
Sunday, May 24, 2009, 3:27 PM
well, hello. idk what to say actually lahhs. since 'he' asked me to blog, okayy then. haha. hmm, its been a tight position for me lately, as i've been stressing over the things that've happened around me latelyy. idk why but, i feel sad whenever i see his blog & some posts. his pictures & stuffs likethat. ohh shit, why am i feeling this way? snap out of it lahhs farah! haish. im scared if i ever make the wrong decisions. idk whats best for me. simply, i love him, yes i do. but, as for certain reasons, i cannot do anything just yet. i cant get over it. i cant deny that i love him!!!! ohh jyeah, i admit i may be stupid sometimes. idk lahh ehk. seems like, i have to wait a little longer. cuz i believe, things will get better in time. is everything meant to be..? why does god wanna hurt me so bad? k i dont wanna talk shit whatsoever lahhs. mcm bbl world plak nanti ey. haha. aku rinduuu my friends lahhs, KINDA. lol. school's tomorrow, and i've yet to see my fully overall-ED results. -.- so bad lahh sak. gaaah. well, guess im done. short but sweet~ nanti tk update, org cakap malas pulakk. haha.