SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEE !

Aiyoyoyo cannot tahan seh my cough..... Ohya! Finally i got to contact Zuzu again! There's this one girl, Siti Zulyqha add me at FB. Aku ingat saper lah kannn. padahal ex Fain doh! Idk till Bhy told me. I'm succha freak o.O Anyway, I miss her alot kay! Eh dier pon miss aku hahahaha. Hmm, I wanna watch Sorcerer's Apprentice but tatau biler can. Haiz, sighhh ~ Lastly, I just wanna say that I love Muhammad Ruzaini Bin Rahim alot, XOXOXO :-*

Happy 21st month baby :)

2010-07-19T18:14:00.002+08:00

OMG MY BLOG IS LIKE SO DEAD LAH NOW. Haha. Sorry to those who think my blog is dead ;( Sumpah takder time kay nak blog. If sempat pon, check FB jer. Firstly, my brother got married on 03rd July 2010. Was a blast one. No pictures of that now yea, sorryy. I'll try upload'em at FB once the cd containing all their married pictures are issued to'em. My life is getting more and more stressed up, especially when O Levels is just around the corners. Maths and Science, URGH. Love life with Bhy is just as awesome; though we've fought but.. Y'know, everything's gonna be okay and that day won't pass by. Today's our 21st monthsary. Boy, am I happy :) He's never been more loving than before, spending most of his quality time wimme. Sk8ting, movies, swimming, hanging out, camwhoring and alot more.

And I like it most when he spends his time with my family too. We really feel like he's part of the family already :) In true love, the smallest is too great; and the greatest distance can be bridged :) Ohya, last Saturday went to Takashimaya to catch the SkateGame. Uhuh, Bhy brought me there. Sumpah gerek kay! Banyak sia his friends there =.=" And, certain people said Cineleisure is a gangster place?! WTF is that ah? Then other places not tempat gangster ke? SERIOUSLY LOL! Nothing's wrong watching a great movie there with your loved one lah please. Doesn't mean we go there we also gangster; BODOH. Okay whatever. I'll be changing my number soon, yeaa. Dah takleh angkat ah dengan M1. Haha. So, aku malas nak text some people my new number, like, BIKIN KACAU JER. Heh ;)

Sial lah, beside me there's like, a small girl watching youtube. Then when she type kan, like so kanchiong spider but fast. CRAZYY =.=" Hmm, i didn't meet Bhy today cuz he like very tired. DAMN LAZYPIGHEAD. Actually now I don't have anything to type. Wednesday is Racial Harmony Day. I'm wearing Baju Kurung. Haha, SEMANGAT! I hope I could find some outfits for my chinese friends aye :) Till here lah, I'll try to remind myself to blog always kay! XOXO. :*

Shagged ;(

2010-06-20T01:56:00.007+08:00

:) Helloooooo ~ Masyaallah, lamernyer aku tak update. Hahaha. Okay whatever. Now's like going to the third week of holiday. So fast?! Haiyaaa. I haven't yet go out with friends, only with Bhy and family. Went to JB, and many more. Just now just came back from Geylang & Bugis, shopping for brother's marriage. Seriously tired like hell kay. Bugis was so packed (!) Now everybody sleep over at sister's house, including Bhy :) Last week went JB, was quite awesome. Haha. After we came back from JB, Bhy sleptover at my house for three days. From sunday till wednesday. On monday went for bowling with siblings and Bhy. Fuuhh! Had 4 games straight, till my nails broke one by one kay! ;( But it was fun lah ~

So far, relationship with Bhy is fine. Only there was once that time we fought over a misunderstood matter. Hmmm. Sometimes, we don't necessary needa trust just one party who keeps on "influencing" us that our loved one is lying. If you really meant to not wreck our relationship, why do you keep on telling me what he's done?! I'm not referring to anyone lah, but.. You can't just insult someone no matter in real life or blog, right? Put yourself in my shoes. Who would you prefer to trust? Ofcourse your boyf kan? You can't be pressuring me with all your stories! Thanks if what you say is true. But if you know you're lying, you eating yourself up. No point lying to others, just for the sake of your revenge/whatever so. Maksheyyy ^^

Well, I wanna post some pichas. Toodles loved ~ Boyfriend, I'll always love you.

Fat.

2010-06-04T16:02:00.011+08:00

Hi there. It's raining now. And I feel sick. I posted last Saturday's pictures with Bhy at Marina :) I never attend school for the whole week (!) Hahaha. I'm succha lazy bump :( Hope to getta meet Baby tomorrow for my Vans shoes! Okay bye ~

Shagged.

2010-05-28T01:15:00.003+08:00

Hi. I'm tired. Just came back from swimming just now, was sooo fun kay! I'm glad that there's no sunburn :) Sister's baby was so cute, but end up freezing. So he stayed with mum and the rest go swim. Hmm. It's been 4 days I didn't meet baby. Well, I miss him okay. Heh ^^ He's out to Mount Faber now, longboard-ing. Tomorrow he wants to go Vivo with me to check out the Vans shoes that he wanna bought fer me :D I love him lah kan ~

Yesterday was Sports and Arts Carnival. Was like the booms kay! Won gold medal for upper sec girls soccer, and silver for upper sec girls basketball. Like, can you believe it?! I played basketball kay! All thanks to Nat who pestered me, but it was all worth it lah :) My class won silver for tug of war, and Syahri was soooo kecoh lah kan! To those who know, laugh to yourself hor ;) Overall, my class won quite lotsa medal ~

Okay this Monday is like, Mother Tongue O Level kay!! Masyaallah, can't believe it kay. After June hols, straight away dah busy till November. How am I gonna spend time with Bhy. Haizxz :( He's sure busy with N Levels too. Hmm, nevermind. Finish all this, aku enjoy habes habes ahhhhhhh! Anyways, goodluck to all taking O Level Mother Tongue this Monday hor! Get it over and done with, then focus with other subs! ;)

So sorry kay, am too lazy to upload pictures lah. Haha. Peace world and, I love my boyfriend ^^

Eeeeeewww!

2010-05-22T17:01:00.002+08:00

Hi. I'm going to jb later! Sleep at uncle's house somemore. Better not be bored hor. Hmmm, Bhy's starting work tomorrow. Good luck! :) My exams didn't make me happy much, haiz. Nvm, I'll never stop striving fer the better! I'm not updating much luh. I'll be fetched in 30 mins time, like so sempat sia farah blog! Haha. Okayokay, goodbye!

I love my boyfriend XOXO !

Yayayayayay!

2010-05-19T02:55:00.006+08:00

OMG MYEs downnnnnn! Today was last paper already, or in fact Art :D So happy. One burden off the shoulder. But still got prelims.. O Level somemore haven't come. Nehmindd. And guess what. I counted (roughly), we have like, 3 months ++ only in sec 4! Minus June hols uh. No enjoying too much that's f'sure. July I think O Level or something the oral. August prelims. September till early November? O LEVEL YAYNESS. After that? Partayyyyyyyyyyyyy DUH? Imagine eh, that person still studying like mad even after O Levels. Total madness :/ Okay craps. Just now after Art was about 12.45. Then go eat with FL. Slack fer like, 3 hours? Then I met Bhy, I went home get ready all then go IMM. I wanted to change the shorts I bought at Cotton On. I accidentally bought the wrong size when I just bought a similar one a few weeks ago -.-" Reached IMM, go in the shop then I ask the assistant there uh. With her fucked-up attitude face, here's our conversation;

Me- Excuse me, if we bought a wrong piece, we could change it right..?
Her- (She said something, but I couldn't hear her.)
Me- Sorry..?
Her- (With her CB face,) Sale items cannot change.
Then she make one attitude face. Alamakkkkkkkkk :/ I'm so pissed off cuz' the receipt never state it lahh kay! Wast my time kan, go there just to change a shorts but cannot. Urghh. After that ate at AhMei Cafe. Bhy pujok me cuz' like seriously, I binget loh. We shared nasi Briyani ~

Okay now I'm super hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyy. At this moment, my internet went sot fer like 15 mins. And I was otp-ing with Bhy, suddenly hung up. Tried to call back, send text also can't get through! Irritating sey M1!!!!!!!! :( Anyway, its cool. Idk what else to say lahh. And I'm so addd, cuz' tomorrow can't get to watch The Last Song. Wany can't mak it aiyoyoyo! Tinie watched it today, I'm so jealoused kay :O I finished otp-ing with Bhy already, now let the pictures do the talking alright :)

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

Wow, oh, wow!

2010-05-17T10:08:00.005+08:00

Omg omg sorry fer not updating like, sooo long (!) Hahaha. Okay, now I'm back. Guess what. Last Saturday was my 16th birthdayyy :) Alamakkk ai, baru 16? Binget siolxz :/ Anywayy, thanks to all the people who wished me,
Family <3
Fifth Lane <3
Ruzaini :D P.S; Thanks fer the movie aye ~
Diana :)
Hannah :)
Parimala :)
Afiq :)
Amelisa :)
Ana :)
Couz Lina :)
Eksan Yao Yao :)
Kiki :)
Rara :)
Spark :)
Yasseen :)

There's also lots at FB, but I seemed to can't check it out :( Anyway, thanks thanks thanks loves! Okay, my exams are sooo nearly over, left art tomorrow. YAYYYY ^^ Wednesday gonna watch The Last Song. YAYYYYYYYY again :D I sound so crazy right now but who cares ~ Ohya, mother's day, I bought my mama a necklace, like so nice :D I just came back from Batam yesterday, so tiring. Uncle got married there. Had sooo much fun. I went clubbing o.O And pathetically, I forgot that I have science exam today. How gila I was! Lucky lucky Wany called me. Wth :/ I really really hate taking the ferry lah. It makes me superbly dizzy, and feel like vomiting. The first time I went batam in 2007, otw home. Reached Vivo then vomit sey. Aiyoyo ~ So this morning, running nose like shit, eyes like panda, haed still like spinning. Lucky the paper was not hard.
~

Hmm, I checked out his blog. I feel sad. Very very sad. Guilty. Angry at myself. But at the same time, uhhhh. Okay, I'm so at the lost of words now. I'm proud of myself actually, fer being so brave and strong, being with this guy. No matter how he treated me, may it be words or behavior, I still stood tall. I never gave up on him, not even once. Though at times I may cry for hours and hours fer him, heartbroken by his words and lies, just 4 words. I never gave up. If we were still strong together like that very first night we met, we would have been two years this years. Its a waste. Everybody knows how much we loved each other, even my family loved you. I'm happy for myself too, that's because I managed to be the one and only girl in your life that truly believe in you, make you believe in me, too. Make you feel comfortable with me (like you said) and even be the only girl you loved. No other girls could love you the way I do. They may say they can, but not as strong as the one I've poured on you. You may say you cried on the day we went out, but how about my tears throughout the months and months of heart-wrenching problems with you? All your lies, especially. The hurt that I've put through while being with you, the patience I upheld as someone who really loves you, the sadness when I think about all your promises, how I really pray hard every single night fer you to really change and open up your heart to take me back as your girlfriend, the torture I bear when you call me names, accuse me of things I didn't do and swear all the words that I don't at all wanna hear, the pain when I see you with other girls and most of all, seeing the love that we've built crashed just like that? I feel so sad seeing those people who could really last long with their loved ones, seeing hoe much the guy loves her. And so i wonder, why can't this guy whom I loved so effing much, treat me same just like how the other guys treat their girlfriend? I'm not saying that I'm comparing you with any other guys, NO okay. It's just that, why can't you handle your ego and just be who you are when you first met me? When you went away last time, I really felt half of my heart is gone. My love fer you is not like those 'monkey-love' shits aye. It's really true. You betrayed my trust like, tons of time. People may say, "then why the hell you still clinging on to him?!" But why am I still here beside you, loving you? You answer that okay. You've said last time, "when the time comes, I'll come back to you." How long am I supposed to wait? And surprisingly, you could even hurt me when we're not together. Why? EGO. See what your ego has put me through? I've given everything you've wanted, but why can't you just give me a simple thing and that is to throw your fcuking ego away?! It may be hard, but you just simply don't appreciate the things I do, to make you change fer the better. Now, I'm not saying you're bad. Your sacrifices fer me are like none others,. And that's what I love most about you. I know, now you are trying to love me even much more. Thank you. I'm happy fer you. I promise, we'll work it out. Xoxo ~

Afgan- Bukan Cinta Biasa

Kali ini kusadari
Aku telah jatuh cinta
Dari hatiku terdalam
Sungguh aku cinta padamu

Cintaku bukanlah cinta biasa
Jika kamu yang memiliki
Dan kamu yang temaniku seumur hidupku

Terimalah pengakuanku
Percayalah kepadaku
Semua ini kulakukan
Karena kamu memang untukku

Cinta ku bukan cinta biasa
Jika kamu yang menemani
Dan kamu yang temaniku seumur hidupku
Terimalah pengakuanku

Hates,

2010-05-05T15:27:00.002+08:00

I hate love. I hate school. I hate attitudes. I hate promises. I hate heartbreaks. I hate maths. I hate matreps. I hate everything. Most of all, I hate you. Cuz you're the only reason I hate everything in life. You're not there, you're not for me neither. But why do I still need you here? Cuz it's you. You brought me up, with all the high hopes. But precisely, you tore me down, with all the broken promises.

Why did I say all this? To let you know that you're not living in your own world. Im still there, hoping. Praying. :')

Aku boleh hidop sendiri jahanam :P

2010-04-28T13:48:00.001+08:00

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Understand? So fuck off first bodoh ~ Hahahaha. Im stress. Cuz I hate maths (!)

Nothing can stop us now,

2010-04-24T23:14:00.002+08:00

Am I short? Hahahaha. Bleaarrrghsss ~ I so random hor :/ Byeeeee!

Let me love you ~

2010-04-24T13:42:00.003+08:00

Helloooo people! Good to be back :O Now. Where shall I start.. Okay. For this week, I didnt attend school for 4 days sey! Only attended on wednesday. Monday was sick, tuesday still. But only cuz of the flu. Then thursday morning my temperature went up till 37.9! That was like, 5 in the morning. Then brother gave me medicine. Went to sleep. Woke up at 1.30, checked temperature again and it was 38.2! Okay, thats when i started to feel giddy giler babi.

So, decided to go poly. Omfg, you cant imagine how I felt when I was walking to the interchange. I nearly blackout kay! I was alone, brother at home sleeping =.=" Then tkbleh tahan liao, I called my father, so he decided to take me to the doctor, not poly. Cuz poly sure many people. Reached doctor already, only god knows how tired I am, giddy and so helpless like that. Then at doctor, the nurse checked my temperature again and it was like 39.8. Hah amek kauuuuu! Haha. Then doctor say I kena bacteria infection what shiaaaat =.="

So got like, 6 type of medicine. Reached home, take medicine. Cannot sleep siol, cuz I vomitted 4 times! I was so maintaining the pain in my body, till I cannot sleep. Pity me pleaseee. Lemah giler babe badan akuuu. Haiz. When mum came home from work, she gave me her medicine for vomitting. Teros sedaaaap siket perot aku. Tsk :/ Oh, brother's gf sleptover too. For 2 days. So, I kinda get better on thursday night. When pagi I must medicine, the bones around my chest area there PAIN LIKE HELL KAY NOT KIDDING.

Till fridayyy siaa the pain. It's caused by the bacteria infection shiaats. Cb :/ Lucky my fever gone and no giddy giddy anymore ^^ So, till friday night lahh my pain. Hmm. Today okay already! But still needa eat all the medicine kay. Im bored right now. Are youu? Today Zaim, Afiq, Nas Mok, Eksan, Faris and Tinie going ECP. Zaim wanted me to follow. But, I cant cuz Im still recovering right. So, I texted him to say that I cant. Enjoy yeaaa krg! :)

Lucky also lahh, I never go. If not Afiq will be the only one bullying the hell out of me!!!!! That time also got go ECP with almost the same people. Then he forced me to mandi. I dont want yet lahh. The he dragggggged me at the pasir till the shore there. Kiwaaak, peh saket! Bodoh kauuu. Haha. But, fun lahh with my schoolmates :) Cant wait to go to school kay!

Took this last wednesday. Wanna kill him right?! I knowwwwww ~

Torn apart, by you.

2010-04-18T17:12:00.003+08:00

He's super cuteeeee! :O

Okayyy hi! Im super bored now. So, lets blog lahh ey. Gonna be a boring post. (Y) Yesterday I went Jurong Point. Bought a notebook. I was craving for Durian Puff! So i bought it too. Then bu make up, with sister also. Then head back. Today I woke up at... I think 12+? Yeaa. Life's such a bore now, idk why. But just by seeing this cute baby ^ always make my day :) OMG. Tmro first period is mother tongue lahh alamakkkkk ~ Ohya, Khairul will be starting his school tmro, so goodluck yeaa! Im so jealous-ed lahh, he got to SP. Haha. Boooooo! Your favourite word right =.=" So sorry readers, my post is like so random lahh. Im just trying mybest to make it alive! :) Oh, to Kiki if you're reading, I miss you loadsss kay! Do meet up soon pleaseeee ~

Damn, now that I realised that Im not into tagged and msn no more. It just seems too boring lahh. And if I online msn also, not much people to chat with. I even didnt put my tagboard. So like, deaddd =.= Anybody who wish to communicate just make it through FB kay ^^ I'll be deleting my tagged very very soon also lahh. So bored. Okay then. Im stuck. And my left hand is cramp. Ouch :/

“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it is better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.”

Jesus Christ. HAHA :O

2010-04-17T14:40:00.011+08:00

There's the Jesus Christ. Hahahaha! What the hell siaa my sister :O

Im super bored right now. Damnn, i really miss internet. Haha. Nevermind.. Soon :)

Well, school days have really made my life now so stressed up. So pressure. Hmmm. Mid-years are like, 2 weeks more. Mother Tongue O Level paper is end of May. Omg, year 2010 is like sooooo fast lahh! On thursday had a workshop, 9 hours! But funnn ~ Its about studying skills. both the speakers were top students in their school years last time. The woman like, had 9 A1s at her O Levels! Now she's a lawyer :O Well, simply that workshop has really woke me up uh. Im gonna study real hard and not disappoint my parents! :D Im so gonna enjoy after November. Haha! Enough of school. Lately, I have nothing much to blog about. Cuz nothing much happen to me right now. No boyfriends, no outings and stuff. About boyfriends, next time sudahhhhh ;P

Ohya, my sister's cat gave birth. Masya-allah, sumpah cute! Got five kittens, all female oyy ~

Haha, not clear. Sorrs ;D Now let's see my sister's newborn baby!
; Asfa Amani. Grandma makes me smile!

Hahahaha ;D So many new things in life huh. Lol. Now, feel like posting pictures ~

My brother's girlfriend. She's so kecoh! ;D

My mother, asal? HAHA.

Urm?

I loveeee my people!

Me!

My pictures so random! Hahaha. Im really bored kay. people attitude, i lazy to entertain. Yesterday I helped out with the school malay dancers, from 1 till like, 4+. They have a speechday full dress rehearsal. I helped out with mainly their hair ;D See the makeups lahhhh.

Kannnnnn Farah dah jealous. Haha. There's more, and it costs up to $500. Cool? Maybe not ;D Nina was the make up artist. Yayyyyy ~ This one is the makeup for the eyes. Nina's really into making up for people :) nicely done babe ~
Okay lahhh, bye people! See, i blogged. Xoxo :)

If you can do it, I can too :)

2010-04-08T18:20:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not updating quite long yeaa? Will update a longer post this weekends kayyy? I love you sexy peoples! XOXO.

Headaches, fluuuu.

2010-03-29T15:33:00.002+08:00

Hi to all the sexy people out there ;D sorry for not updating for quite awhile yeaa. Been very busy with my hectic life now. Hmm, right now, am at school. Alone at the library as my other friends are having their achievers excluding Tinie. She has detention for coming to school late, HAHA! =.=" Well, I didn't quite have a good day today. Flu was very bad, weather made me have a severe headache now. Urgh (!) Lesson's are per usual today, except for Chemistry as always. Teacher never come for Geography, that was quite of a relieve. Cuz' I was feeling damn damn sleepy. I got home at 1.15 yesterday. Went JB. Just to eat and my uncle wanna isi minyak. Wth (!) My mother don't even think about me, having to school the next day. Hmm. Whatever luh. For two days straight I went JB. Saturday went karaoke with parents, brother & gf and uncle. Hell yeah it was sucha an awesome day okay! The karaoke place was so cool and more high-tech than it is at Singapore. Gosh. I wanna go there again! It has all the most latest song in town, y'know. After all the singing, went to eat at Singgah Selalu; Danga Bay. Then got home at 6 okayyyy! But hey. Greaaaat ;D

Actually Tinie was supposed to follow me, then sleepover at my sister's house cuz' she wanna see the newborn baby. Then plan cancelled cuz' her father's at home. Whoa, wasted lor! She should've seen the awesome-ness of the karaoke place at JB. Well. nevermind. There's always a next time. Like Tinie says, 10 million years later! Hahahaha ~ Okay, Idk what to post now. My mind feels terrible cuz' its like aching everywhere kay! Haizzzz.

Anyway, I wanna talk about Kiki's post. This one;

"The worst feelings in life:

- Being told that someone is better than you.
- Knowing that you're being lied to.
- Letting yerself be beat down.
- Crying hard.
- Losing someone close.
- Watching yerself fade away.
- Falling apart bcus you're alone.
- Being alone bcus you're falling apart.
- Hating yerself.
- Not being good enough (!)
- Being told that she's prettier.
- Being mad at someone bcus you're mad at yerself.
- Best friends falling apart.
- Breaking up.
- Falling out of love.
- Being used.
- Being made fun of.
- Changing for someone else.
- Realising that he doesn't love you.
- Falling asleep alone when he should be next to you."

It's like, so true kay? I'm almost in all position right now, and Idk how much longer I can take it. I may sound okay and all, but deep down, it's hurting me alot. ALOT. Sometimes Idk how many lies can one man produce, and the person who is being lied at just seems to swallow her pride down, just cuz' she loves that man so much. I mean, why isit so hard for a man to express his true love? Why does he always hurt us, when we're the ones who have been crying about them day & night? Yeaa, I admit I'm now that I'm feeling sad over boys, when I'm like single now? But, still there are some people that just won't stop hurting me so deep, deeper than the hurt he already have caused. Why can't he change, for me?

Haiz. I'm feeling down now, bye.

This stupid day;

2010-03-22T15:12:00.002+08:00

Let;s see what's in for school today.
Mother Tongue- Did like 20+ words for sentence construction (bina ayat) (!)
Geography- Sleeeepy as usual, cuz it's about Venice =.=" Lucky Mr Chia help me print my english hw :D
Maths- Get scolded for not bringing my maths Ex Bk :( Haizzzz.
Recess- Hmmm, eat, talk & talk about this **** :D
Chemistry- SUMPAH AKU TK FAHAM?!
English- Serious as usual. Yayyyyy.
Lunch- Talk to that ****, wah piang, so annoyeddd ~
Maths extension- Go through my most pathetic Maths test, masya allah ~

Now am at the library. See how my boring my day at school is everyday? Haiyo, only god knows how stressed I am. Gotta lots of maths hw to be done today, English filing and stuffs. Well, gotta buck up real hard for term 2 yeaa, insya allah ~ rabak siol maths aku AAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHH! Well, on 3rd of April going Henderson Waves with F.L, better jady hor! :D Gosh, when the hell my sister's gonna give birth huh? Her due date is like, tomorrow?? Then today also haven't burst yet, wtf :S Wait farah.. I just can't wait luh kay! Hmmm, that's all I have for today's post. Byeeee Sexy people ~

You build me up, you tear me down.

Sneeeeeze ~

2010-03-20T23:19:00.003+08:00

I wanted to cry seeing this picture. Idk why, hmmm ~

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine.
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

Battlefield.

2010-03-20T15:42:00.005+08:00

Omg, school's getting more and more bored. March holidays is not at all like a holiday. The whole week I've to attend school. Haiz, see my eyebags there? Ewww :/ I never even go out, so mundane or what! I miss blogging, hmmm. After school, slack awhile then go home. Nthg to do much, bath then sleep. I only have like, 5 hours to sleep?! Damn. Well, nthg extravagant happen in my life, just yet. Plain, no BFs, love life like no longer exist. Maths test failed like super damn fcuking badly, haiz. How the hell imma cope with the rest of the remaining months left to O Levels? Hmmm ~

Life's been a bore eversince I'm single, well it's not that I'm hoping so much to have a bf. But, I just miss being truly loved. Chepppp ;D Okay I don't wanna talk about love. Waste time. Hmm, now I feel like a lazy pig on the bed. Haha. But whatever, I'm too tired from the whole week of schooling. Ohya, yesterday I ate these brownie which is superbly-awesome-wonderful!! The taste like OMFG luh kay I swear. Here it is, masya-allah, niceeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

Isit calling you? I'm sorry then ;D

You fuck off.

2010-03-06T16:37:00.003+08:00

From Nina's blog- from Celine's.

Guys just cant simply give me this, when they need this from me. Haiz ~

Finally, it changed. Goodbye.

2010-03-05T23:31:00.005+08:00

My Favourite Picture ^^
Ooooolalaaaaa ~ Hi hi hi hi ;D Lets force my lazy hands to type this post HAHA. Okay, now I sound so retarded idk whyyy yeaa. So today was awesomeeelyyyy fun kay? Gosh, didnt expect being with FL just now would be so retardedly fun, when Im supposed to follow my mum go TEKKA =.="

My sexy bitchesss ~

Well simply, all of us go Sheikha's house to so called do project luh. Them, not me yeaa~ Reach storey 4 liao, I go crazy awhile outside Omar's houseee :O Go in her house, OMG HER BROTHER HOT shtut up Farah. Then I talked to them about something awhile. Sheikha on her lappy. In the end, I end up browsing through Justin Bieber OMG SO HOT pictures, Christopher Drew (correct anot the spelling? ><) and more. Then we watched STUPID videos, gosh, so seronokkk. Then, we researched about some scandalism *shhhhh*. After all that, they all tried to atleast do the project awhile(a powerpoint), which only end up with 2 slides only =.=" Then I text text HIM, so yeaa. Then when all malas want do already, we end up waching like alot of music videos. We sang along and stuffs all.. Thennnnnnnnnnnnnn. We came up with this idea of finding karaokes at youtube, then SINGGG! HAHAHA. Omg luh we all. From We Are The World, to Body Language. Just alot luh kayyy? Then recorded some, we laughed. Just alot of things simply made us laugh. ME LOVE THEM ^.^ Cool ~ Roughly, that was my day. Art was so fast FOR THE FIRST TIME.

Okay okay, I just cant stop watching We Are The World for Haiti music video luh. The song so nice, then the singers sibei power luhhhh! Honestly, it does touched my heart luh. How I wish I could help.. ;( So yeaa, people, cherish life okay! And and, all those who love Sarah Aqilah pleaseeee go listen Biar Hati Mencintai. NICE KAY ;D Hmm, alkot of things have been running through my mind now. But, I just let fate take over ~ Past few days were not days I longed to go through, but I know I have to. Hmm, guys. Whyyyyyyy ~ I feel Im so random now. Haha! Omar's waiting for me to finish blogging, so yeaa. Though he cant come online but its okay ^.^

RETARDED CHICK INFRONT :O

UNIQUE.

Take 1.

Take 2. NICER RIGHT HAHA :D

Lastly...

Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~

Aku penat (!)

2010-02-28T15:23:00.002+08:00

Hi people! Whoa yesterday was a really tiring day kay. Let me story why ~

First of all, went to meet Omar at Ivan's house. Actually was supposed to meet at Town, but tak jady idk why. All seemed like a last minute plan luh. Arrived at 5.45 like that? Reached the blk already, Omar told all the directions. So, he told me at storey eight. I wait at the stairs like one dumb, then he told turn right. Then he called he say y'know, "ehh level nine sorry sorry!" Kay, pissed skejap, haha! Masok the house already, say hi to the dad and mum. Whoa, so friendly sey though the dad's got tattoos. Baek dohh! ;D Then Iven so good, cook spaghetti for me and Omar ;D Nice nice! But, cuz of the butter uh Ivan. Hahaha! Nvm, can improve yeaa! Then eat already, he make milo for us. Watch Om Shanti Om, cool uh all watch Hindustan. So cute ^^ Then planned to go Nixon's house for CNY thingy? Idk luh, i just follow. Haha! Wait for Ivan to get ready.. Then those boys were like so vain luh, infront of the mirror keep on doing their hair =.=" But, I was melting luh DUH (!) the mirror is big ;D "Pretty woman.. Walking down the street.. Pretty woman.." HAHAHA! Those two uh. ;D

Then go out liao, went to buy oranges for Nixon at NTUC. That was already like 7.30? After that, go back to the interchange take 812 go. So kecoh at the interchange siaa! Imagine, Omar acted as one Ah Beng, Ivan acted as one Matrep. Goshhh! "Kekek per siol!" ;DD Lol, so cute uh my classmates. CHEPP. Reached there, Ming Hui, Darren & Xin Yi were there. Say hi to the mum. So cute ;D Then sit around. Wahlao, all the boys were like playing this one game on the tv, which also included of two wireless controls. Idk uh, its cool kay ;P they all sweat like mad, haha! Then all wanted to ciao, its 9+ already. Xin Yi went home first, left me with Ivan, Omar, Nixon, Darren & Ming Hui. Whoaaaa, all hot kapeeee ;DDD Kay, fuck shut up. Hahahaha. Then Nixon wanted to go dinner at Beancurd City? At around our school there. So, they all buy idk what, i didnt buy anything. It was so like a chinese shop uh. But still, halal =.=" Then sit, laugh like shit, especially Darren. Keesiao uh, haha ;D So cool listen to boys talk know. I jakon ley ;P Sat there too long already, all smell the coffeshop. Like shit siol! Eeeeeeeeeeee ~ Then Ming Hui suggest we go other place. Bfr that, Nixon ciao already. So we crossed to the other side by the brigde, the I said I wanna go home luh. Scared no mrt. Its nearly 11 liao ~ Then we crossed back =.=" Tiring per, I got disgusted by smell liao. Urgh :/ I was sleepy already siol. Then me Ivan & Omar took 171 go Northpoint. Darren and Ming Hui idk take what. They sent me to the mrt, the both want act tap in =.=" Haha, anyway thanks guys for sending me :)

Roughly, that was my day with those guys. So cool uh, serious ;D Tiredddd, till now. Later, Im going back already. Now I at sister's house actually. Its gonna rain (!) Tomorrow still got training. Wahlaooo =.=" So, yeaa. Im so sad, didnt take pictures with them! Urgh, nvm. Theres alwasy a next time ^^ Toodles ~

Pukim*k kau back ?

2010-02-21T18:23:00.003+08:00

Haha. You are so kental for goodness sake lahh! Bodohhhhhh ~

Okay hi! Im with Nina & Lixian now. Bought for Nina her present just now, sorry late kay! ;D Well, internet at this library like seriously sucks? Ohya, I slept at 3 sey just now. Texting Oreo, kan winn? *Ehemsss! Wow just now saw Wira. So hot, kinda? Yeaa. Then saw Pari & Elysee at long john. Cool o.O Ey I bought Hot Chocolate sey! ;D Oh, before going to the library, I bought bangles at Cotton On. Wahlaaooooo this Nina, from just now keep on spotting my typos. Urgh =.="
Nina: hello. she typed bangles as banghles kk!!! that looked WRONG. O.o!!

Shut up ahh? Hmpf! Im so bored now. Well, going off and gonna drink my Hot Choc. Succha cold day huh ~

School's a killer.

2010-02-19T23:01:00.005+08:00

Its been really long yeaa, since I last blogged. Haha. Well, my internet has been cut down for a moment, cuz of my sister kay! Pfft =.=" Well, its okay lor. Now am at my real father's house. Sounds wrong, haha ? Omg lahh, life has been so fucked up now, with problems everywhere. Fights here and there, seemed endless. One with that girl, another with those boys. Haizz. School sucks, for real kay. Friends whom I used to help and all, had the heart to actually betray me ? I hope karma knocks you in the face real hard soon aye ;D Love life ? Nah uh. I've been a real good girl, CHEP ;P But serious uh, no guys right now. Its been like, school and friends everyday. I love having fun for now, and I feel more happy like this. No tears, no sadness every night. But I do miss times with Khairul, honestly. And ya, note that Imyt yeaa? So bored luh Valentines didnt get to celebrate with him, HAIZ. Just like he used to say last time, life is so mundane right now. Urgh, now I feel like I cant wait to get out of this school. Chemistry teacher has been a killer, seriously. My Chem tests have failed consequently, BAGOS UH? =.=" Okay fcuk, dont wanna talk abt her. On monday 15/02, went to Marina Barr. with Fifth Lane as to celebrate Nina's birthday which was on 16/02. Succhan awesome outing kay. Altogether we took about 400+ pictures? Haha, I know right ;D I love them much kay. Well, some pictures are available at my FB kay :) Malas nk upload here sorry. Then, on tuesday 16/02 was Zaim's birthday too. So went to East Coast for the small gathering. Me Tinie Reeqe Amirul Afiq Eksan Zaim&Gf (Hanis) Faris and Naz. Gerek siaa sumpahhh ;D And and and, Afiq dragged me from the sand, to the sea. He was like so cruel kay! Mati mati nk aku masok laut wahlaoo :/ Then even scarred my hand. Pfft. But seriously gerek uh dgn Afiq Zaim and Naz in the sea. They were so FCUKING funny, till I got so tired laughing kay! Goshh. The rest all seronok upstairs, kay sounds wrong =.=" So yeaa, after all that went to eat at idk where luh at East Coast tu ;D Reached home finally at 11.30 (!) Aweeeesome two days ;D Then school, fight with someone but outside school. Got into trouble till kena go principal office last friday :/ Then yesterday kena talk with form teacher psl my fight with that someone. OMG KAY ? Im so tired and exhausted with school luh seriously. I need some light in my life, please :)

I really missed blogging and chatting with my friends yeaa. Wow. Ohya!! Just now went school with S.O. ;DDDDD Okay stop it. Wahlao, I really wanna go out tmro kay please. Somebody..? :) Hmm, I really miss the outing with F.L already. So fun kay! Tried to fly the kite and all. So cute lor haha! And Zaim's cake like heaven sey serious. But I definitely dont like the parts where kena bullied by Afiq ;( Well, all seems like memories yeaa. Ohyaaa, forgot to mentioned about me meeting Kiki. That time was like at last kay! We gossipped, tell our stories and camwhored. Haha, cool ;D I loveee her yeaa :O Now, Im starting to realise that my life is so boring now. So pathetic, filled with enemies when I hate to hate kay. But certain people just dont know how to quit living their lives in ways that are not logical for their upcoming future. Like skipping school......? Or twisting stories......? HAHAHA, ooooops> *winks*

Xoxo my dear readers ;D

Love= Your first kiss :)

2010-01-28T16:00:00.005+08:00

Hi! Im posting pictures cuz I feel like it. =.="

La Salle~
The bag we got ;D

First picture with Aishah! ;D

(F)(L) Forever Love~

Step model k =.="

Im soooo gonna miss Friday(29.01.10) sey ^^ Yea, tomorrow is Wanybby's birthday. Walaoo, I wanna turn 16 quick cannnn! Urgh. Idk what to post about, cuz I didnt go out today. But yesterday I went shopping with mum at Orchard till I drop k!! Bought Bershka jeans, 2 Forever 21 tops and idk what else~ Mum seronok buy alot of tops =.=" Then watched midnight movie, Santau. Omg scary k swear. I think better than Congkak lor (: So shagged nk mampos yesterday, tsk. Today woke up, bathed and all then go NTUC with mum, print pictures, altered my jeans cuz the waist abit big, bought Wany's present, eat and all. So penat, spent nearly 3 hours outside k :S I never do Geography hw mampos =.=" Haha.Ok bye lahh~ Sorry if my post seriously mereppps (Y)

Japanese sesat :D

2010-01-26T20:36:00.005+08:00

Love is almost like suicide. You give so much to that special someone that you sometimes end up killing yourself inside.

Ok Im very shag betol alrights. Lets see why, children :)

In the morning went to school with Fyda. Ok I got pissed off by her story. TU PMPAN SATU MINTAK KENE SLAPPPP KAN FYD? Urgh lahh sey.
P.E- Darn so so many things we did! First, run around the basketball court 10 rounds (!) then 2 rounds of- push ups, running and idk what two other excersise. Then I think another thing w did was suicidal run? I THINK K. I didnt wuite hear what the teacher say =.=" Then played a few games of basketball. I SUCK K SERIOUS.
Maths- OMG, after P.E teros maths?! Tak ke mati. Whoaa sey, I couldnt focus properly cuz I felt super dizzy and like wanna faint ;( But, still Fah listen k! Haha.
Recess- YAYYYYYY of course kan. Ate with my three crazy friends; Diana Hannah & Pari. :O
Geography- Got test?! I studied the last few minutes before the test starts. Haha. Im abit confident abt this test cuz I really read through the Qn. k! That time my pillow is like already calling me =.="
English- Superb lesson for the day always! Haha. Watched a few vids Mrs Raj showed about Whaling and killings of Dolphins in Japan. FXCK THEM WHO KILL THESE SEA MAMMALS!! I wanted to cry lahh, watching it. Haizzz. How could such people exist (!)
Science- Ok it was Science Practical day every Tuesday!! So fun k I swearrrrr~ We experimented with so many acids and stuffs :DD I succeeded in all!
Then lunch at 1.30pm for 30 mins, went to cafeteria with Tinie and Nina, bought stuffs go toilet all.

Then it was english extension class. had oral. I suck as usual, but not so. HAHA. For 1 hour, at 3 got art achievers. OMG kan? I know. Stayed, do art, helped Afiq, laugh then at 4 we chiaoo. So, I planned to go Northpoint with Fifth Lane cuz I wanted to check out Cotton On. Then we bus-ed there :) I was kinda noisy today idk why? Hmmmms. Reached there, we walked around and got crazy awhile at Cotton On. Haha. Wany kene tinggal on the esclator again. MUAHAHA k :D Then after all those walkings I was so hungry already, so all decided to go home. Tak jadi eat there cuz Tinie wanted to go back school as she forgot to return the class key (!!) Lucky got Nina teman. Now, even when Im sitting down and typing, my hands so wobbly already. My eyes are heavy & just waiting to throw myslelf at my pillows lor. So shagged. Hmm~

Plans for this weekends? Dear Farah, wanna go orchard alone again? HAHAHA oyy. Since planning with certain people no use right cuz always never keep their words, its better I shiok sendiri lahh k. :) Farah must stay positive. Chehhh, dah mcm faham ah nih :P But first, I wanna buy that tank top at Cotton On and a seluar. My mum marah me, cuz I never by any seluar and keep on buying shirts and dresses (!) I just dunno what seluar to buy k. Ohya, my mum did something really silly k tadi pagy. I took out my P.E shirt and put it on the washing machine. Then I go pakai uniform all after bathing. Then when I wanna go out already, the shirt was gone k. Wanna know why?? She go put in the washing machine and seronok-ly wash. I was like whaaaaat theeee~ Then lucky Yen Lin brought for me. Wahliaaoo, succha incident k ma. Pfft :O

Jangan Menangis Sayang- Safura & Oney. I am listening to Jangan Pisahkan. REMEMBER? :)

Eh kau liar. Haha.

2010-01-24T20:03:00.002+08:00

Hi you peoples. Omg lahh Im so bored like, sumpah! Rot again at home today. Weee~ Woke up, eat, bath, watch movie. Yesterday slept at 2+ I think? Watched Phobia 2. Omg, its full of horror & laughter! Those who dah watch before, surely know lahh kan ;P Before that, opt-ed with Khairul. So, yeaa. Today I seriously feel like one dumb person idk why~ Haha much. Wahliaoo, I want that particular top at Cotton On k. Pfft, takper takper. Must get it :) Maaf k people, fah takder pape nk update lahh. Im so random really. Tmro's school already. Urgh. Nvm, let the week past by quick! Byeeeeee.

That's why you go away.

2010-01-23T20:13:00.004+08:00

"Trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew."

Hi. I rot at home again today! Hahaha. And you know what. While I was sleeping just now, suddenly my nenek went "Assalamualaikummmm!" at 8 in the morning!! Wtf sey serious lahh. My mum told already the night before, she wanted to come in the morning. But its like 8! I thought it would be like, 10+ whatever not. So shocked sey. Then I slept at my mum's room then. Kecoh lahh she, always come w/o telling ok! Irritating betol. Then the whole time she's at my house, mcm radio non stop lahh talking =.=" Then she went out at 9+. Idk what she want haha. Then come back again at about 12+. Then I think I woke up at 11+. I sleep again at 3+ after watching tv. Haha, I was like so sleepy idk why. My brother and mum also sleep :D Then 6 woke up. Baru mandi! Whoaaa I so suck. Hahaha. Now, Im currently listening to song. I am bored, cuz Kiki's not online as she got kude kepang. Aiyooo. Nvm lahh kan. Biar aku shiok sendiri :P Ohyaaaa, I've brought back my tagboard, so pls behave k. And remember, if you wanna spam, I'll delete it. So, dont waste time :)

So, today's not a good day for me actually. All cuz of my situation with Khairul. Idk why whenever we tried to talk with each other, we'll argue about something. Im sad k, serious. Idk why our state now is like so rocky, and he just wont allow me to show him that I do love him dearly. Then he'll keep on asking me to prove. Whats there to prove when I always say that I love him all? Do I have to go down to my knees and beg ya? He always say he loves me, but. Urgh~ Ok, my mood's going off now. Aiyo, I know, its hard for him to forget about that one particular post I've posted before. Hmmm. Million times I've said sorry, but to no avail ;( Aku tatau k nak buat aper lagi. Im so sad, to fall out of love over and over again. It seems pathetic, to me. It took me alot of courage to get back up and to fall in love again after being with Mamat, honestly I tell you guys. But, I keep on failing. He may have moved on and wants to be with that girl so badly, but Im scared Im still living in the past. But I know, I definitely have to move on cuz I wouldnt want to be called a 'despo' you see. So I've decided to let him have his own life and forget about the love we have built for almost a year. And now, do I have to do the same with Khairul? I've fallen for Khairul for quite a long time last time, you see. So, its kinda wasted if I just end it just like that. Idk what he really wants, actually. But I always tell myself to hang on. Cuz if I can hang on for months with Mamat last time, for sure I can this time. I really really want Khairul to be different from other guys. Hmmm. Ok thats all for today. I know you'll read this. Byeeeeee~

PS: Khairul, if you're going to make me cry, at least be there to wipe away the tears.

My house is scary :D

2010-01-22T21:01:00.008+08:00

Ok my title is so cute. Haha :) Hmm, I decided not to use any tagboard. Cuz some people seriously getting on my nerves (!) So lets see, what happened during this week. Hope not too wordy =.=" Ohya! At last aku go online k~

School`
To be honest, I studied the whole of school time. No matter what subjects my eyes would be stuck on the board/teacher's face/projector screen. Making me feel very exhausted macam nak mampos k. Not only that, everyday except Friday, I've got Extended Lessons, Achievers. Whoaa sey. Stayed till abt 5 at school if got those stuffs going on. But I know, it'll bring me good results soon :) Fcuk, I really need help in my maths lahh kan. Im succha poor thing k. Im so scared, I couldnt make it. Hmm, so teacher's giving me and others more extra lesson. Must come tao Farah (Y) Ohya, I hate my chem teacher like, sumpah! She cant quite get the attention of the class, and shout like nobody's business. Pfft (!) But, funny ah she. Got one time she was shouting(talking) beside my friend, then suddenly her saliva tempias on my friends hand siaaaaa! Omg, digusting shit lahh serious. Next time must use umbrella, kan Dee? :D Whoa, me and Dee now like so sweet k! At class, usual things we do; write stuffs on our hands, write letters for each other, she writes small notes for me to keep, I write in her notebook(random stuffs I wanna write) and loads more lahh. *Awwwwwwwwwhhh* She's succha aweeesome girl & a very good adviser, serious. Ly :) My art is currently ok, satisfied with it. Had so much during art idk why~ Malay? SERIOUS SHIT FUN AND FUNNY AND GREAT AND MOREEE. That Cikgu Ganda sumpah lame ey. Wtf =.=" With Zaim, Afiq, Eksan & Faris there in class, MASYAALLAH. English's been doing great! For the first time, I enjoyed English :D I love my teacher wow. Just now got English & Maths test. *Lucks!* Ohya, Physics! Hahaha, idk why ppl have been saying that my Physics teacher looks cute. Gawwd, really ah? *Disgusted face k.* :D Talked alot with Regina during Physics. She's nice to talk to actually! Especially when talking about her favourite boy! Hahaha. So.. After school will usually head straight home, effing tired liao lor. If not, just drop by the shop infront of my school for small bites :) I love my Fifth Lane (L) Nothing much happened lahh at school. Hmm, I just focused too much on my studies. Yeaaa~ Tadi cold sey at school! =.="

Love Life`
A big problem lahh pasal nih. Like seriously, everybody in my life(guys) just don't mean anything already! Keeeeeeeeeeeep on hurting me in a way or another, I've never imagined how, so complacent they can be (!) Sorry if any of you reading feel the pinch ah, but seriously. If you guys enjoy so much leaving people who loves you SO FCUKING MUCH, then don't live for real. Nk kater no use, I'll end up being in love again one day. Just one word for them, unfair. Yeaa? If dah ader yg laen, aper salahnyer just straight forward and be honest? You expect girls to be honest to you guys, but can you? Ask yourself first. Rather then you make the girl wait..and wait..and wait.. Then suddenly, you say you dont want'em already or you just perangai and keep quiet. PATHETIC KAN KORANG?? Dont you guys realise that? Omg sey korang, wtf. Nih Fah straight forward jer lahh k, bukan nak bahasekan or sarcastic. Hmm. Im just tired being hurt and looking at girls who became your own personal toy ;( You see, girls dont expect much from you guys. They just need tender, love & care. They need to be pampered, need your utmost attention for'em, be there for'em, be there when they really really need you, not your option but your priority and just be faithful and honest to'em. I can guarantee you guys, you'll have the time of your life with your gf! Hmm. But to those whom I used to love but now are already gone, just heed my advice and apply it to your new loved one k? Doesnt matter if you cant love me no more, but at least love and respect woman k? Seriously guys, its damn hard for a woman to recover from a broken heart. Hmm. I know, somehow you'll drop by my blog :) I appreciate your time.

I hope I've typed much lahh. Mood's abit off, so yahh. I'll update anytime I can alrights? Promise :) Remember people, live to love not love to live~

Saat Terakhir

2010-01-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

tak pernah terpikir olehku
tak sedikit pun ku menyangka
kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri

begitu sulit ku menyangkal
begitu sakit ku rasakan
kau akan pergi tinggalkan ku sendiri

di bawah batu nisan kini kau tlah sandarkan
kasih sayang kamu begitu dalam
sungguh ku tak sanggup ini terjadi
karna ku sangat cinta

ini lah saat terakhirku melihat kamu
jatuh air mataku menangis pilu
hanya mampu ucapkan selamat jalan kasih

satu jam saja ku telah bisa
cintai kamu kamu kamu di hatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu
butuh waktuku seumur hidup

satu jam saja ku telah bisa
sayangi kamu di hatiku
namun bagiku melupakanmu
butuh waktuku seumur hidup
di nantiku

Cute ey? HAHA.

2010-01-17T20:46:00.003+08:00

"Bila yang tertulis untukku,
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu.
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan,
Yang terindah dalam hidupku."

Hiiiiiii~ Ok long time never updated lahh. Hmm, Fah's busy thats why. Everyday go home like, at 6+?! Gawssh. So, yahh. But I promise to update whenever I can lahh alrights. So, on Saturday I rot the whole day at sister's crib. Ajak org go out with me also like asshole lahh sumer ;P Played with sister's cat and all. So cute ok. The today I went to Starbucks at Wheelock all by myself, pathetically I mean. I was too like, craaaaaving for it oyy. Hmm. Then train-ed bck home. I feel so alone, like serious But what to do kan. Im so used to people go in and out of my life just like that :) On Friday went to La Salle right? Haha, ok I forget. Hmm, yahh. Quite fun lahh I guess? But I wanted to go NAFA open house too. Pffft~ Ok takper.

Now waiting for mama to come home. I MISS HER OK! Haha, she was at JB. :) And guess what, I wanna move on already. I'll try lahh, cuz some people just love to hurt me. HAHA. Well, dah destiny right. Whoaa, tmro's school again. Got geog test :O Then got soccer after schl. Last week never go!! Blame that Physics teacher ok (!) And now, Im chatting with someone and he just offline just like that. EY THANKS EHHHHH? :) I got something to share with you guys. Read on.

This guy right here says he like me. HAHAHA much? He's Firdaus. Hmmmmmm; *winks*

And and, I should've listen to Kiki earlier, TO MOVE ON. Ok, now I will. :) She's my motivation k. Always there when I need her. I love her much ok. ;P So, yeaa. I've nothing else to talk about~

"Namun takkan mudah bagiku,
Meninggalkan jejak hidupku.
Yang telah terukir abadi,
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah."

Random Tuesday.

2010-01-12T22:03:00.002+08:00

School was as usual :)
Had PE the very first period-maths-recess-geography-english-chem(science practical)-english class extension-art class extention. Wow! Exhausted muchhhh. I went to the toilet quite alot today idk why, hahaha. I didnt ate much, no mood to do so. And I miss khairul like suddenly ok. Ey aku jealous seeing him go poly and taking up one of the courses I wanted! Haha, goodluck hunns :) best sey talk otp with him, like *melts* Boooooo, Fah dah start mereps. Eh I texting him now. He cute. So, I did my english homework halfway cuz can pass up on Thurs. Tmro's like Physics and Chem test when I havent study. Whoa bagos Fah. Well, I lost both of those textbooks. ;( Idk what to do already. Hmmmm. Currently chatting with Kiki & Derr. Im so bored like, serious.

Yayyyyyyy! Tmro got soccer at last ;D Miss playing soccer with Ana! Whoa so excitedddd. Sorry, nothing much to upload k. Unless I go out~ Toodles babayyy.

Bodoh nkmampos.

2010-01-11T21:58:00.008+08:00

School was a major excitement ok! Dah what the hell. Haha. My favourite girls and all, they just light up my days :) So, we went to witness those O level candidates taking their results. We go *jaws-dropped* at the results lahh kan. The highest at my school was 8 points (!) Tu budak pandai ke what (?) Wahahaha. Korean girl somemore. Before they had their results, current sec 4s yg nervous. HAHA. I also, idk why. When they got their results, as usual lahh. Some shed tears of joy, some sadness. Congrats to those who passed with such colourful colours! Those who not, dont give up baybeh XD ~ Now Fah excited already, I WANT GO SP LIKE REALLYYY :S

So afer schooljust now, slack for awhile with babygirls :)

Favourite pic :)

Urmmmm (?)
Ooooops.
NO WAY OK. STFU.

Since 30th March 2007, I think? HAHA. Ly :)

CHEEESEEEEE :D

Smells nice (!)

I love my camera, so?

Now, Im so called, researching for bridges around the world. Its for art, as we have got the O level topics (!) farah so quai....................NOT. Bye sexy people. :DD

Hi bodoh.

2010-01-08T22:12:00.008+08:00

Today- Oh, so bored for now. Mum & dad are at the hospital with mum's siblings all. Cuz nenek(their mother) was admitted to the hospital just now. So thats why after school straight away I met mum at AMK. Penat sey ;( Nenek was already fatally sick, very tired, damn pale the face until I freakd out and her hair's messy. I pity her y'know. Haiyayai. Actually mum wanted to bring her to hospital like, last year Hari Raya? But nenek refused, hmm. Well, old people. Now, when my mum decided to insist on bringing her to hospital, she bo pian. All mum's siblings were there, and finally ambulance came. Hmm, succha sad thing lahh, seeing my mum cry all trynna convince her its for her own good if she goes to hospital earlier. At school, everythg's aye okaye. Mother Tongue, Eng, CDL, Recess ate Western, Maths and finally Art. Yeahh, so thats it.

Yesterday- Went Nanyang Poly! ;D Gerekk okaye. Saw some seniors, talked blaaahs~ All the way with Diana Pari Hannah. Whoaaa, they're my laughing friends lahh like for real okaye. Especially Pari lorrrr. ;D Then when wana go home, waited for the school transport for 30 mins. When all the other class go off already. Suay k my class =.="

My forever Baby <3 This is Pari ;DDDD

Again? Haiyayai. :)

Thennnnn. I found out Pari's hp is the Yari phone!!!!! OMG laahhhhh k? Gosh, how amused and excited I was abt her hp. Then I camwhored with it. Pari, keep k :)

Jyeahhh, thats all lahh kan. Mum's otw home already yay. Hope nenek's okaye. Hmm. I hungry. And now mum's hp Im using is spoilt ALSO. Bab*. Im dead. :S To that guy, dont try so hard to accept me if you cant really do it. Thanks.

School's here.

2010-01-05T19:59:00.002+08:00

Hello to my people :)

Atlast, Im back to school. Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeepy I swear. First day of school I slept 4+ (!) Siallaaah? Haha, I know. I tried everything to make me boring and stuffs, but still only managed to sleep at 4+. Then this morning, slept at 2+. Cuz I watched Alvin And The Chipmunks 2 omg
Now, talking abt school and stuffs. Now i needa stay at school everyday till like, 4?! Cuz got extra classes tilllllllll end of O Levels. OMGAWWDDD enough? Surely die~ Got achievers lahh all. The besides that, sure must do art coursework AS USUAL. Whoaaaaa, confirm I skinny by the end if the year, haha. School's like only around 10 months?

And O Levels no where beyond that. Prelims.. Mid-years.. And Malay O Level paper is like July (?) How great. Needa work really really really for my maths lor. Cuz it sucks alot? When I say alot, it means of getting F9s for all my exams for the past three years (!!!) ALL k? Somebody help me lahh pls.. :"( Ive decided to like, try set my targets higher? Insyaallah, I can achieve'em. Amin :) Wow, Ill be damn effing proud lor, if i really go Poly. Cuz my other siblings never rched there. So, Im like my parents' only hope? Hmmms~

Hmm, r/ship've been abit rocky nowadays, fxcked up. Idk how to mend it in any ways anymore. Everything that I did seems to go way out of what he wants, I know Im not perfect. Idk what he wants sometimes, and why does he always want me to realise his sacrifices? Doesnt that mean he's not sincere? Haiyaaa, whatever good intentions that I have are always mistaken. WHY LAHH. Now am hearing When You're Gone. Haiyaaa, love. Just keeps knocking me down real hard. Urgh, I wanna cryyyyyyyyyyy ;( Dont he love me anymore..?

Now Im hearing My Happy Ending. Avril Lavigne's songs always make me strong, serious :)

"Lets talk this over,
It's not like we're dead.
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?

Don't leave me hanging,
In a city so dead.
Held up so high,
On such a breakable thread.

You were all the things I thought I knew.
And I thought we could be,

You were everything, everything
That I wanted.
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it.

All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away.
All this time you were pretending,
So much for my happy ending.

You've got your dumb friends,
I know what they say.
They tell you I'm difficult,
But so are they.

But they don't know me,
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me.
All the shit that you do?

It's nice to know that you were there,
Thanks for acting like you cared.
And making me feel like I was the only one.

It's nice to know we had it all,
Thanks for watching as I fall.
And letting me know we were done."

Randoms.

2010-01-03T19:23:00.010+08:00

Friday- Orchard.

Went with mama, bought my school bag and shoes at Wisma Atria. First we tried to find it at Far East all. Dont have. Then finally we just go Wisma to check it out cuz I also wanted to go Cotton On. So, ok. Everlast for bag, converse for shoes. Oh, me love! So niceeee. Serious cute sey my shoes. Haha, got little stickers by the side. Thanks mama, ily! Spent like almost 1 hour at the shop deciding what shoe i want ;(

I know! ^^

Kay, my bag ^^

Then bought slippers & dress at Cotton On. Siaaaaaalaaaaah, got sale! I was so, OMG! All the items were like on 50% sale. I go o.O So, this dress i bought was like superbly sexy? I likeeee ;P Its white, and my slipper are also white ^^

Then we jalan-jalan around, then got hungry ;( Ate at Macdonalds near Wheelock there. So, talk talk then go home lahh. It was going 7 already. Texted Baby and stuffs. I love him, oh! Then go NTUC shop~

Saturday- Vivo.

Went with mama again, but actually sister supposed to come along, but tak jadi. So, takper (: Rched there abt 7? I THINK. As I rched there, tak sampai 5 mins I saw Pull And Bear shop. I was sooooooo JAKON ok? Cuz not only Baby talked abt that brand, even Wany's bf talked abt it! On countdown we were like, "aper sey??" So I was so excited, I pulled mama inside the shop. As usual, SALE. The men's items were so niceeee! Well, Baby's favourite shopping place mah :D Ok, mum said jalan-jalan dulu. So, ok lor. Then we walked satu Vivo, mama nk go DAISO. I go yayyyyyy! I so love that shop ok idk why =.=" We go crazy inside that shop I swear, laughed at the stupidest things that the Japanese have invented. Hahahaha. Then we bought 7 items, total $14. :) Ohyaaaa, bfr that ate at Macdonalds, Mcwings & Mcnuggets *drooling already*. Then proceeded to DAISO. So after DAISO, we went outside to take a breather ah. So cold inside :S So talk talk, decided to balek cuz its 9+ already. I mabokkk. Then I pulled mama again into the Pull And Bear shop!! I really wanted the cute sleeveless. Wowww, thanks again mama ily :) Then bus-ed back, home sweet home~

There!!!! OMG lahh the prints. ^^

Omg, tomorrow's like, SCHOOL?! WHAT THEEEEEEEEEE. Hmmmm, nevermind. Im excited ^.^ Hope to meet Baby tomorrow :)

"B i tahu allah kasi kita dua tangan untuk pegang,dua kaki untuk jalan,dua telinga untuk dengar.tapi u nak tahu asal kita diberi satu hati??kerana lagi satu hati diberikan dekat orang lain.itu untuk kita cari.dan sekarang i dah jumpa you.b,i love you.you you farah."

Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetest Baby like Khairul can never be replaced! :) ILY Khairul, I swear.I'll do anything to make you happy.

2010-01-01T22:29:00.006+08:00

Simply countdown (: Haha, so crowded lahh I swear =.="

I really gtg right now? And sorry baby I couldnt blog much abt us ;( I really love you ok? Only god can separate us. Xoxo.

Countdown's like tmro?

2009-12-30T22:54:00.006+08:00

Hi peepos (: Will not be updating much lahh kan. Internet sucks alot, cuz am using sister's lappy =.=" Just now ate cake, in commeration of Sezairi's winning. HAHA. No lahh, joking. Mum's bfday was yesterday, but cut cake all today as sister just came only today. Hmm, so bored ah today. Just went shop and all. I wonder. If I got ppd, ppl dont want text. If its low, ader jer lahh kan. Pfft. And some just choose to be a messenger. Heeeehhs (: Tmro idk going out what time, as that someone is so irritating at times (!) Yeah, thats all. So, bye! ;D

"I don't know why you have to do this to me. Urgh,"

So Pathetic (!)

2009-12-29T20:46:00.002+08:00

Hi. Im bored, as usual. Countdown fucked up like serious shit. Aku tunggu reply org, mcm budak bodoh lahh ey. 2 more days to countdown, kan? =.=" Sezairi is so hot lahhh for real. *meltsssss* Im chatting with Kiki, Khairul go clubbing, Grandma's here like a loud radio ppfffffttt and Im eating Milo Nuggets whoaaaa my favourite! My body aches sey, haiz. Nothing to talk about. Just keeping my baby alive =.=" Bye peepos.

Do you realise my post is so random this time..? Hmm. (:

2009-12-28T20:43:00.020+08:00

Singapore Idol Finale was the boomz I tell you! Enjoy browsing them pics k. Congrats to SEZAIRI SEZALI!!! Told ya it was worth supporting him! Even the extra-ordinare Ken Lim said he did better than Syl that night ok? Dont be too over-confident lahh, its not Sez fault to win. Fans were given a chance to vote, SO VOTE! Alrights? Ok I dropped to the floor crying when his name was called out oyyy, swear! Haha, succha moment (: Nothing else matters, as long as he spreads love to the world with his voice! ;D

Ash (:
The Stadium, wowww (:
Wany, Fafa, Tinie~
Step models, pfft.

Ft. Ashh (:

Cool (:

Ashh (:

Wany & Tinie.

HAHA.

Angry =.="

Smile!

Him.

Tinie (:

Candid 1.

Seronok with ticket (:

Look at Wany.

Tinie.

Candid 2.

Him.

Candid 3. Ok laugh. HAHA.

Us.

Him.

Tickets yaw!

Wany & Me.

Again.

Tinie.

Wany.

Up up and away!

Weeeee~

Again.

My gf ;D

1st, 2nd, 3rd ;D

What the.

You dont wanna see her face, for real!

HAHA, fishball!

Urmmms.

Think & imagine.

=.="

Them me loves.

Again.

Eyeliner stop it ;P

(!)

Lightsticks!

One of the Muttons =.="

Us (:

The fever!

Leftover pics, I'll upload'em tmro. Im off now, yayay. Happy Birthday to Mum & Ash yahhh! Love you guys alot. 3 days to countdown :O

Inseparable.

2009-12-26T17:18:00.006+08:00

Oh so shag now! I just only came back from ECP since yesterday, but still, like so tiring. Cuz I played alot of soccer there with family since most of'em there are soccer players ;D Gosh, now my whole right leg is in pain. Haha, so long never run here run there. But atleast having fun makes my day alot ah, since Ive been having alot of thgs on my mind~ Also BBQ-ed there, now I so full siaa. Later sure gemokkk (!) Got crabsticks, hotdogs, satay(NICE LIKE HELL), father's mee Goreng, fried chicken, tons of snacks & lots more. Sorry to those hungry readers =.=" I got sun-burned ABIT, lucky. But still *haiz*. Overall, it was enjoyable ah.

But the most not enjoyable is the assholes(by that I mean Matreps) there. Like so wtf lahh kan. Got one part me and sister went toilet at night. Then this whole group of assholes come in. The toilet was the open-air one, am sure you know. Alermakk, I was sitting there alone. Cuz nobody there already, sister inside cubicle. Then they all went "Eyy... Ayam goreng ahhh!!" repeatedly =.=" What does that mean? Do they mean chicks? I asked my sister, that was also what she thought. Eee gosh, so irrits like hell siaa. Then stand at the vending machine behind me, make alot of noises. Jakon per nampak air? HAHA. So, whatever lahh. Especially in the afternoon, banyak ah assholes. Tsk betol.

Ey I swear now I very tired. Body is aching ;( mama went JB, till tmro. SO, I can slack around! Haha. Gosh guys, tmro is like the Sg Idol finale already!!!! SO NERVOUS REALLY. Haha, its like Im the one in the competition =.=" So urm, life has been ok-ok for me? Idk really. I just go with the flow lahh. And whatever that is happening between Khairul & me now, IDK. Haiz. Dah whatever Farah, you know you can do it (: My eyes are red now, for real. I so tired, but I forced myself to stay awake. Haiyoyoyo Farah. EHHHHHH WHATS WRONG WITH MY MIXPOD?! So irrits mampos sey, cuz it has not been working for the last few weeks. Cb, perangai sey (!) And ya! I got to know this one song, that is so suitable with that someone. Its called, Alasanmu- Exist. See the lyrics ah;

Ikhlasnya hati sering kali disalah erti
Tulusnya budi tidak pernah engkau hargai
Berlalu pergi dengan kelukaan ini
Ku mengalah, ku bersabar

Bertentang mata seolah-olah tiada apa
Berpaling muka ada saja yang tidak kena
Mencari sebab serta alasan yang kukuh
Supaya tercapai hajatmu

Manis di bibir memutar kata
Malah kau tuduh akulah segala penyebabnya
Siapa terlena pastinya terpukau
Pujukmu, rayumu, suaramu yang menagih simpati dan harapan

Engkau pastinya tersenyum dengan pengunduran diriku
Tetapi bagiku pula suatu ketenangan
Andainya kita terus bersama belum tentu kita bahagia
Selagi tidak kau ubah cara hidupmu

Ada rahmatnya bila tidak lagi bersama
Terasa jauh diriku ini dengan dosa
Ku tinggalmu walau tanpa kerelaan yang nyata
Kau tidak berubah

Katalah apa yang kau ingin
Selagi kau dapat berkata
Memang begitu sikapmu semenjak dahulu
Andainya kita terus bersama belum tentu kita bahagia
Selagi tidak kau ubah cara hidupmu

Right, (insert name)? Yeaa, exactly for you. Take those words seriously k (: So, tu jer lahh alrighty peoples. Takecaree! XOXO. Don't say you love me, if you don't really care.

Its all over again.

2009-12-24T14:04:00.002+08:00

First of all, I really wanna say that I thanked god for giving me at least a chance to be with him. Only You know how much I care, treasure, love him right. To You I pray, for all the blessings. If he wanna leave me, please god, bring him to the right path. Show to him that I really love him. Amin.

Thanks Khairul, for all the love. I appreciate it. Seems like you still cant give me trust, tho just a lil'bit. Idk where that awesome destiny has gone to, cuz youre always gone just like that. I may not know how you treat our r/ship,but Im sure of how I treat our r/ship. You admitted yesternight, your love faded. Cuz of some bloody shit post. Nvmind. And for that, I cried till 4am. My eyebags sucks like for real. But its ok, I know Im crying for the right person. Now you wanna separate and build back your love or me? Im letting you go then. I dont mind, cuz my heart is always open for you. See, even when typing this Im crying............

We were meant for each other sey B, cant you still see that? And now what happened to all our plans? Thanks for asking my dearest Kiki to takecare of me. But, do you think thats enough? HUH? So you think I dont need you at all? You dont know, how much I need your words to bring me through this life. Gosh, suay sangat per siol aku, always breaking up and stuffs?! If I enjoyed so much playing with ppl's feelings, I wouldnt be crying each and everytime for someone I love. Now, everybody dont fucking know how I feel. Others seemed to have a good time with their BFs or GFs, lasting long and stuffs. But me? Always end up in a failure.

I feel like my life is always incomplete. Cuz ppl seemed to enjoy walking in & out of my life. I dont care much lahh kan, cuz theres a saying that goes "Biar org buat kiter, jangan kiter buat org." So, Ill jut accept it. And theres nothing wrong to fight for what I want, right? (: So to my dearest Khairul, its up to you if you wanna continue or not. If leaving me makes you feel better, then dont bother to say ILY to me k? Butttt, Ill still love you no matter what ok!

P.S:
-Ill try topup my prepaid a.s.a.p and settle all this shits.
-To Kiki, thanks yah. Ill chat wit you soon. Ly darls.
-To those who following me to Sg Idol, Ill text you soon also. By Saturday.
-To this one guy that I love, take your time aites? ILYVVVVVM ;D

Utada Hikaru- Come Back To Me. Pls see baby. XOXO.

Rot at home like CB. Pfft.

2009-12-23T17:29:00.002+08:00

Great ah, you read her blog then now misunderstood me. WHAT THE HELL? Fun what, never talk to me. WHAT TO DO RIGHT KHAIRUL? See, Im fuming mad right now. Pfffftt sungguh. Prepaid low jer, sumer fucked up siah. Urgh. Ey, if I happy sangat kan, I wouldnt be here for goodness sake! Come on ah, stop all this can. Haiz. If keeping quiet makes you feel better, BY ALL MEANS THEN.

So, plans for the weekends;
- Friday go ECP with family till Saturday. But Saturday feel like going out. Stress ah kan.
- Sunday Sg Idol Finale, going with Tinie, Couz Lina, Wany&idk who and maybe Nina.

Cant wait cant wait! ;D Ey kiwak, Im so pissed off lahh today. Takder mood serious shit. And why the hell Im listening to jiwang sey. Lately idk why Ive been 'tasting' blood in my mouth? And when I brushed my teeth, will got blood one. Tsk, ;( Gonna rot at home till Friday like wow! Haha. He want to keep quiet, so will I! Let see how far you can go with that mindset ok. Go read her blog again. See what she said. Bye peoples ily (:

"It's sad, so sad.
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me that sorry seems to be the hardest word."

I miss you ;(

2009-12-22T23:42:00.002+08:00

Baby I love you , you are my life. My happiest moments were incomplete, if you weren't by my side. You're my relation , in connection to the sun. With you next to me, there's no darkness I can't overcome. You are my raindrop, I am the sea. With you and God, who's my sunlight, I bloom and grow so beautifully. Baby, I'm so proud, so proud to be your girl. You make the confusion go all away, from this cold and messed up world.

I am in love with you, you set me free. I can't do this thing called life without you here with me. Cause I'm dangerously in love with you, I'll never leave. Just keep loving me the way I love you loving me. And I know you love me, love me for who I am. Cause years before I became who I am, baby you were my man. I know it ain't easy, easy loving me. I appreciate the love and dedication from you to me. Later on in my destiny, I see myself having your child, I see myself being your wife. And I see my whole future in your eyes. Thoughts of all my love for you
sometimes make me wanna cry. Realized all my blessings, I'm grateful to have you by my side.

Every time I see your face, my heart smiles. Every time it feels so good, it hurts sometimes. Created in this world to love and to hold, to feel, to breathe and to love you. I love you, I love you, I love you. I'll never leave, just keep on loving me. I'm in love with you. I cannot do anything without you in my life, holding me, kissing me, loving me. Im dangerously in love with you, Khairul.

Boo, prepaid is fcuking low =.="

2009-12-22T15:50:00.003+08:00

We'll always remain like this, dont worry baby ^^

Hi, Im just psting a short post as Im quite rushing. Cuz later going out with mum to Dhoby Ghaut, got the VIVA Concert that was advertised on Suria. Haha. So, I came online cuz Kiki asked me whether Ill be online later on. But now aku online, she's not. What the. Nvm, hope you'll tell me whats needed to be told via text aye. (: And ya, can you imagine how bored I am as I cant text baby cuz prepaid lowwww. Like wtf kan? Urgh, and Im so sorry b, cuz I cant text you. Great, now he's down with fever and flu. Makin lahhhh aku risau. Pfffftttt. Nehmind, my heart will always be with you! ;D K now my leg is having cramps (!) I miss babay already, how sad kan. Hmm. Tonight otp again yea? So, makesure take mediicne ok? Dont worry, Ill try every means to contact you aites. I love you sangat sangat! Ok bye, I want bath ;D

Awwwwhhh so happy!

2009-12-21T22:34:00.004+08:00

Aaaaahhhh today was awesome. You know whyyy? Cuz met baby and everythg's ok now! Gosh, after reading his 15th blog just now, I felt super-duper happy ok. He's just so sweet to make me always smile when I think abt him. When I think of him, he makes me feel that my life is so complete right now. He cares for me alot, when I say alot means ALOT k? ;) Its true what he said, 15th December is when the true love started. Yeah, tho we may fight whatsoever. But inevitably, we'll be back to normal. I trust that.

Our love will never end. Cuz you know why? It'll last eternally. For all the stands you stood for me, for all the truths that you made me see when all the wrong things you made right, you speak up when I couldnt say, you gave me faith cuz you believed me and gave strength when I was weak. Im ready to go through the good or bad things with you cuz I know, we'd continue holding hands. Let there be any obstacles, Im here to stand by you.

Whatever that may happen, you know Ill be there right? I just love you too much lahh B. Its hard to believe if youre not here to believe with me. Whenever I talk to you and look directly in your eyes, I just feel like saying thank you God for giving me this chance to be with him endlessly sey. Haha. Really B, I love you so much too. Dont ever let go of this awesome destiny alrighty? And dont be scared to lose me, cuz I'll be right here as always. <3

Im sorry for everything too the last two days. Ill never let our relationship be as cold as that again. You are the only one, my everything ok? Now that you've captured my heart, I cant stay away from you anymore. You turn my life around sey, serious. So baby, time cant erase a feeling this strong ayes? I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU ;D

21st December 2009, happy 3 months Kiki syg!

Am i worth it? =.="

2009-12-20T21:23:00.004+08:00

I Miss you ;(

I hate this part right here lahh bodoh. Our r/ship is cold already, you happy with that? Yea, im sure. I even slept at like, 6 just thinking about what the fuck is wrong with us now. Best ah kan, you doing this to me. Just cuz of my past, youre out to treat me like a rubbish. I dont see the reason why you have to come up with that decision in just a single msge?! I totally understand lahh kan, what you meant and all. But tho we didnt stick to that decision, I dont see any difference now. Ive a feeling, that your love has fade. Maybe abit. Now, I really dk what you want. Everythg seems to be on my blame, cool huh? Serious, mcm nightmare siol smlm! If you think back, I have the right to have doubts about you after what has happened. I just dont want to talk much about this ah, pains my heart. Dont judge the book by the cover ayes? If I dont love you, I would just leave you with just a simple phonecall.

Malam ku tidur tak lena, teringatkan dirimu.
Terimbas kembali kenangan lalu, alangkah indahnya bersamamu.
Mengalir airmataku, menemani mlm sepiku.
Kurindu saat bersamamu, sukarnya untuk ku melupakan mu.

Dahulu engkau berikan cinta, mengapa kini engkau berubah?
Manakah janji akan setia menanti?
Jikalau engkau tak lagi cinta, katakan saja aku tak kisah.
Dari kau terus membuatku menunggu.
Tak ku sangka, tak ku duga, perpisahan yg akan melanda.
Tlah ku cuba pertahankan, namun dirimu pergi jua.

Cintamu bagaikan rembulan, yang hadir bila malam menjelang.
Kau hilang bila siang mendatang, begitulah sikap mu oh sayang.
Kau lontar cintaku ditepian, ku bagaikan hanyut dilautan.
Yang lemas didalam percintaan, dipukul gelombang keresahan.

But I know Baby, our love always remain strong. Please, dont ever leave me again like that? I totally hate it. Now give me time to release that pain ayes? I love you,

Sleepless Nights ;(

2009-12-18T17:46:00.002+08:00

Webcammed with Kiki. ^^ Masai siak muker ;P
Hi people. Today is not a good day for me. Im sad, very sad. Cuz baby's having problems around him, and im here worried shit. Slept late this morning, cuz Im just too worried abt baby. Know what, I even woke my mum up to share my feelings with her. She really understands us. Haiz. She cared abt you, baby. Hmm. Just note that there'll always be someone who really cares for you. Gosh, now Im crying as Im typing out this. Cuz Im chatting with Baby now, and he has no mood. So he throwed his tantrums at me. Nvm, no mood. Bye.

He's so scared to lose me.

2009-12-17T18:48:00.002+08:00

Will I still get to hold your warm hands in 30 years time? Hmm.

Firstly, I miss baby so much. He's out with his friends, so I dont wish to disturb (: Hmm, I woke up at 12 like that, texted baby then planned to sleep back cuz I was like half asleep =.=" Then, i slept again for 1hr 30mins (!) What the hell lahh Farah, sleepyhead. And then text baby again. He seemed so busy lahh kan. Go Bugis lahh, then Arab St. all. Haha, seronok ah he. Hope he got his ZARA jacket (: Yesterday otp with he, wahlao. So fun ah, idk why. He threaded his eyebrows =.=" Haha! Then talk talk, he lost focus (as per usual). Know why? He'll be typing a long msge secretly for me when we put down already. Awwwwhhhhhh B. Smlm nyer long msge sweet lahh kan~ Hahaha, I love him alot OK. Here's some of what he typed.

"anw,i scare you love sezairi more than me.but still i know you love me more.i now really know how much u meant to me and your tears are really special to me.baby yok kahwin."

So cute kannnn! I know. Haha. I really enjoyed talking to him. Hmm, I so fortunate ah to have him. *Clears throat* honoured k? ;D Ohya, I just wanna say to him that he dont have to feel scared lahh, cuz I really love him so so so much. EH BOLEY GILER AH AKU, I MISS HIM SO MUCH!! :S Nothing much to talk about today. Grandma just left, wahlao got radio suddenly just now when she come. Kiki know what I mean, haha! *winks* So ya, I ate cereal when I woke up just now. And now, I JUST finished sharing Nasi Briyani. ^.^ And, me and Baby will be catching Alvin And The Chipmunks 2 on countdown!! Gonna have loads of fun. ;D Will be excitedly waiting. Urm, what is that word? So, thats it lahh k? Haha. Toodles~

B, propose to me at Starbuck Bugis kan? Haha! Love you (:

(:

2009-12-16T19:03:00.003+08:00

15th December 2009 ; 2200 hours (:

Gee, I cant believe it that you're mine now already. Nothing makes me more happier than being with you. I really don't know how to thank you for all the things that you've done to make me delighted. I feel safe around you, and the thing we have right now just feels so good. Hearing your voice, doesn't matter whether isit otp or in front of me, I can hear the word 'love' behind each and every word you said. Without you, I feel restless. But, just by thinking of you, all those worries will be gone and this 'something' just tells me that you'll always love me and it'll never end. You never fail to say you love me, and how you mentioned you were the happiest man in the world to be with me. Each time you say you are scared to lose me, the more I feel that I needa do more for you so that you'll see how much I need you. All your sweet words, just made me cry the tears of joy for being with you. You really know where to start, fixing a broken heart. Im just a loss for words sometimes. Cuz I just don't know how to describe the love right now. Thanks for the song that you dedicated to me. And you know what, I just wanna show you off the world so that they can be jealous of how much you love me baby ;P

And for this, let me vow to you that Im gonna be yours till death destroy us.
Insyaallah, amin.

The Awesome Destiny (:

2009-12-15T19:22:00.005+08:00

Hi world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Gosh, today im in an awesome mood! Haha, got a nice story to share with you peoples ;D

Well, as you guys know that im supposed to meet up with KA kan, so tk jadi cuz over some misunderstandings. So yesterday, he went out with his friend, i met up with Fyda. Siap2, go Buona Vista meet Fyda. Quitenear to Pioneer ah, cuz i was at my sister's house that day. Dah jumper, went to her friend's hse awhile take her thgs cuz before that plan want go Bugis. Cuz Fyda said Lixian working there. So why not lahh kan. But tht day, mmg sedih ah tk dapat meet KA ;( So, lucky got one straight bus to Bugis. In the bus, talk2 all. Rindu siaa dgn Fyda. HAHA! Rched Bugis already, teros try find the shop like mad people walking the whole of Bugis Street (!) Finally, found the shop already. Like PHEWW! -.- So we huged each other since Lixian miss me so much, haha. Then Fyda mintak ciggs, teros go toilet awhile then sit infrnt of Burger King want smoke. But bfr that, Fyda nk drink. So i just bought Sugarcane drink at those fruits stalls you know lahh kan. Then we sat down, smoke. As i sat down, KA texted "Farah.nampak tk tegur." I was like &*&!!&%^^$# ? Aku dah panic siololol. Fyda jer yg tau cmner panicnyer aku. Waduhhh~ I ws like already how come i didnt saw him all. Well lgipon, im not the type yg suker tgk org -.- so i asked him ah, want meet up or not since he's there already. So we agreed, then planned to meet at the Starbucks. Aku dah excited giler babs sey. Hahaha! Then masok balek Bugis Street to give Lixian's Ciggs back then off meet KA ah. Then dah sampai Bugis Junction, we rushed to the toilet dulu. Hahaha! Abes tu, go Starbucks to only find his friend there. Then i forced Fyda to ask him where KA. BASTARD siaa Farah, haha! He say KA in the toilet then sempat amek gmbar with Fyda.

Then suddenly KA want meet me personally. Then pity Fyda, must go sit with his friend, Wan. Haha. So i go meet him around idk where, the talk lahh jap. Take pichas also. Cute (: Mcm dah kenal lamer lahh kan. Haha! Then we go back to Starbucks, we sit. So funny sia, all like zombie. I talk to Fyda, he talk to Wan. Then we compared lahh aper. Lame. Haha. But, i like KA's type ah. Not that type yg pemalu nkmams. He gentleman sey. Hehs ;D After that Fyda want go toilet, Wan must teman. Hahahahah! So funny siaa, we mcm dah kenal each other lamer gtuh -.- Then after that we all want go smoke. Then bla..bla..bla.. Fyda high, teros prangai. Babi dier, haha! Cuz she got angkat idk what thing ah in the afternoon. Tsk, sumer pat situ dah naek binget siol. Haha! Iritating semcm siaa dier biler high. Then, i wanted to go home. KA send me home lahh sey! Aaaaahhhh~ Ily ily ily!

Here it goes, my sweetheart.

Hunns, im sure you know much i'd sacrifice and be there for you right? All that we've been through since last time, have much worth the while of me waiting for you. I never expexted, the fate we had yesterday. Your touch and all, have made me completely fall for your love. And each time you wish the love for me, you send me smiling to the world, and i still cant believe how grateful i am to you for loving me this much. I never thought that i could be love, and love someone like you. If theres only thing that i can wish for, is to be with you for as long as i would. I would never waste any chances to be with you, baby. Everything that ive said to you, is all from the bottom of my heart. I know, you really meant your words well right. Since the moment we met yesterday, you know we're gonna make it up. I knew, our destiny was waiting somewhere. Gosh, not once you left my mind you know. I always smiled when i see my phone beeping, seeing that its you. Cuz i know, you'll always say nice words to me (: Ive wanted nobody more than i want you. Every single step that i take from now onwards, is to lead to where i wanna be with you. It has always been you, and no other. Trust me, ill do anything to get your love. Now, i just have to wait for the day you'd say that sentence to me, hunns (:

"I just cant live without you, and i live my life for you."

2009-12-10T21:18:00.002+08:00

Hi ;D Went ECP on Wedneday. Heres some pics (: Not much, sorraaayyy.

Mcm malas gtuh aku nk post. Haha. Anyway, later on will be ging to couz's house. So, don think will be updating till tuesday. On monday hoping to meet KA ;D Must hug him (!) Bey aper yg free ah you? Hahahaha! Hmm, thats all lahh. Nthg much. Ohya, ive been starving myself idk why. Hmm. Diana is not an owl, cuz you slept first! ;D Bye, i so random.

Read this: I'm trying my very very best to hold on with you. Don't ever tear it down hunns.

2009-12-10T19:22:00.002+08:00

"I bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about."

Hey there peoples (: Sorry if never updated ayes? Well, im nw gonna blog abt what happened for the week. Here goes~

On Monday, i went to the airport to send my sister and family. She want go Bali. I miss her already ;( That was abt 2.30 when i met her. Then at 3.15 like that, Tinie texted me whether i wanna join her, Afiq AK, Afiq I & Yasseen go Marina Barrage. I okay go jer. Actually planned to meet fyd, tapi tk jady. Then 3.30 i gerak, met them straight away at MB. Afiq AK & Yasseen fetched me from the MB bustop. So windy, my hair rabaaaak. Hahs! Then joined Tinie & Afiq I, mcm couple sey drg. Haha. So kecho sey. Rched there, lucky i got bring Twisties. Let the rest eat. And Afiq AK ate with maggi that Tinie brought from home. (?) Takper. Then Afiq I looked so emo lahh, cuz her one & only gf went Cambodia. So saddd ;( Nehmind, cheer up ^^ Then we took picture all, like so fun. Suddenly all mendak.

Me love.

Me Tinie.

Me Afiq AK Tinie.

Thanks Afiq AK (:

Me Tinie Afiq I Yasseen.

Me Tinie 2 Afiqs.

2 Afiqs Tinie me.

Pitures also available at Tinie's Blog.
And yah, so kiter dah mendak, planned to go Peninsula. So off we go take the cute shuttle bus to Marina Bay MRT. Afiq AK & Yasseen walk so fast! I like one loner in the middle, Tinie and Afiq I walked slowly behind, while talking to each other. Ey, korang bnyak bende ehh nk bobal? Haha. Then naek MRT, suddenly so Yat & his couz, Liyana (: Mmg he plan with yasseen already to meet up. The funny thing is, me Tinie & Afiz I were like 'gossiping' about the girl, like who is she and stuffs. I knew already she was Yat's couz.So i just yer kan jer ah. Haha. Then we asked her name all, whoa friendly! ;D Kiter shocked half dead sey when we looked at Yat.His hair was like BLONDE, and look mcm satu matrep. Hawt jugak ah. HAHA. Then i said to Tinie, "Kalau i never knew him right, i will hate him for looking like a matrep." Pfft (!) naseb schoolmate. Haha. Then dah sampai City Hall, walked to Peni. Yasseen was so silly, he tripped and like, 'fly' very far infront. HAHAHA, idk how to explain. But we all laughed! Adoi, so dumb gtuh kan. While walking, i talked to Liyana, ask what school live where all. So she's from Bedok, Bendemeer Sec (: Inside Peni, we window-shopped awhile as Afiq AK must help Yussra find what shoe tah~ Haha. So as we were standing outside the shoe shop, got this one stupid part.

Yasseen walked to the window glass then see the shoe inside,
Him: Kasot Puma, kotak Adidas! Hahahahahahahahahaha~
As he was laughing like ass when nobody else did,
Tinie: Tu pon klakar ke?

THEN WE ALL LAUGHED AT HIM. Haha! Funny sak, whats so funny about having a wrong box for a different shoe (?) Actually that day mmg Yasseen kene alot from Tinie ah. Haha.
Dah lahhh. Hmm. Then went in some shops, looked at stuffs and all~

After that, all decided to walk towards Esplanade. Walk, see Yasseen's so called funny jokes, smoke then rched Memo. Afiq AK wanted to beraaaaaaaak already. Pfft~ So me Tinie & Afiq I waited at the Memo, while the rest go find toilet.

I was born in 1918 ;D

Look at my feet (?)

The bored us.

More pictures lahh kan~ Waited so long sey. Tatau ah Afiq berak ke buat cake (!) Then we talked, took pics, laughed at names at the Memo, saw one person sembahyang under a tree and it was so dark. Adoi, anjat gegerl! Haha. Thot he was doing what, then we laughed. Skali saw him sujud all, we go (?!) Saw people going into 'toilets' and their friends were shaking the toilets (!) Free show lahh jap. Haha. Then they finally came, with new friends. Two girls two boys. Eh, MAT JOHOR. Hahaha! teros Afiq planned to wak to Orchard. I was succha lazy dumbass. Terpakse jalan jer ah. Pfft. Me Tinie & Afiq I walked the slowest ;D Talked alot. Afiq I excited to get married already. MAEN (!) Then naseb Afiq AK bawakkan bag. Then yasseen. So tired already. Haha. Passed Dhoby Ghaut.. Finally Orchard. Saw 7-11, masok tapy tak beli apape. MAHAL. So Tinie & Afiq I just bought drinks at one ice cream man (: Then the 2 girls & 2 boys that joined us just now walked off idk go where -.-" Walked to Ngee Ann, Afiq want go there. We go toilets. All the way i walk with afiq. Talked some stuffs, go one shop named Stadium. I got 'paisey-ed by Afiq, only he know! Hahaha, dumb sia Farah. Looked at shoes, shiok sendiriin the shop all. Then sumer dah penat. Ohya! before that, Tinie saw DOMOKUN at level 1. I was excited already!! So after going Stadium, we go down. Looked at tons of toys. Then i hungry. Go mac, thot want buy a meal whatsoever. But ended up buying a mcflurry for myself & idk whats the name of the ice cream for Afiq AK. He made Liyana paranoid (!) Tinie bought mcflurry also and the same ice cream i bought for Afiq AK for Afiq I. Then after that planne to go home. All tired already. Haha. Then sampai MRT (:

Tinie Afiq AK Liyana Me Yat Afiq I Yasseen in white (:

EX AKU. HAHAHA.

On Tuesday, i school books with dad. And he gave me money to buy Sez's Ferrero Rocher and a card!! ;D Then go eat at Northpoint, balek. Rch home, aku semangat go write in the card all. ;DD The ferrero Rocher have 30 sia. Tempting (!) Then..... Singapore Idol time! HAHA. So as usual, met Tinie at my house. Get ready and off we go. Rch there met Afiq Ak Yasseen Joe & Arif at bustop. So Yasseen came with another girl now (!) Then we go Caldecott. Sampai the Reception there, salam my 'mum & dad in laws' (!) then mr Sezali like, know my name *honoured* Then took tickets. And i gave the chocs to the mum (: Suprisingly, we got sits with the Sez fans!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like woohooo! ;D I was so proud to wear green ok? Then show started, as usual. I go GAGA nk mampos. *Hiakdushh!* Then i got to hold a Sez poster. Dammit, i jakon lahh. It really shows im a great fan ok? ;D he was so freaking awesomely hot and gorgeous sey. Sumpah lahh k, i was melting. Undescriable. kay, what word is that? Hmm.. Everything went ok, but not until the results show. From morning till night, i had butterflies all over my stomach. Ey really ah, i even kept complaining to my dad about how nervous i am abt the results. Gosh, i was crying like asshole sey. Dont care got who around me. Haha. Then when Syl's name was announce, i ws glad for her, really (: DAMN! Then left Tabby & Sez (!) Aku nanges.. Until Sez's name was finally announced by Gurmit!!!!!!!!!!!!! Alermak, that Gurmit so suspend ah. Imagine the craziness of the proud Sez's fans! *Ehems* I jumped and shouted and screamed! Nk katerkan, all the fans were crazy ah, sumpah! Gosh, i was so so so so so relieved. But, Tinie started crying already, cuz she supported Tabby. Iwas happy lahh k, senang cakap. Then after finished already, waited quite long for the idols to come out. Want take pics ah aper lg. Then at the same time, talked to mr Sezali all. Congratulated his mum and hugged her! ;D Talked with Afiq AK they all. Finally they come out, like YES! AS usual, they kene crowded around (!) So hot! Then saw Fir. Hahs. Aiyaaaa, like that lahh kan. Then went off. And yah, my conversatoin with Sez ;DDDDDDDDD

After taking pic,
Me: Ohya, i gave you chocolates you know? Its with your mum (:
Sezlove: *smiles* Ohya, i know i know. Thank you very much for the chocolates aites?
Me: *melting looking at his smile*, Haha, ok. *shook his hands(!)* Congrast yah!
Sezlove: Thank you very much (:

SEZAIRI SUMPAH ILY ;D

Always be my baby.

My dad-in-law ;D

The poster i hold.

Syl babay (:

Thats the end (: Tmro ill blog about Wed k? Love ya lots world.

"Wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night."

Bodoh.

2009-12-05T13:53:00.004+08:00

Isnt he cute?^^ Gosh. He's the only one that made my day (!) And your mum just called me ;D

Im so not in the mood today, pfft. Just woke up at 12.30 just now. Texted Linabby. Do cheer up ayes? (: Dont put too much hope on the person you want ah. Will end up like me at times, broken-hearted. Pfft, cruel much. Well, my internet today good mood pulak. What the, haha. Yester i slept at 4+ siol, haiz. Some ppl may know why ah. Fcuk my irritating brother ah, he playing the electric guitar & berjiwang, then i got emotional. Aduii~ Seriously tiring sak, sleeping with a broken heart & waking up with a sad face. Ive not been talking much since just now. I wake up straight away bath & stuffs. Its been long since i smiled when i wake up. Well, some ppl may know or may not understand whats going through my life right now. Crying also sometimes never solve anything. Ive given up, k? Read this properly; Ive given up. Now, i'll just live independently and not hope for anyone ah. Dont ask me who im referring to in this post.

Kay, now my brother's playing the song What About Now. Indeed, im terrible now. Happy? But whatever happens, i'll still wait for the time ah. Haiz, hope everything's not to late by then. You dont need me in your life, true. So, i'll just follow the flow ah. Lazy want to ponder over it. Whats done cannot be undone kan? Heck care ah. So, now i need some friends to enjoy with me countdown. Anybody (?)

"Baby I will wait for you, cuz I don't know what else I can do."

Blahhhs.

2009-12-04T19:01:00.012+08:00

Hi there (: Im so in a good mood today idk why. Haha, Farah dah giler kot~ When i wake up just now, it was raining heavily. 12+ that time. Then sleep back, woke up at 2.15 (!) Seronok lahh aku, adoiii. Then texted KA ;DD He's still not okay yet, *sighs..* yesterday i slept at 4+ sey. Hmm, have been crying ah. Cuz there seemed to be alot of things going on on my mind. What About Now kept on playing, and bring down so much tears again. Dah dah, malas nk bersidhe pat sini. Msged Tinie also, talked the most shit craps. Wanna know what i learned from her? ; Talking craps is good for your anus. I teros laughed like HELL, i even showed my bro that msge and he also laughed. What kinda crap is that?! Hahahaha. Tinie, you never failed to make me laugh huh. Damn you (!) Hmm, im missing him so much lahh. So sad to see him in this state. Hope he recovers soon jer kay, hees. Nothing much happen today actually. And i wanna change my number! Irritating shit people always miss call me, or either text me. Like, i dont entertain? What the, now i saved 8 numbers already. All anonymous. Bodohh*

Ohya, thanks kiki for uploading the pics aye? Appreciated much! Hope you have fun with Tagged -.- Im her first friend okay! Lawls. I miss my friends, i miss school, i miss soccer ;( Yeahh, 1 more month to Sec 4! OMG OMG. And im so not looking forward to see the Sec 1s next year, frankly speaking. Damn those 'step minahs&matreps' lahh if you come into my school. But hey, dah last year mah! Haha, luckyyyy~ And to those nk naek Sec 3, please maintain krg peh prangai kay? *Winks* Dah lahh, malas already. Now waiting for KA to online ;D

You're getting sweeter by the day (!)

Yesterday was the booms!

2009-12-03T20:36:00.003+08:00

Hi peoples. I'll just be blogging about yesterday, when i went Singapore Idol with Kartini. :)

- 5.30 meetup with her, went Fork & Spoon at Toa Payoh Central to eat. I ate Ice Kachang, Tinie ate Laksa.
- 6 went off, took 157 to Caldecott Mediacorp. Meeting up with Afiq and cliques. They going also.
- Supposed to take tickets, so must arrive by 6.45. Reached at 6.30.
- Went toilet, i accidentally went into the males toilet (!) when we looked into the mirror, suddenly one guy went in. We wanted to ask the guy to go out but instead, he said "this is..the males' toilet?" then me and Tinie were like *jaws dropped!* We laughed and just walked off. Pffftttt..
- Took tickets, met up with Afiq, Arif & Joe. Then Yasseen came along with one girl. Talked awhile, then we went in into the studio.
- Camwhored awhile, Tinie got so excited and even took pichas of the studio -.-
- Waited.. As last it started. ;DDDDD
- Sumpah, Sezairi my husband looked so hawwwwwwwwwwwwwwt on stage, especially the time when he sang Caught Up!! Nb, why lahh he so hot in my eyes.
-Bla..bla..bla, then it was breaktime. From 9-10. Went to a Shell nearby with Afiq & Arif. Kesian Tinie must blanje them ;(
- Oh ya, saw Liyana & Ana. ;D
- Then walked back, TIME FOR RESULTS. Omg i tell you guys ah, i was so so so so so so so so nervous, and i cried.....
- The moment when Sez & Charlie were standing waiting for the results, i was crying madly, covering my face and legs were trembling liao. I said to Tinie, if Sez were to join Tabby, Syl, i'll jump no matter what!
- I jumped...............the moment Sez's name was called! Sumpah, i was like a freak, jumping by myself. ;D Cuz the place im sitting have not much people, so i heck care lor! See Tinie, i love Sez ;DDDDDD
- Happy already, sat down. Finish already, Charlie entertained us with his awesomely-good beatboxing. Anyways, goodbye Charles Stich Wong :)

Jyeahh... Here comes the best part of the day. Omg omg omg.

; Before we went into the studio before the show, Sez's dad smiled at me randomly like as if we've known each other for long -.- Then, after the show, we waited for the idols to come out cuz wanted to take pichas. Skali, Liyana told us that the idols wont be coming out cuz maybe they were busy discussing with the judges as next week's theme is Judges Choice (!) Kay, takper. Then me & Tinie decided to walk off jer ah, and met Afiq outside. Kebetulan pulak, bapaknyer Sez was infront of us :) Then i said to Tinie that i want to salam his dad to just say congrats ah. We stand up, salam the dad and here's our conversation.

Me: Tahniah ehh cik. Tadi saye takot sgt sey, Sezairi klua. Sampai menanges saye!
Mr Sezali: (smiled) Oh, haha. Ok. Uh.. Kat mane saye nmpak awak ehh... *Thinking*
Me: Alah cik! Tady yg cik senyum kat saye td tu!
Mr Sezali: Oh a'ah! Haha.
He dont talked much, but smiled much. Actually me & Tinie talked quite alot, but i just keep it short jer k. Then he ask his idk who for a pen & paper :))))
Mr Sezali: Saye tak janji, tapi awak boley kasi saye number tel. awak lahh. Insyaallah, saye akan try kasi 2 or 3 tickets for you & your friend lahh.
I was soooooooo excited! Tapi, maintain. I wrote down my num.
Me: (with a dumb face) Nk kene tulis name jugak ehh? Haha.
Mr Sezali: (smiling widely) Mestilahh! Haha. Kalau tidak cmner saye nk tau saper saye call kan! Hahaha.
Me, being paisey, wrote it down lahh. Cute siol dier, serious. Then i gave him the paper.
Mr Sezali: So, insyaallah..by Sunday or Sunday night lahh i call you kay?
Me: Terima kasih ehh cik! Saye balek dulu yer.. :)

WOW ENUF?! I actually talked to my most favourite idol's father!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Imagine, he has my number! Confirm i can sit down with the Sezairi's fans next week! WEAR GREEN FARAH. I love you lahhhhhh father in law & the son(my husband!!!)!!! ;DDD

See how crazy i am when it comes to Sezairi. See my addiction! =.="
I really love him, and i do hope he will make it to the finals! *fingers crossed!*

Eyyy yaah, to KA, i hope he recovers soon k? Am really damn worried about him. Adui~ Love you! ;D

Go green, hair! ;D

2009-12-01T16:54:00.003+08:00

"Love; Is giving the person the ability to hurt you but trusting them not to."

What the hell is going on lahh bodoh. I feel so unappreciated, being thrown everywhere, everytime. My feelings dont matter to anyone. Being far from everyone is the best, but at times i dont think running away solves anything. Love has really thought me a lesson. Not to put too much hope on the person and love myself more before i could love someone else. Lies dont bring happiness, though truth hurts much. But its better to accept it the way it is rather then trying to change everything that you know is beyond your control. If love tries to bring you down, get back up cuz you'll never know when the brighter side might just fade away. So just make use of the time to enjoy what you've got now. Eventhough now i have no one to love (besides friends & family, but your own 'special loved one'), i always try my best to laugh & stuffs. It really pains my heart to see those whom i used to love, being happy around their new special person. I know they've gotta move on, but why cant i just do the same? Why must i be the one in pain, looking at them? Why other people can just be together happily and i always end up in misery? EH WHY AH??

These questions keep running through my mind, and i just cant help but break down & cry. Those i love, will always end up leaving me. Aite, now am crying. Tsk.. Whenever i hear What About Now, it just makes my heart break and think about my state now. I just pray everyday that i could make it through these scars and not to be lost is in my past. I know, love dont last long. But why cant just be loved by those i really love?! Am i a fcuking burden?! Well, people know the answer. Am i too bad to be loved? Hell yeah, after all the times i've been there for you, as easy as that you leave me? Maybe all this is too fast for me to really pond over it. Maybe i'll just have to wait for a lil' while more.

Farah stress sey people. Pity her, please? Haizz.
Hari ini kuputuskan langkah yang mengejarmu, lalu pergi darimu~

"Why did you have to turn away?"

its wednesday.

2009-11-25T22:47:00.004+08:00

"I still cant understand why you have to do this to me. Haiz."

Ey dah, tkpayah sarcastic ohkay. Hmpf (!)

Omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg!!!!! Sezairi is in again! I cried the very moment he was called to the Top 3 (supposed to be Top 3). Hahaha, i just finished watching SI. And weirdly, theres no elemination. (?) Nehmind, im confident Sezairi will go far. He was the first one to be called to the Top 3 tao! Aduii~ Cant stand Tabby alrd. Shes like so overly confident after Ken Lim praised her. Nb. Whatever whatever! Sezairi is still the one! ;D

Goshhhh! My stomach is killing me right now ;( Idk why, feel like crying. Tsk, so pain! Ohya, saw Afiq, Yasseen & Joe they all at the moshpit thingy. Tak payah make a fool of yourselves pat tv per! Haha, funny ah. Tmro going jb, wont be updating till Sunday. Lamer per.. And ill be dye-ing my hair tmro also. Haha, wait fer pichas ay. Hahaha, pathetic siol tady mak aku pon shouted with me when Sez & Sylvia was called ;D Thats my mum~

Again, my prepaid is low. Aduiii~ And sadly, my trip to Phuket with Dee was cancelled. Due to some probs. Haiz, nehmindd. Hope next time can ah. And i owe her a dance to our first song (!) And we have the most romantic first song on earth. Then just now she very caring, ask me take panadol cuz my stomach like shiat. *Awwwwwwwwwwwhhss~ Dee, i love you (!) Ey, dont go to Pari ah please. Hahahaha!

its tuesdayy

2009-11-24T21:06:00.002+08:00

"Shadows fill an empty heart, as love is fading.."

Hmm, today, fer me is not a good day. Cuz nothing makes me feel good. And somebody has been keeping quiet from me. I cried, really. I woke up today, was just expecting his msge to appear. But, haiz. I only texted Mamat, Tinie, Wany, Spark & Diana jer. You know, this makes me really give up on putting hopes on a guy. Love really went away. ;( I stayed at home again today. Clean up my house here & there, watch tv & watched my brother chat and all. Punyer lahh pathetic. And today, Tinie sounded quite lame at msge, wth. Hahahahaha. Aper lahh kan.

Ohyaa, Diana's asking me to go withher to Phuket. Gerek per! Haha, sure i want. And like, only me, her & her dad per gy! Gonna have loads of fun :)))) The beach (!) aaaaaaaaahhhhhhh.. Hope can uhh~ Ey. Recored siol aku tak text bnyak orng nyari. Haha. Bubye peoples.

its mondayy.

2009-11-23T18:34:00.002+08:00

Hello peoples :) Ive been staying at home since like, yesterday? And im glued to my lappy =.= Whoa, lately ive been watching alot of Apit's videos. Haha, mcm cair kdg kdg aku dngr dier nyanyi.. ;D Yesterday i talked otp with KA again (!) But awhile only, nehmind. Ohya!! Im single now, wow enough? *Hiaakdushh!* Ohkay, i dont wanna talk abt him. Hmm, just now talked otp awhile with Linabby, and i really pity her. Cheer up aite hunns? :) I really dont have much to talk about, cuz i just want to make my blog stay alive. Haha. Aduii, Spark wants to blanjer me mkan, and idk when im free. See how lahh ehs. Whoa, chatting dngn KA,suddenly he sign out. Weird lahh that guy kdg kdg. Haha. Ohkay bye.

its sundayy.

2009-11-22T18:51:00.003+08:00

"Ku menangis membayangkan betapa kejamnya dirimu atas diriku."

Hi world. Guess what, im on the verge on ________ __. Can guess it? Haiz, begitu pathetic sey love life aku. Hahhs. Another failure in a r/s. And hey, dont think imma bad girl whatsoever lahh. If you really wanna know whatsup with this guy im with now, here's why. ;D

- He scolds/nag at me even to the smallest things he thinks its wrong. (Eg. Standing far away from him when we're smoking, i didnt hug him that much- in public siak (!), didnt text him during his breaktimes at work, never wake him up fer work, said that i talked to him in a rude manner- when i didnt (!) & always say i dont care for him. Pfffffftttt.

What the lahh sey. If you guys wanna know, we fought almost all the time when we're otp. Pathetic much? Haiz. Thot that after we've started out, thgs will get much more interesting lahh kan. Skali i didnt expect at all things will turn out this way. Always fight & fight, mcm si*l.. Yesterday met him at Town pon, gadoh. Kiwakk, i cry pat public siol. And and! Have you girls met a guy that scolds you when you cry? Well, he's the guy (!) He always find my mistakes, even to the most smallest mistakes!! He has a problem that, he always want things to be on his own favour and not thinking about how the other party feels. (?) I get rimas when he wants to get me into his own taste of perfection. Mak dier lahh! Haha. I even once said, if you cant accept me fer who i am, go find other girls. Member teros mengamok, haha! Serious sak, ive never had a guy who always find me in the wrong. They accept me fer who i am. Takbley terime? Angkat kaki jalan sudahh. Niy tidak, siket nk tegor.

When i met him kan yesterday, there was this one part when my couz misscalled. So i just send her a text uh, asking why she misscalled me. Then he marah me, say he dont like me to text somebody else when im with him. Dier kate sensitive. Pala buuu..dak uh. Dah tu takper! Ader satu part his friend called him. Time tu tngh bising. Teros we go smoke, he called back. Bla..bla.., he called another person. Then i was like, "you call org boley, i stakat text org you dah mengamok! Aper barang niy?! You bobal pat hp, ader i kater pape?!" Teros he diam. One more thing, he likes to scold me things that he also do. But when i tegor him, tak terime. Binget kan? Haiz. Serious sey, im getting on my nerves with him. Tady i got text him, asking "what IF i wanna breakup?" He just replied "Sukati u..i tk bley buat pape. . Org dh tk syg ape ley buat.." Penggggg siol teros. He didnt even care?! Ohkay fine, jangan farahnyer giler dah sampai, baru dier menyesal. And yahh, smlm malam otp, pon gadoh. =.=

Thats it lahh, aku binget bobal sal dier. I dont even give a damn about him. I diverted my hp. ;D Up to him uh wanna do what, i dont care! So frustrated, and i feel tired cuz i kept all of this to myself and the patience that i uphold towards him. Dah bagos dapat mataey mcm aku, yang boley bertahan. Hmpf.

To KA, thanks fer being there fer me always yeaa? Love you!
Song fer you- Forever In My Life ;D

its fridayy.

2009-11-20T22:24:00.002+08:00

Somebody said, "Of cause.my heart throb when i see u with other guys"

Haiz. Sorry KA. Gosh, this love has taken its toll on me! Yesterday i actually talked otp with KA (!) Well, before that we texted awhile. Then i feel like talking to him cuz i was feeling bored. End up dier yg call =.= Quite fun uh talking to him, suare cute nakmamz! Hahaha. Well, he's the only one i told my love problems that am facing right now to. Baru ferst time bobal, dah mcm lame gtuhh kenal kan. Lol (!) Talked fer 1 hour+ i think, teros he say want bath. So we hanged up awhile and he say jgn tydo. I waited fer half an hour gtuh, he senyapp =.= Paitao sey dier. Haha. Teros i just send a gdnight msge, said nehmind~ Then, ader org tu kater nk blog. Tapy tak. Urghhh. And yahh, honestly i tell you guys, am not happy in this r/s. Fcuk. Ader lahh some probs. His attitude and all. Mcm si*l.. I cried real bad fer the past few days. Mak oyy, tuhan jer yg tau. Ive no mood to blog actually. Anything tanyer thru msn jer kay? Haiz. Ohya, to Mamat, last long dngn your girl kay? Sajak sngt korang dua (:

Love? Forget it. I give up. :'(

its thursdayy.

2009-11-19T18:32:00.002+08:00

"The person you love most is the person who hurt you the most.
The person who hurt you the most is the person who can make you happy."
-Kiki's Blog (:

A big YAY 'cuz Faizal Isa's finally out! Hahahahaha. Unexpected? Jaws dropped? Well to you girls who support him, come'on. He dont have a good voice! Wtf, looks? I think my fathers's more handsome (pukes!) ;D Gee, my support fer Sezairi all this while have paid off! Top 4 siol! Even Ken Lim said its possible fer him to get into top 3. Well, i hope he'll managed to clinched the finals ;DD Hearing that he's the first to be called to the next round, i was so damn damn eff. happy lahh siol! I was just waiting anxiously fer the moment where F.I would be out. And there goes! Its so obvious lahh he has no voice, even from Ken Lim's gesture, we can see F.I is not one of his favouritism. Too bad uh ey! Hahaha. Thanks loads to the fan who chose Sezairi's song yesterday. OMG, he just looked super duper awesome! So cute and funky he is! And a big hooray too fer Charles, fer making it to the top 4 ;D

>> Haha, i just finished browsing through th SI blog. Fun ey~

Jyeahh, still at my sister's house. Boredd siol tak klua. Tsk. I miss my friends!! ;(

its tuesdayy.

2009-11-17T18:12:00.002+08:00

Farah's officially attached with Hadyy^^ on 101109 (!)Pathetic per muke dier. Much better in real life ;D

Dang. Another boring day huh. Guess what. Im still at my sister's hse, cuz im having a conflict again with mum! Like wtf gtuhh ehh. Shes really one big problem to me sometimes. One of her perangai wich i hate most is, she likes to accuse! Waduhh~ Alrighty, it all started this way. On sSaturday i was out with Hady, 'cuz we were so eff. bored. So, off we go to Marina Square at first. Then wanna go outside Esp there. Skali some of the roads were closed, due to the APEC thingy. Pissed, we bought drinks and cookies and sat arnd Marina Steps and plan where we wanna go next. Suddenly i came to rmb that i kinda miss Henderson Waves. But nk pergy sane kinda leceh, 'cuz must take bus dari Vivo. But since Hady pon dont mind, we go take MRT from City Hall to Outram. Then tukar train to Harbourfront. Rched Vivo alrd, smoke awhile then we go walk to the bustop. I was so confusedd 'cuz i forgot what bus to take to that place(Hortpark). Then we browsed through the bus directions all, and finally decided to take 57. But, we were still 50/50 cuz it didnt clearly state the exact road of the place. It was just stated "Alexandra Pt". (?) But i know that place is at Alexendra ther. Then we sat down. Skali i decided to ask the woman beside me, what bus to take to Hortpark. Then she say should be 57 uh, 'cuz shes also taking the same bus to her friend's crib. How kind of her, to call her friend to ask for us. So, its true that we must take 57. So we waited..and waited..and waited..and waited.. Guess what, the bus finally arrived after 30 mins. ^$#~!%*# Aku dah pissed gyler pat situ, Hady even smoked 3 sticks and leave me there. I was so mabok alrd, nearly cried. Lamer gyler siol! Ohkay lahh, dah sampai i was like "Phew.. At last." Then dah sampai tu tempat, smoke again and we walked.. I swear to you guys who are reading, that place was eff. dark!! Actually Henderson Waves is located at Hortpark. Hortpark consist of different bridges and stuffs. So, Henderson Waves is one of'em. But to walk to that place, we have to walk through a very high bridge, so damn long and that place is dark. No ppl arnd, only a few that passed us. Teros my mum was calling alrd. I didnt pick up first 'cuz i wanted to wait till we are settled down. Then aku dah fedup, aku angkat jer uhh. Abey mengamok gyler siak dngn aku! Dier ckap aku pergy tempat merepek lahh, buat kerje bodoh lahh. That time was 8.30 tao. Then she asked me to reach home by 9. Pathetic ke aper! Must like, go Vivo by bus, take MRT all. Dah marah, tak fikir siak. One of her perangai, make pathetic decisions when angry. Mcm si*l.. :S

Teros she go call my brother, complain. Kiwak, then he also called me and scold the shit out of me. Cb, tu lagy satu step manernyer baek. Pfft~ He said, if 9 i never rch home, he want beat me up. Mcm si*l.. Then Hady tngh duduk, stress alrd. I statred crying badly alrd. He pujok me all, say try talk to'em nicely, ask to extend time uhh. I tried talk nicely to my brother, dier marah aku lagy. Fcuk him upside down lahh. Then i heck care, i ask my mum to call. I talk to her all uhh. Teros she say just be home a.s.a.p. Then my sis texted, nk dtg her hse tak. I ask mum, she say ohkay. Then dah ohkay uhh sumer.

Smlm, i told her yg i wanted to watch movie dngn Tinie they all. So i asked her if she could transfer duit to my sis uh, since am not going home yesterday. Then she say, she malas want klua. Kay tak pasal. Teros i say, if tkbleh give money, just allow me to go with Hady on Saturday uhh, 'cuz he gaji. He also wanted to watch with me. Then she mengamok. She say something like, "Kau jgn nk mcm2! Dah kasi klua dgn jantan, g tempat tk betol! Kau dah g beromen (some sort of motek ?), nk bodoh2 kan aku! Sudah!" Kiwak, farah sabar jer siol. Then i explain all uhh, that Henderson Waves bnyak org, bukannyer sunyi what. Then she dont care and accuse me of doing stupid things there, then tak kasi me pergy. Menyirap siol darah. Immediately i say, "Gasak ma lahh, lau tempat tu sunyi takper. Nk tudoh2 jer." Teros senyap.

Then dah braper minutes gtuhh, i text her saying i dont wanna come back since she & my brother insist on not believing me. And im stress 'cuz she always tudoh me. Then she reply that if i dont wanna come back, pack my things and berambos. Haiz, perangai kann? I very sad siol. She like, ppl's mistakes she like to point out. Her attitude all ehh, dont want admit. Mcm si*l.. Always wanna win, hot-tempered, self-centered, impatient. Thats my mum. Imagine how i live uhh. Fcuk siol hidop niy macam. Now, ive no cash in hand. Ohya, she also say if i want money, then i find her. KNN CB, she more money-faced than me sial! Ah kan, aku dah mengamok. If pasal duit, she will do anything punyer siol. Nabei. Serious uhh, i always cry 'cuz of her. Always kasi me prob one.

Succha long post about my mum. Haiz, when will i get freedom uhh? Boley mati siol ginie. Pfft~

its mondayy.

2009-11-16T18:28:00.004+08:00

In the middle of nowhere.
The kiss, the touch.
Dark, only the moon with us.
I live my life for you.

xoxo~

Here it is again.

2009-11-13T17:33:00.003+08:00

First and foremost, thanks many many to my dearest gf, Kiki fer the post. You send me to tears babe! Haha, really uhh, those words meaningful giler sey. Then, the song at her profile somemore. Nice banget oyy. Cant believe she actually said its specially fer me. ;D Once again, thanks yeaa~

Wow, nowadays seemed like a love breakdown fer me. Haiya, idk why i said that. Why do girls love to cry fer their loved ones? Does it give'em the strength to move on, or make'em even weaker to accept the fact? Well. To me, crying isnt the only way to express how much we truly love that person. Its to show either ;
- How weak we are fer'em or,
- How strong you will be after you cried.

Jyeahh, both befalled me. Whenever i cried, ppl say im showing the guy im too weak and fer that, he'll step on me even more. Haiz. But it turm out that ill always feel better after crying. Im really thankful to those who have stayed near me while im crying and stuffs.

>> Currently song played- What About Now. *Awwwwwwwhhs.

I believe i can be strong without love. Cuz whatever that may have obstructed my way, i know its all just in the matter of time. So when the right time comes fer me to love someone right, ill definitely cherish him (: Indeed im scared to fall in love again, but hey. We all know we cant avoid that. Right? ;D Aler, sometimes i feel bored talking abt love shits. I just want to be free from misery, thats all.

To Kiki, im glad fer you now that you've kinda move on kan? Truly happy. And thanks alot fer thoe advice you've given me through my hard times in love. Even if my stories were pathetic at times, you;d still listen to'em. Haha, farah..farah.. An yah, your post very nice! ;D Be happy dgn Amri kay? And make sure he jage your heart tawww! Anything, just talk wih me (:

Walaooooo, i just watched Sezairi in the Final 6 which he sang What Goes Around Comes Around at summer-in-the-shower.bs, i cried! Haha, sungguhhhhhh cair-ing. My oh my Sezairi, why do you always have to make me go stunned by your most romantic voice? Amazing Airi~

I wanna watch 2012. Dang.

Another day? Urgh.

2009-11-11T13:30:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps. Sorry fer the long-time-never-update huh. Was abit lazy to go online and stuffs~ Preferred to stay at home, or chill out. Getting bored with my daily life in front of the lappy. Some stuffs happened, and im glad that everythg's okayy now. Jyeahh, aku happy skrg without him, abeyy asal ehh? Lol! Stap fanae lahh pulak~ Hmm, jkjk ayes. Ive moved on lahh, and i wont let myself drown in my past. Skrg, pandai pandai amek tau aku attached ke taak. Hahaha. ;D Actually now am in school, with Tinie Wany Nina & Sheikha. Just finished Malay class. Tady pagy farah ader English class, but i skipped with Fyd. Haha. Sat at 200+ situh. Before that ate Macd breakfast. Kenyaaaang~ I slept at 2+ siol yesterday. Late ke whaaat. Tsk.

10 November 2009 ;D

its thursdayy.

2009-11-05T20:25:00.002+08:00

You're drifting away from me ;(
Tell ya'll about today ~

- Chemistry class, late as usual. Fyd vommited, lol.
- Went toilet after class, cried fer so long. Cuz' of Mamat. Cb.
- Fyd scolded me fer this stupidityyyy.
- Was so sadddd, thinking about my life right now, tsk.
- Went Subway, eat fresh~ Zul came, took Fyd away. Left me, Dee, Pari & Hannah.
- Go toilet, then library. Laugh like shits, i swear. Lucky nvr kena chase out.
- Took candids and stuffs. I kinda became a clown, idk whyy.
- Elysee came, talk awhile. Hannah went home.
- Got so boredd, decided go Woodlands. Then off we go took 965.
- Causeway, met Devona and bought cd then gave it to Dee.
- Then we go buy Ciggs. Ask one bangla. Hahahaha!
- Cant believe i actualy smoked three sticks at one go. Teros mabokk.
- Walk from Woodlans MRT, ending us up at Admiralty MRT (arnd there).
- Wierd, i was the one leading the whole time. Worse, i knew the place better then Pari when she actually lived in Woodlands.
- After smoking, walked back to Civic Center (i think, haha.). Go NTUC. (:
- I went back after that, took 966. Pari, Dee & Elysee went Admiralty bazaar.
- In the bus, i cried again. PIE jam, made it a 30 minutes journey. Aiyerrs.
- At home, bathed, eat. Now im infront of the lappy.

Wtf life, at last Fyd knocked some sense into my head just now. Its true what she said all ~ He's just not worth fer everything. Haiz. Takder apape, farah kene maki atas bawah siol dri dier. ;( Just fyi, i cried its not cuz i maseh love hm or what. I just dk whyy he has to make my life so miserable, make me suffer and totally throw my feelings arnd. If he really want me to hate him, just say so, right?? He's changes drastically, Fyd said. Its damn eff. true. I cried fer a jerk, i let myself fall fer him over and over again. Ending up breaking down to my knees and cry. Why cant he just let go of me in a nice way? Haiz. Ive done that, but does he have to make my life feel so empty?! Fcuk, he must be smiling seeing me go. Farah, kau bebtol bodohhhh. Knn cb, FORGET ABOUT HIM!!

Still finding a way to let go of this misery. Haizzzzz.

its wednesdayy.

2009-11-04T19:33:00.004+08:00

Hate smiling sometimes.

Jyeaahh. I feel so down today idk why.
Went home, its raining.
And my tears rolled down endlessly, like fer real.
So many things happened around me lately ~
Making the path of my life now more complicated and stuffs.
Sungguh menyakitkan hati.
Mum's attitude has been suckish towards me lately, fer no reasons?
Like shiats seh. I dont even talk much to her now.
Haiz. Ive been crying alot lately, maybe some ppl dont realise.
I may be smiling and laughing like there's no tmro.
But dalam hati, pedih sungguh siot.
Maybe i lack of TLCs (tender, love & care).
I just miss loving somebody and being loved by that somebody.
Im afraid of false hopes. Hmm..
Just now went home, sat under my blk fer 30 minutes.
Letting out those tears, and letting go of certain memories.
I want a new life, please. I dont wanna live in the past.
Problems keep obstructing my way, and im yet to break free.
Haiz, why? Love is unfair, life is cruel.
How worse can it get?! Fer goodness sake.

Promise In The Dark ~
"Can’t count on you most of all when I really need it
It’s the simple things that you do really hurt my feelings
The more I try, the more I’m starting to see it
This can’t work anymore, than you believe it

Goodbye may come as a shock
Even though I love you a lot
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

Add how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

Add how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

I just don’t know what the problem is, what the deal is
Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn’t see it?
All these promises are probably how you deal with it
I’m tired of hearing you say your innocent

Don’t think I forgot
Because I really didn’t, who cares if you’re lying or not
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

We all make mistakes
Sometimes we do desperate things
What does it prove? NOTHING
And you never do nothing wrong

Then what took you so long, took you so long
Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on"

its tuesdayy.

2009-11-03T21:36:00.002+08:00

KA, aku rindu banget sih sama kamu;(

Gosh. I feel so lazy wanna post. And jyeahh, abit pissed of samer satu budak yg spam tagboard aku. Sunggu merepek. Tsk. Beh dah gtuhh takper, he go KA punyer blog and spam also. Nnt aku kater kau saket hati, kau tak terime. Kau bodoh ke aper seh. Live your own life uh, ppl are talking abt ya. Stupidest shit uh. Org yg tak bersalah pon kau nk kacau. Heck care lahhs kan.

Hmm, feeling abit bored right now, cuz KA's been studying since petang. Maybe now he sleeping, he must be so tired ;( And tdi pagi got English class, boring to the max oyy. Tambunana talked and talked and talked like there's no tmro. Tsk. After that go KFC eat with Dee, Pari and Hannah Montana. So the kecoh habes seh. Hahaha. Hannah kept on hitting me. Watchout, i owe you till next year prom. ;D After that walked to 736 meet Wany & Sheikha. Waited fer Tinie and Nina finish malay dance. Then got satu nyonya like fxcking scary siol the muke. Face mcm zombie, and when she walked, tangan dier all the way trembling siol! Gosh, Wany nearly cried. Mmg Farah sumpah, muke dier scary. Okay dah, dont talk abt her. Then biler Nina & Tinie dah sampai, off we go to Nortpoint. Eyy, tiam patner ehh? Hahaha. Saw Kid at MRT, then teros he texted me randomly. Haha. Things that happened at Northpoint;
- Wany balek straight after rched Np. Tsk.
- Bought new smiley stud ;D
- Went libary, saw herni samer Yasseen.
- Sit, text ppl. Laughed.
- Saw hot guys, went paranoid jap. (!) But i got KA dah cukopp (:
- At 3.30 jalan, go post office samer Tinie.
- Go home, eat, sleep. (:

Okayy wow. Hahaha, im so missing KA now. ;( Think he sleeping ~ Walaoo, life's been so dull and all. Just need some love. Haiz. Ohhhh yaaaah, i finally get to sabo abg aku at JB last weekends. Sedap ke aper. He always sabo me no mercy punyer when my birthday. Cb uh. Nehmind, dah kene cukop pon ;D And and, i won him fer bowling. AT LAST! Okay, Fir tua is saying aku sombong -.- Aper luh he. Hmm, tmro got maths class pulak. Adoii. :S Ey, now then i realise. Im talking so randomly. Lol. I CANNOT UPLOAD PICHAS!!!

Walau apa pun dugaan, akan tetap ku harungi ~

its fridayy.

2009-10-30T16:32:00.001+08:00

I learnt this from Nina, "Anyeong Haseyo!" . Guess what is means . Haha . Okay hi . Urm , im currrently at Li Xian's hse . Jyeahhh , having loads of fun . Siao-est bitches is in the hse right now . Hahaha . We cam-whored giler babi nyr usin the webcam , and kept on laughing and laughing and laughing ! Omg , nvr laughed this much at pichas bfr . Haha . Nat Ho , Faris , Hui Ting & Syazwan also here . And they ol were laughing at us . Tsk . Today got results , and it kinda sucks ? Haiz . Bt i cannot bring home my report book cuz they said i havent return lib. book . Lecehh seh . Hmm , im not at all satisfied with my results . Haiyaa . Lucky dapat promoted . I got alot of tidbits. Hahaha! :)

Gosh, i just read the new post at KA's blog. It really touched me, sumpaah. Then i blushed lor. Anw, thanks load bby ;D he's making me feel that feeling. Haha, kay aku tatau what i mean. Look, ill always try every means to cheer u up ayes? It does make me feel sad whenever ure down. Hope u'll face those probs bravely kayyy? Dont worry, Farah will always be arnd ya. Cuz ilysm! ;DDD You're my Superman ~

ps: I think im falling fer you. Gosh, its unexplainable. But its killing me inside trynna hide this feeling. The song fer you ; Cant Find The Words by Karina Pasian.

KA ;D

2009-10-29T21:56:00.000+08:00

Hi KA. Now, i have to blog fer ya. Ridiculous much? Lol, haha. Okayy. Actually idk aper to ckap. Cuz KA yg ask me to post abt him. If he was my bf, baru okayy right. Can say anything ;D Jyeahh, lemme explain how i getta know this one random guy. He added me at tagged. Then asked fer my MSN. Chat.. We have known each other for abt, 6 months alrd estimated. But sadlyyyy, still havent getta meet him. Hope this 17 Nov will :) Randomly, i wanna describe KA.

1. Cute
2. Random
3. Funny
4. Weird at times
5. Very very nice to talk to
6. Friendly

Kay, so far thats all abt him. And and! He's succha sweet guy. Idk whyy. Haha. I just find him sweet. Sometimes, when i feel lonely, he'll always be there. Eventho he will always be the one to fall asleep first. But i truly understand, he very stress abt O Lvls. Now, i feel very close to him suddenly. ;D His presence arnd me make me feel like getting closer to him each time when we talked to each other. *Be my Sezairi. Haha. This is not being mushy and stuffs ~ only saying whats from my heart. Eyy last time right, he got say bfr he liked me. Hahahaha, tatau if he remembers -.- Like suddenly we contacted, teros mcm rapat. Okayy luh, as long as he tk mcm other guys, i'll always be arnd him. I mean 'other guys' mcm, dh contact skejapp, then suddenly senyapppp.. Tibe tibe got new gf alrd. Irrits oi like that. Hmm, KA, dont like that can? I treasure u, sumpahh :)

its thursdayy.

2009-10-29T09:37:00.006+08:00

heypeeps ;D im in school now . so eff. ngantok siol now . cuz ystrday slept at nearly 2 cuz i went Singapore Idol wooooohhhooooo ! haha . sialaaa , i was so happy to take pichas with them idols, especially SEZAIRI♥ !!!!!! sayangggggg dier bnyak bnyak oi , sumpahh . then ystrday when he was the last few to be called (when theres 1 place left fer Bottom 3) , i was crying alrd taoo . tears meleleh teros jerh . tsk . i was sooooooo scared ! haha . then nasebbbb siol yg kene pnggil to Bottom 3 Tabitha . lg satu suayyyyyy nyr , i have to sit at Duane's side . cuz Diana took tickets from his mother . takper , next wk if go , i will stand !!!! so that i can shout SezairiSayannng♥'s name ! hahahahaha . then when over alrd , we waited at the receptionist thingy to wait fer the idols to go out . wallaaaao . ;DD first i took with Nurul Huda as she was there . then Sylvia . suprisingly i getta know , timothy (kak Natasha ex) is her lil' brother . COOL . haha . i jakon . then saw him also smlm . oouh yaa , then the rest of the idols started to come out . i quickly pulled Diana to them ! gee , was melting teross when i saw Sezairi . *still melting now . :) then i took with Sezairi♥ . then i touched his arm while saying "i adore you so much y'know!" ;DDD then he laughed and say "thank you thank you!" cant believe i actually talked to him while i get to touch him kay dah , farah jakon . haha . after him , Tabitha . then Mae Sta Mariaaaa the awe-awesome person ! succha friendly person . haha . then Malaque , Good luck in your journey bby . You're great . then Charles . haha . he like so cute . after taking pic with him , i said "you looked cute just now on stage!" then he laughed and said "i was funny and ugly lahhhs!" haha . kay . then Duane . then Faizal Isaaaaaaaaaa . the one with most girls fan . aiyoyo . as i was sitting beside the Faizal Isa's fans , kiwakkkk bising ke what . tsk . after taking pic with faizal , i shook his hands and said "you looked gorgeous just now, haha!" he also laughed and say "thanks! .." then i tk dgr he say what . smthg got to do with his specs . lol . ;D overall , succha enjoyable dayyy . especially seeing the gags of Sherry . those who were there , know 'him' . ;DD

And as usual , msged KA again ;D he cute . ;P

If i get home alrd ill upload the pics aye ? sorryyy . :)

Guess what , from here onwards , is considered a new post . cuz now , im at the library pulak . just now at comp lab right . in one day . -.-

kay , whatever lahhs KA , ader jer nk kenekan . haha . Ass u ;D here's his post .
Hello.
Just to make it short and sweet,
Say Fuck to The MANCHESTER UNITED FANS.
serve them right for losing Against Liverpool!
Anw,
Somebody is feeling suckish now.
haha.
Hint*
'Aler, if i online pon,you bbual takper.Hmpt.'
Dear F-Fero,
I can be your Own Sezairi if you want to.
Have a haircut like him,
Sing like him,
Wear spectacle like him also eventhough im not short or long sighted!
Then,
You can touch my arms and say i adore you so much!
RIGHTRIGHTRIGHT?

weiiii , FUCK FUCK FUCK BALEK TO LIVERPOOL. ;D suckish ker ? haha . lol . yaah , i dont get the Sezairi's part actually . so now im like texting him whats with that part . haha . then he's suckish too . wanna know why ?
HINT*
"I mean i can ganti Sezairi if you want to"

haha , kene balek lahhs u . anway , tetap so random luh him kdg kdg . ;D

SHORT AND SWEET FER KA :)

its tuesdayy.

2009-10-27T15:48:00.003+08:00

So different back then ;D >>

olaaa ~ fuhhh ! record siol , dh 5 hari tk g schl . ishk ishk ishk :) today nv go cuz like , most of the girls in my class dont wanna go schl -.- aku pon join . haha . so urm , i slept at 4 ysterday . watch Glass Trap at channel 5 while texting Khairul A. ;DDDDD he was super cute ystrday ! psl got satu part tu he merajokkk . ;P

"Idk ah.i think you will only msg me when you have no friend to msg with"

hahaha ! he say that cuz i say , i feel very bored, so i text you lor . cuz i know you will always sleep late . he thot i meant it the other way . alalarhh , then i pujok him , teros okayy . so cute , sumpahh . then he promised not to be mad if i were to text him everyday . ;D he was studying fer o lvls MATHS . its like today , haha . Goodluck ! (: he studied till 3+ , teros ttdo . hmm , so i continued watching tv uh ~

Weeeeeeeeeee ! tmro going Spore Idol with Dee . atlast . haha . so excited sgt sgt ! aku nk tgk Sezairi aku . ;D ILYSM !! eh yaaaaaaah , Beyy apsal kalao Man U kalahhhh ? Tsk . Liverpool menang , tkmu JAKON uh kay ? hahaha .

its mondayy.

2009-10-25T20:51:00.013+08:00

SATURDAY ;

one word fer it . GEREKKKKK . haha . went out with my girlfriend to Marina Barrage , and Marina . We camwhored like mad ppl . haha , enjoy browsing thru ~

SUNDAY ;

went bowling dgn family, now my whole right arm in pain . tsk . Aku strike 2 kali jer? Improve laahs bodoh. Hahaha.

MONDAY ;

din' went schl today . haha . plus last week , dh 4 hari aku tk dtg schl exclusive of holidays . Farah dapat naek Sec 4 siol ! Happy banget deh . ;DDDDD pemalas nk g schl pon bleh naek sec 4 ehh . naseb kau lahhs Farah . better study real hard next year . *winks*

BYE.

its thursdayy.

2009-10-22T16:43:00.001+08:00

Another day has gone, im still all alone.

its wednesdayy.

2009-10-21T16:14:00.004+08:00

FIRSTLY i wanna share is . ya'll know that in the previous post i said that i wanna make them Mozarella Cheese Sticks right . kay , as i want to put that thing in the damn hot frying oil kan , i accidently DIPPED 3 OF MY FINGERS INTO THE OIL TOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! imagine , its like 200degrees hot . siaaaalaaabaaalaaa , aku teros terperanjat and straight away wash my hands ! tears start to roll down alrd . CB , u guys try uh , dip yr fingers into the oil . haha , seems dumb . kiwakkkkk , the pain unbearable seh . ;( for abt 20 mins i sat down on the sofa & menggigil like one disabled person . hahaha . SAKET . my mum teros ask to put toothpaste . so sadddd . then my mum have to do the frying . tskk . but , it turned out very very nice oi . waaaaaaaah , tk cukop satu . :) now , the pain's still there , fcuk .

he went to Pulau Ubin todayy . tsk .. wahhhlaaaooooo , tmr must do CIP . merepek ke aper ? naseb Deeana ader . haha . must go beach pick up litter . but me & Deeana plan just go slack uh . wth , we must go ourselves -.- mampos tknk luhhhhh ~ idk what to say fer todayy . ohhhhhh yaaaa . this friday gg Night Safari with family . lol . ader what , Halloween thingy . then sat , gg Zoo with friends !! weeeeeee ~ wany so smangat liao . haha . ehh ya , today i overslept again . bodoh sak kau Farahhhh . :) tmro sure come . hahhhh . wany also din' go schl . haiz , i wonder wat my marks are . hope my enlish pass & 2 subjects . hmmmmmm ~

Help , my fingers are in pain ;(

saw this quotes at Lina's blogg , so meaningful .
`The couple that fights the most is the one most in love. It shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stopped fighting, it means you stopped caring.
-Shawna Waltemyer

its tuesdayy.

2009-10-20T19:16:00.006+08:00

wei hellooo . hahaa . kay , nthg much today . im gonna make Mozarella Breaded Sticks . wow ? ;D filled with those delicious cheeseeeee ~ jyeaah , texted him todayy , mcm kdg kdg like menyakitkan hati gtuhh kan ? kdg kdg sayang . just one thing uhh .

- Some promises are not meant to be kept.

right ? if u keep those promises w/o even making an effort to change the situation fer the better , might as well u frget it uhh . i post at blog abt this thingy cuz , dier tkbleh kne tegor . ckap sikt , bingetttttt . pastu tk rply aku . tk ke memaenkan perasaan aku ? siket nk binget . gtuh mcm nk simpan promise ? idk laahss ehk . let god decide . remember ayes , ive never force u to keep that promise . but if u really dont like the situation now , with yr f*cking ego shits , its best u leave now , say goodbye to me. okayy ? senang jer . jgn nk stay near me , step nk sedapkan hati , ego tetap melekat pat otak kau .

senang ????? k go . if u think anyone else deserves u better , go ahead ! aku tk pernah halang kau . jgn satu hari menyesal , tu jer . bkan nk sarcastic ehhs . kau dgn pmpan tk in gd terms , mesti luh step marah . lau dh okayy , contact blak per . btol tk ? so , jgn step smngat tk contact drg . ill nvr believe those shiaaaatss . u treat them better per . go uh . dgn aku , fuuuuuuuuuhhh ! dier peh ego , maha global nyr siol ! sorry uh , lau aku 'irritate' kau ? cuz i dnt see that comingg . haha . kay , takecaree .

I FOUND THIS.

I wear white, often times I wear black.
She wears clothes with an expensive price tag.
I wear slippers or even old sneakers,
she's always in high heels and I bet it hurts.

She stands out easily while I fade away.
I'm just a friend, she's the best part of your day.
I wear make up but never look as good,
that's why I lost you to Miss Hollywood.

I'll never be famous, but I could be your star.
I know she's glamorous, that only goes so far.
I watch you both talking, and you don't say much.
She controls you so easily, with a single touch.

I like pizza and spicy food,
she lives by her diet and now so do you.
I drink Coke, she drinks Diet Sprite.
She's your girlfriend and it don't feel right.

I'm so ordinary, you say I'm sweet.
Even though she has you, I won't admit defeat.
Because I truly care, about the real you.
But your so unaware, that I love you too.

I'm a simple girl with a complex heart.
She's the Princess and she plays the part.
You're our Romeo looking for Juliet,
we both know “ordinary girls” are easy to forget.

XOXO ~

its mondayy.

2009-10-19T16:12:00.014+08:00

SADDENING

hi !!! eyy ki*ak , im sooo pissed off cuz im fucking sick ! and y'know what , i never get to send Shawtyy to the airport ............. ;( gosh , he's otw to Australia right now . hmm . wait luh fer 3 wks . tsk . have been sick for the last few days at jb . kay actually , was a bad bad bad flu . now , got mild fever . mak dier betol . haha . sorrryyyy banget yeaa shawtyy , cian dier . he was so sad this morning , but he understood me uh . hmmm..

J.B

whoaa , seriously one word . SHIOK uh !!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahaha . was Erna's bfday , and imagine , someone kene sabo two times in a day ! ;DD sumpah best sak . went on friday right . dh petang . then got like , small 'masak-masak' ny nenek & Erna's mother . konon a small celebration uhh . smpai arnd 6+ ehh ? i frgott . then blablabla... its night alrd . bt bfr that , my kak ika got make a cake . but havent the cream all yet . so biler aku dtg jer , i must like , 'prevent' Erna from coming my nenek's hse , cuz kak ika's making the cake there . so at Erna's hse(look , their hse is side by side . haha), i have to do a part time job by helping Erna & her Friend, which is also my friend, Mas , highlight their hair -.- had fun doing it tho (: keep her accompanied in da hse , talk & stuffs . then when kak ika done with making the cake , finally can go eat at nenek's hse . then malam tu , everybdy)nenek , dad , mama , abg , Erna & Mas) were sitting outside the hse . gerekk tao ! the breeze there like OMG . then we were like all waiting the clck to strike 12 . arnd 15 mins bfr that , me & abg when inside the hse to prepare the SABO THINGY . hahahah . y'know what's inside the mixture ?
1. Fruit Punch syrup
2. Barley syrup
3. Egg
4. Flour
5. Black Soya Sauce (idk ehk, haha .)
6. Vinegar
7. Tumeric Powder
8. Cooking Oil

amacmmmmm ? haha . eff disgusting siot . tsk . then , me & dad to some eggs and put in the flwer vase outside the hse , mama tahan Erna frm like , going out frm the hse(haha !), sumer psycho dier uh, saying "aper niy ! bfday nk bak plak! haha ." abg put the mixtue in 3 plastics , tie them and gave me one . haha , serious sronokk oi . its 12 alrd !!! erna dh suspect siot . haha . she step kua siket dpan umah tu , skali abg run outside and chase the hell out of her ~ hahah . aku peh slow , tngu mcm bdak bdoh pat dlam . skali mama shout "g luh sabo dier! kau tnggu aper !" hahaha . slenger siak farahh . tsk . then i run and smash the plastic on her head ! haha , puas hati per ;P teros we take eggs plak , and throw them at her. fuuuuuh ! skali dad kua with flour , each or us take abit and throw at Erna . whoaa , aku yg tk brsalah pon kne by kak ika , RANDOMLY ? tsk again . mmg best uh kne kan dier . she wanna cry alrd siol ! rbk sak . then spray water from the pipe at her all . haha .

THATS HER.

I TAKING THE FLOUR. JAHAT PER AKU.

ABG SPRAYING THE WATER.

TSK, KESIAAAAAN.

teros aftr that , decided go karaoke & play pool . gerekk weii . i sang a couple of high soongs , sampai now my voice dh seraaaaaak. haiz . then play pool :)

*WINKS*

then he following night(17th Oct laahs), Erna kene sabo again . suay per siol . haha . this time only use the cream kak ika used for the cake . the cake kan , aku kak ika & abg buat . haha , so cute !

ERNA.

AGAIN.

was a hell of a day . gerekkk ~

HOMEEE

ABG (:

RANDOM

so bored right now , and today is 19th Oct 2009. suppossed to be one year siot . cried this morn , seeing his msg wishing me . tho was 6+ , i couldnt help it . so unfair ? haiz ~

todayyy .

2009-10-15T23:30:00.002+08:00

hollaaaaaa ;D

WISH

kk , first i wanna wish a Very Happy Birthday to my dearest friend, Diana. i wished u thru hp alrd right . haha .

MY DAYYYY

k , today was kinda tiring ? was art exam . and omg .......... peh kecoh aku ckap samer krg . hahaha . Eksan dhluh sbelah aku . behind him was Botak . imagine uh . tgh art sumer bleh bbl . then Afiq & Eksan & faris kacao him like mad oi ! sialllla . we ol laughed at'em tao ! kecoh , sumpahh . i did only 2 pieces , cuz my previous 2 pieces kena buang , along with tinie's art file . bodohhhh skali itu cleaner -.- hmmmm . aft art , went OLE with Nina Tinie Wany & Sheika . Fyd came along . mcm satu minarepp seh . haha . then i bought my 'father's burger' . ;DDDD sat at 736 . after mkan , proceed Northpoint . Wany balek , tsk . Ey yaaaaah , last long yer dgn fuad! we went Cotton On see what's new , then library . sit there fer awhile , then go Galilee . Bought Hot Chocolate , two combos . one included Chicken Drumlets & .... k i forgot . Nina's combo got Potato Chunk & Chicken Chunk . CHUNKKKKK . then aft eating , we joke & laughed & joke & laughed like 4 mad ppl there . hahaha . after that go Cotton On again , and i bought the cardigan & slippers . cool aye . ;DD then proceed again to the library , teman me tngu si Boii Jahat niy . nk pass my ipod back & he wanna give me contact lense . green colour oi ! lawaaaa . makashey jahat . orry td binget siket . hmm . aku smcm nyr had fun laughing today . haha . mesti uh , nina ader pat sbelah sentiase . ;DD after that blek uh .......

HOME

rched hme , aku teros kmas my cupboard . masai per . haha . from 7.30 till 9+ seh . rajiiiiiiiiin farah . haha . then bathed , now im stuck to the comp . haha . chat with Lina , Derr , Mamat . jyeaah . ouhyaaa , tdi when i was kemas-ing , saw some memories of 19th . haha . his pics ol got oi . peh CUTE . then i cried , dk whyyy . bt no use luh kann i guess . hmm . whats past is past . ~

TO LINA BBYCOUZ

hey girl , cheer up aye . dont waste time just thinking abt the hurt he'v caused u . if he does love u , he'll beback . i'v been there kay ? and i truly know how u feel . smone we love having two split personalities ? stress maottz nyr . hmm . apape pon , im always here kay b ? ;D

binget uhh , bnyak amek gmbar at Nina's camera seh . hope u'll send me soon kay . Jyeaah , thats all i guess ? Tmro till sunday i gg JB . monday sending him ~ haiz . bbye peepos .

uhhhh.

2009-10-12T22:17:00.009+08:00

MONDAY
wahlaooo . on monday morning, first thang tht happened , seseorg dh buat aku bingettttt jer . tsk . psl uh , tgk brape lamer kau bley brtahan dgn dier okay boy? haha . goodluck jer luh aku mampu ckapp . whoaa , tht day was chem paper . naseb tk susaahhh ! huhu . considered last paper oi !!! this thurs art -.- blaaaahhhhs~ abes chem paper at 9.30 , teros head npt . go mkan first at the prataaaaamama shop . dh kenyangg , teros talk & talk & talk ... then we go the library . dduk japp , tros spark pon smpai . actuallie mmg plan nk meet , cuz he want the Bali pics -.- skali , he end up sitting with me , nina , wany & tinie inside the library . hahaha . peh kecohh kiter pat library . aiyoyoyo ~ lame seh kiter pat situu , from abt 12+? to 4+ . mcm mcm org kiter nmpakk . then ader satu part tu , me & nina went to the toils jappp . teros nina wanna jlan jlan arnd npt , nk hilangkan cramp pat kaki . haha . aku pon nk caryk stud fer eyebrow . then we jlan go Cotton On , go crazy awhile . thennnnnnnnnnnnnn. *drum rollinggg*

ader satu hottttttt guy niy ask fer my numbr . !!!!! aku paranoid siol , until i run inside the shop . kay at first , he just walk past . and suddenly winked at me !! so aku pon shout nina's name and say "ninaaaa , ader org winked at me and smile. tpi tk tgk aku pon!" smthg like tht . aku pon , kembangg japp . then i wanted to show who the guy was and said "jap jap , nanti dier turon esclator..." we waited fer abt 15 secs , tk turon turon "ah yelaaah!" nina said . haha . then i went back to where i stand and saw tht guy approaching again ! aku teros lari msok the shop blek oi !! imagine betape paranoid nyr aku . haaaaah . then the guy msok the shop , and said "nk exchange numbers?" he was lke so blushing , aku pon blush uh aper lgi ! abei dh ader satu mat hot depan mate , tkkan tk cair oi . ~~~ then he gave his hp and i typed my nember . aku tnyer name saper , its Khairul . OMG , its my fav name idk why . haha . then we txted from then on ~ kay the end of that . ;DDD
went back to the library , nina citer pat drg . spark tk abes abes jiwang siol . haha . takper , cian dier . (!) then nk dkat masok 5+ , we go macd eat icecream . my idea :) then we talk .. then spark dgn 'MATAEH' dier , NINA , dduk sbelah each other . HAHAHAHA . tk abes abes kne kacao oi . then sumer blek , aku dgn spak dduk at mrt talk & talk & talk ...... smpai kul 6.45 . dier story-telling pat aku . haha . :) that was hell of a day aye .

TUESDAY

i went out dgn Shawtyy ! hahaha . go chil out at orchard ~ gerek uh kua dgn dier , makes me feel free from my probs ~ ;D

WEDNESDAY, today
later going out with father . go eat . blaaaaaaahhhhs ~

Will Be Back. XOXO.

;D

2009-10-11T23:37:00.007+08:00

hello y'all . tmro chem exam and i still havent sleep yet at this hour . haha . just now just came back from sdare's hse and lina's hse ;D pnat sey . hmm . at last abg aku dh blak frm jb . padahal smlm baru g . hahaha -.- ohh yaa , i pierced again my eyebrow . the righ side . now i have both . haha . on friday , dgn mamat . haha ! went bugis first , then vivo straight after piercing . gerekk sey . hmm . then took pics . went home abt 9+ . hmm . that night was really memorableee ~ anyway , now i cooking maggi for abg . tsk , mentang mentang aku ckap aku rindu kau , kau bully aku . haha . takper luh . wow , idk what to say already . ohh ya , ysterday he went over my crib , chilled . guess what , i havent study chem . wooooohhoooooo ! ;DD

VIVO ;;

JUST NOW ;;

You Said- Rhea.

2009-10-08T21:24:00.004+08:00

Your as good as you were,
But i guess that dont aply to you.
You told me so many things,
But none of them were true.
Pretending not to see the truth,
I was living blind.
Now i see that you were just Messing with my mind.

You told me that even though we argue,
You told me, "i love you"
You said, "i adore you".
You told me that you'd never leave.
You said you'd always be,
Around here baby.

You told me that you don't want no drama.
I gave you my arm and you took me home to meet your mama.
You told me that you'd never leave,
That you'd always be,
Around here baby.

I'm sittin' here confused.
You didn't do what you said you'd do,
I gave my heart to you.
You said i was the only one you gave yourself to,
I trusted that and i believed in you.
You said you'd love me unconditionaly,
But why did you lie?
I don't deserve to feel this hurt inside,
Ohh why? Why? Why!?

I can't let go of you, you, you, you, you.
I don't know why.
God made me love you.

Hmm. The picture above is one of the last pictures we took tgtr. Sungguh sedih, cuz i still love him, HONESTLY. But what to do, he chose other girls.
Tapi aku tau, no other girls will love him the way i loved him. Its been 11 months, and this 19th we're supposed to be one year. ;((( Whatever happens, im sure he knows how strong my love is fer him. Our story, will always remain deep in my heart. Goodbye again, Ruzaini. *My tears dropped. Haiz.

Sungguh randomm .

2009-10-05T10:59:00.002+08:00

hellooo . its been a long time since i last posted. maklumlah , farah seybok siket tgh rayeer nieh . everythg's been hectic nowadays , and i ought to get a held of myself. as in , everythg just happens so fast siol . Aku dh tk dgn BJ lgi okays ? jgn nk kco kco pat sini . succha long story . currently now is exem week , so im rather busy yeahs . dont have much time to online & stuffs . sorry if i din' update always kay . all those hari raya pics , alot luh seh . idk which to upload -.- anywayy , i dont have much to talk right now . cuz im at schl . Gosh , mcm cpat gtuhh kan , dh october ? rase mcm baru last year aku msok nieh skola . Haiyaa .

ohhhh yeah ! good luck to all those who are taking their O lvs and N lvls this year okays ! jgn stress sgt tawws .

XOXO ~

hi .

2009-09-17T11:38:00.002+08:00

Helloooooo hi . Wow , now im at the schl's library ~ Fyd's beside me typing . Haha . Now's recess , so decided to go library to play comp . -.- Boringgg siaah from just now . Maths got test . Din' finish it cuz i was so blank liaoo . Haha . Aft this is Physics . I mean , music lesson . Hahs , cuz me & Li Xian always listen to music . Teacher heck care one laahs . We go AVA , sit at most back , enjoyy , talk . 5 mins more recess finish . This sat maybe going Geylangg . Confirm ribot per siol ! Hahahhh . Going dgn seseorg . Sesaper terserempakk , pndaipndai laah ehk tegor . Farah mlas siket nk tegor orgg . ;DD Sunday dh Hari Raye ... Kay uh , thats it . Takecaree ehy krgg sumerh !!

Selamat hari Raya , Maaf Zahir Dan Batin ! Kalau Farah ader salah dan silap pat krgg sumerh yg membace nieh , harap sangat sangat maafkan Farah okaye ? To those close friends of mine , love krgg many many lahhs !

XOXO ,

Fast one ,

2009-09-16T23:37:00.004+08:00

Whoaa , im sooo eff. busy sey this whole week . Well , Hari Raya's in 3 days time . And there's alot to be done at home , from cleaning to shop for necessary stuffs . Tmro going geylang somemore , go the pasar . Aiyaas . So , i wont be updating soon . I guess ? Idk when ill get to update . So far , life's okaye ;DD

Ive started a brand new life , hope the better out of it baby . :)

So , thats it . I know its short . But , gtg cuz tmro's schling . Jyeah , toodles ya'll !

XOXO ~

Late at night .

2009-09-12T00:52:00.002+08:00

Hoho ! Hi . Its late , im at my sis house skg . Txting Boii , chatting with **** , waiting for R's msge (*sobbs) and listening to radio . Whoa , multi-tasking . Haha , kay lame . Nyri mendakk oi . Bgn , txted R , watch dvd . Bathh . Then played laptop till buke . OMG , i ate nasi briyani until finish ! So damn damn kenyang ah . Txted R again , he go slack . ;( Kay what - At 8+ go doctor with kakak , she pregnant mah . Then morning sickness blahblahblah . Siao , wait until 9.45 then she went inside meet doct . My head like very heavy already . Bought magazine , din' help -.- Smpai home , ate choc , get ready tros go out with sis , irfan take cabb . Now , im eff. boredd sak . Nthg to do luh kan . Now aku mcm addicted to lagu One Time , Justin Bieber . He's so adorableeeeeeeee ! Kay dah .

Oh yaa , yesterday go buke with nina tinie & sheikha . Ate at banquet causeway point . Nina dh bley kua , wany plak tkbley . TSK . If not , she will go on with her high-note voice "Ninaaaa , kau kua dgn kiter uh one day !!!" DAH KAY WANY . Haha . Me and tinie ate Beef Bowl , nina ate Kimchi Fried Rice , sheikha ate Chicken Rice . Seronokkk ke . Took pics , sorry ey . Takder pic uploaded uh . Nieh not my home laptoppp ;( Takperr kay . Hahaha .

Gawwwwsssh , i listening to Misteri Jam 12 alone sak . Nk meninggal nieh . Haha . Lucky irfan havent sleep , watching tv . Yeaa , tmro going geylangg . Dgn who ? ADER UH . Hoho ;D Kay luh , ciaoo krg .

And yaaaah , im 100% free now ;DDDDDD

09.09.09 . cool ke ape ?

2009-09-09T14:36:00.001+08:00

Eh hello . Im so stress ! Malas nk update . Sorry all peeps ;D
Shud we get together again ? Fuck -

~

2009-09-05T15:16:00.002+08:00

Boo yaaa . Hello :) Im so bored right now . Trynna figure out what to do . Haha . So decided to update my blog . Yeaa , days have passed , im still the same . Im sure if you guys have read my previous post , hurtful kan ? Hmm , but hey , forget it jer . Now chatting with Bbycouz Lina & tagged friend , Arab ;D Punyer luh boreddddd .

Eh eh , wanna know what ? Haha . I totally find this dumb . Kinda ? Kay , yesterday mamat suddenly texted me saying , "sorry fr leaving you just like that uh.im so stupid.serious.takecaree." I was like , okaye . And ,, just got to know he actually got stead with one of his ex . Pathetic nyr . Idk luh ehk , who's the one thats being greedy for someone else . Haha . Then tadi , drg breakup . I think tk smpai one month ? Everybody say wow ! Tu lu , in life , we really have to be patient with everything . *Cheyy .. he say he still sayang me .. Melts japp . Haha .

Alermak , Arab ajak go geylangg . I cant . Haha , sorrrry ehk :) Then mamat's mum pon ajak . Aiya aiyaa . Sumer ajak aku . Kiki also . Haha ! Today's plan of going marina with bbygerls & friends tk jadi cuz wany cant . Postponed it to tmro . Yeaa , im getting bored . Oh yeaa , today din' go the flag day thingy cuz sungguh malasss . And , i TOTALLY HATE FLAG DAY . Like one dumbass stand there ask donate . HAHA ? Kay dah . Im lazy alreadyy . See ya !

020809

2009-09-02T19:49:00.002+08:00

Okaye . Since some people wanna know about what really happened to me , i'll tell kayyh . It all started yesterday , when i was on my way back from the applying internet thingy . Mamat suddenly texted me . Here's how it goes .

It all started when mamat got to know that i created tagged back . I was shocked uh . And i know one day he'll get to know . Cus these few days , he kept on going to the computer shop or something . Then from there , started the commotion . He sent like , text messages uh , saying he dont trust me anymore , he's tired of being lied at and being 'diperbodoh-bodohkan'. I had no choice . But , he was not as angry as before . He kinda accepts it . Then he kept on saying lahhs , he wanna leave me all . Hmm .. Then at night , we talked on the phone . Gawssh , saket hati sak bbl . Like , all he does is answer bit by bit . Haizzzyaya . I tried to convince him as much as i could , that i really love him very very very very much , and i cant leave him just like that right . He fronted and just acted he was happy to have me leaving his life . Kay , aku sabar ehkk . And , he din even wish me g'night sey . Imagine uh , how hurtful . When i called him "yah ..?" , he will go "what ?!" Cb ! I talk nicely , he like this . Urghhh - After that , i started crying and crying . Sumpah ehkk peeps , i cried till 2.30 at night , non-stop ! I was sooooooo sooooooo sad sey . Cant go on uh siol . Memories , laugh , cry , craziness , everything ! I was seeing our future in him . But , idk if what had happened was my fault , or his ego . What do u guys think ??

Then at school tadi , met him pagi . Walaao , he was like walking with the chinese girl infront siak . Walk so fast , wanna meet me , but show attitude . F right ? Haizz . Tu takpr uh , he gave back my msn p.w alreadyy . At school , he suddenly texted ,

"eyy.i think,nw is time fr me to go let you go ok?you have your life,i have my life.so,we just become normal friends uh.i dont want more than that uh.hmm.im sorry.goodbye!"

You all imagine uh !!!! I immediately broke down and cried real bad . Lucky maths lesson ending . Then Lixian saw . She consoled me , din' work . Then Fyda , Diana , Pari & Hannah came along . Saw me cry , rabak ke whattt ! Then physics , heck care then go toilet uh . All 6 of us , go one cubical . I cry and cry and cry .. For the whole of two periodss !! That one hour , cried non-stop sey . Idk why i suddenly broke down like that . Its like , not the first time , hmm . Well , why cant he just see my love uhh ?? Even Cheryl said , "because of one tagged , you both can lke this uh ??" . Then she was like , guys sucks lor ! Haha . Okaye , then stop crying already , go back class . After that , okaye liaoo .

Serious sak , i love him very much sey . Only his ego , that forced him to always treat me like trash , call me names , accusing me , scolding me , not trusting me and more ! Tell me , who has been the most tolerant with his prangai ?? Me !! I think if other girls get him , die siaa . I cant let go of him just yet is cus , dh 10++ months sey . Then want throw just like that uh ?? What the hell sey over what happened . It was all because of him not trusting me , and we always end up like this . Why cant men give women a chance ?? Why must they put their ego first rather than us ????????? Then after everything , put all the blame on us . After all these months , ive been accepting everything that he did to me . Ive taken much blame . Ive cried , ive suffered . Hell yeah , does he even care at times . Listen guys , to those who've known about my stories with him , ya'll know why im still being patient here . Hmm .

He left just like that , leaving me alone . Ive never thought this day would happen . Its so complicated to think and wonder about me and him . After all the love and sacrifices that we've made , aku tk sanngup siaa , cus aku sangat cinta dier . Enough lahh , of all my tears all this while . Since the very beginning , till here , JUST LIKE THAT ?? But to forget him , will take a whole lot more than just courage . I feel like crying siiaa , lucky mum infront . HAIZZZZZZZZZZZ . I just wonder , why he cant trust me and allow me to make him believe me .........

Hi.

2009-09-01T21:54:00.003+08:00

Eh hello (: Got my internet at last !! Hahaa . Just now go west mall meet kakak , to apply new internet shits . So excitedd -.- So urm , its fasting month now , and im proud that i havent miss even a day (((: Farah quai mahh . I went geylang two times liao , and already bought two outfits !! One green kurung , another orange kebaya ;DD Then on sunday i went kan , nmpak fauzie laily !!!! F. hot siaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! Kay dah farah . One thing i dont like about going geylang kan , bnyak matreps lahh bodoh !! Irrits sak . The first time i went geylang for this year kan , that time with tinie , my mum & kakak uh . We're at the curtains punyer side uh . Skali a long row of matreps walk past us , we waited about 10 secs for them to walk by . Imagine uh , brape bnyak . Ahha !! Farah tk suke okaye -.- Tapi kekdg , bnyak jugak yg hot . ;DD

And yaah , today tk dapat buke dgn nina , wany , tinie & sheikha . Sorry sygs yer (: Next time msti buley nyr . Y'know , its been awhile , me being single . Just wanna tell that its quite a relieve uh . To those who know my probs , u'll know whyy . Guess some things dont go the way we wanted . Bt hey , who cares kan . Gerekkk per . Tgk laki laen , takdr org maraaaaaah . Yeaa , takpr lahh ehk . One day , it'll end soon .

Eh eh eh ! Frgot to tell , just now buke at macdonalds daerah west mall situ tao . Then nmpak our ex student from 4/2 last year . Irfan . Tau ??? Wow , he's hot . Bey nk stare me semcm . Haha . Kay , tk importantt sungguh . And And , aku rindu kiki lahh sey . Meet soon aites bby (:

Randoms.

2009-08-16T11:43:00.002+08:00

Heyhello. Im so damn bored. Right now at couz's crib, going out soon. Came here on friday, at night. Then ytd go eat with family at Al'Azhar at Bukit Timah i think? Ahahh. After that, go geylang buy stuffs. Reached home at abt 5+, then relax awhile. Mlm go watch movie, and i watched G.I Joe for the second time! Never get bored of it. Hahah, memang gerek gilerrh uh citer tu. Watched the 8pm movie, finished at arnd 10 gtuh. Sampai umah at 11+, changed and all, teros watch a dvd we rented. Called Mati Suri. Siao, scary jgak seh (!) Then today, just got back from eating Macdonalds breakfast. Y'know when was the last time i ate the breakfast???? Last year oyyyy! Haha. Wth siaah~ Bt now i happy already, cuz like, finally oi get to eat it -.- I kept on feeling so nauseous after eating a whole lot of nachos at the movie smlm. Waliaooo, maybe the cheese smth wrong. Hahah ;D Just now bathed i vomitted. Haizz~

Eh guess what uh. I fighting with him. F siak. I wonder, why guy's ego can like, get so high? Dont they know they're only hurting us girls with their 'im always right' and 'i can, u cannot' attitude?? Then when fight, want to rake up all the girls' past. As if they're soooo good? Cb uh. Now, aku serik sey nk layan prangai dier. Aft like, months tgtr, still havent changed?! Bile part relationship dh gnie, baru nk brubah luh, nk aper luh. Bile dh baek, treat aku mcm sampah. Wow?! Idk what to do sey, maybe we're separating soon. Haiz. Ive been crying and pondering through my sleepless nights, and ive yet to make my decision. Too many chances ive given him sey. Will update more on him soon ayes.

I miss typing long posts. Hahahs. Sorry luh kay, if farah tk update. Heheh~

Cinta Tersimpul Rapi

2009-08-15T02:22:00.001+08:00

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Back!

2009-08-03T16:27:00.002+08:00

Heyhello netizens! Haha. Such a long time since i last updated seh. Like, wth. Okaye, actually my internet is spoilt. So thats the reason fr not updating fr so long. Haha. Really do miss the net. And urm, lot of things have been happening around me lately. Bt idk where to start with. Im now at the libary. Im just updating to keep my blog alive. Haha. ;D Sorry to those who really wanted me to update. Leceh uh, cant update pics. Will upload pics soon kay. So far, life have been okaye to me. Din' go schl today, as i was so tired. *Ader larh ehhhh. Hees~ Really wanted to do art seh, waliaos. I miss those ppl who were absent for the whole week, ehems! Nthg much happened lately larh, cuz my life has changed fr the absolute better. ;D And yeaa, now idk what else to say. Will talk to y'all soon aye! Muacks~

Fast one :)

2009-07-13T12:04:00.000+08:00

Will update soon aye ! Toodles ~

Random Stuffs ~

2009-07-09T12:26:00.002+08:00

Aye . 2nd day of school closure . As usual , bored mcm nkmamz . I din' even do anything ;D Derr did for me my maths . Malay tk buat , physics pon tk . Omar also din' do physics . Haha , sumer cnfirm case malas . Biarlaaah eh . Hmm . Aku tgh sedih skg . Yg tau jerh tau . Hais . I so lazy to type larrh , no moooooood ~

See my days are cold without you
But I'm hurtin while im with you
And though my heart can't take no more
I keep on running back to you

Baby I don't know why you treatin me so bad
You said you love me, no one above me
And I was all you had
And though my heart is eating for you
I can't stop crying
I don't know how
I allow you to treat me this way and still i'd stay

Baby I don't know why you wanna do me wrong
See when I'm home, I'm all alone
And you are always gone
And boy, you know I really love you
I can't deny
I can't see how you could bring me to so many tears
after all these years

I trusted you, I trusted you
So sad, so sad
What love will make you do
All the things that we accept
be the things that we regret
To all of my ladies, feel me
c'mon sing wit me

See, when I get the strength to leave
You always tell me that you need me
And I'm weak cause I believe you
And I'm mad because I love you
So I stop and think that maybe
You can learn to appreciate me
Then it all remains the same that
You ain't never gonna change

And thats why , im foolish at times . Hais .

School Closure .

2009-07-08T11:41:00.003+08:00

Hi . Long time nv update eh . Hv been busy with school larh lately . And yeaa , now is school closure . Till friday . Mepek sak , aku dgn wany jumpe nih pagy , konon plan nk do the works at Macd uhh . We met at Macd 200+ there , then tried to connect to the Wireless SG thang . Urgh , idk wy i cannot log in , when i hv the password to the singtel bla bla bla thingy . Eff. care uh kan . Then wany brought her broadband pon , end up kite due tkbuat . Haha ? Nih sumer case malas uh kann . We blog-hopping , tgk tagged org , FS all uhh . Then suddenly Che Li & Cheryl came . Terperanjat japps ~ We sat there from 8+ till 10 uhh . Teros call tinie , ckap nk dtg dier peh umah . Now , im at her hse . Dtg jerh , belum mandi siuts . Haha ^^ Seronok larrh kan .. Been bored with life sometimes ,, dk why . Kiki gf just pierced her eyebrow . Kay , randommm . Kite jiwer larh kan ! ;D I miss FATTAH'S father , if you're reading .. <*Shhhhhh IMY alot tawuuuuuu ! Hahahaha . Kay dah . Malas larh nk update . Nih jerh yg mampu aku type . Nyahahaha ~ Kay , pichas time ..

bored ~

2009-07-01T09:20:00.003+08:00

Whoa , at school now . Just a fast one . To let y'all know i'll not be updating much as school has started right . Busy larrh kan . Malas uhh . Nanti balek dh penat . Well , had a rough time last two days , biarlaah kan . I accepted everything . Maybe sometimes things just dont go the way we wanted . Kay , enough of that . This friday MAYBE going watch Transformers T_T Lamest shit on earth . Haha . I wanna buy a shirt at Jurong Point ! Aku save diut tao tao tao . $15 ;D Hell yeaa , im gonna buy it . Kiwaak , boring siul pat sch . Now is like Physics , aft that english . Confirm kena relieve . YAYYYYYY !! Recess from now is like 1hr 30mins more ... Nehmindd .

Till here larrh . Lazy liao . AND , to that FUCKING FUCKING passer, cakap tu jgn mepek uhh ehh . Cermin muke kao dulu , and see how handsome/cantek u are . Buto sama lu kay ? Whatever it is , aku tetap aku . And theres nth u can do abt it . Takdr life peh org siaah . -.- Mati tknk !
:)

:)

2009-06-28T15:28:00.006+08:00

DILEMMA
Hi peeps ~
Nothing much to do right now . Boyfriend just texted me . Hmm , i just finished eaten , hashbrown with bread & cheese & chilli sauce . ;D Kenyang oii . Kay dah eh .

Yesterday went vivo dgn mum , like i told in the previous post . Yea , okay larh kan . Met her , jalanjalan jap , then go Secret Recipe MAKANNNN . We bought this food called Tom Yam Kung . Haha , it sounds funny i know . Its a tom yam soup uh . Kiwaaaaaaaaak , sumpah sedap siuuuuuuull !! ;D Its a damn big bowl , got two huge prawns . Ahaa . Then for dessert , we bought a Chocolate Indulgence . I sumpah again to u guys eh , its the MOST DELICIOUS cake on earth ! Really siaah ~~ *drooling* Haha . Then after eating , we go Daiso the ALL $2 SHOP . Seronok ke ape . ;D We bought a small basket , then bought artificial fruits to put inside it -.- , banyak laaah . Idk ape yg kite beli . So , there's 17 items altogether . Total ? 17 x 2 = 34 . $34 ! Yay ;D Then lepas tu , we sat outside(you know laarh the place) . Talk awhile about my probs .. Then wanted to cry tao . Maintain jerhh . Haha ! Then suddenly i feel like walking inside , then masok vivo balek . Jalanjalan somemore , then i bought shades from Forever 21 , a 'red,green,yellow' necklace(RASTA ;D) . I think thats it eh ? Agaknye kot , hehs . Then plan to go off at 10 . Tapi at 9.30 gitu dh ciaoo ~ mendak uhh . Masok all shops , like so merepppps the things . We took bus go home . As usual , fah mesti jiwang dalam any transports . Aha . Mabok siaaah in the bus , dk why -.-

Then reach home at 10+ . Plan wanna lepak at macdonalds . ;D Then reached home tu , put down our things , clear them up , i took pichas , remove make-up -.- . Off we go to Macd . I ate Double Cheese Burger :D :D Whoaa , tk lame nanti fah gemuk sehh ;P Kiwaak , my mum was like so active aku tatau knape -.- SEE THIS .

Ma , muke tak perlu kay . ;)

Then , bbual bnyak already , teros balek . Worn out siul smlm . Slept at 3 gituk . Boyfriend dh tertdo -.- Haiyaa , takpr larh kan . Be happy always kay fah . ;D

Now , im back to the world of boredom ~

Some randoms pichas .

Till here :)

still early ,

2009-06-27T13:29:00.002+08:00

Its still early now , haha . Damn lazy to post . Random ^.^ Going out later to vivo with mum , at 5 go out . My boyfriend's sleeping . Im just blog-hopping now like one dumbhead . Hahs . Lately , dk what's happening around me . Too many things , like , the world just goes by so fast . Now , im just finding out the definition of love -

1. Love is patient and kind;
2. Love is not jealous or boastful, it is not arrogant or rude;
3. Love does not insist on its own way;
4. It is not irritable or resentful;
5. It does not rejoice at wrong, but rejoices in the right;
6. Love bears all things;
7. Believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.

Overall,

1- In love , we need to be patient at all times . Treat the person well with love .
2- Its not right to be jealous sometimes , as it brings conflict . Being proud or boastful dont get u anywhere . Being rude to one another brings hatred .
3- It needs both hands to clap , right ? So , compromising is important in love . It means , by both agree-ing to anything .
4- When we once get annoyed in love , our love for that person decreases . Cuz this love requires a strong liking for someone . It's a strong passionate affection for another person .
5- We must only be happy when everything goes right . Who the heck is happy when things are wrong ? -.-
6- Thick and thin , bear it together .
7- Simply , love conquers all . ;D

Gosh , love really says it all ^.^