hi. okayy. i really dk where to start. cuz simply, many things happened today? morning, go to school dgn ana & tinie & sheikha. sampai school, gave dahlia & nina their presents. ninaaaaaaa, sorry oi! dh 3 bulans, then baru i give. ey atleast aku kasi! -.- yeaa. then, maths go comp lab, surf net like shit. haha. then diana go post some shits at DSH blogg. mr lobaloba, listen dangdut then go shake them booty ay? haha! wth laaaah farahh. then saw a blog. yay! then for the whole two periods of chem after maths, got what Vietnam Presentation blahblahh. siallaaah, behind nina got this sec 2 girl, like monster siaa the face! i even got scared cuz when i look at nina, i can see her from the corner of my eyes. mcm pontiponti laah ey i swear! aaaaaaaaarrrrggghhhhhhh. then go back class, englishh. two periods with Tambunannnnn! huhu :D then recess, tk go. go take ic laaah siolololo! k, step jakon uh ey. lolxz. mepek sak the ceremony. then, after that go recess with lixian & huiting & fyda. there were like, only the both of us. cuz our recess was suppose to be the last recess uh, then clash with the most honourable ceremony. ahaa. k laah, jump to after school. aku hilang $2 sak. cb. then i took my hp back at last ay! for 20 days siols. almost 1 month laah ehk. waah, when i check it right, there were like 30+ miss calls & 16 msges. :D bnyak happybirthday nye wishes. haiyaaaaa. nvm ehk. haha. thennn, plan to go library with dianaa they all, but they suddenly gone. -.- then me, wany & sheikha sat at the canteen uh. talktalk shit.then suddenly, fyda came crying to us dgn zul, complained about certain stuffs laah ey. noneed to know. hmm, then i settled it! haha, biase uhh farah peacemaker perh. hahahaha not!! k then, g tgk malay dance sekejap then off we go. baek with nina, syai, dahlia, fyda & zul. so sweeet seeing couples so happy. rather than hanging on w/o no strings attached. ): not implying on anybody laah k. then then then then! i had a world war 4 with this MUHAMMAD RUZAINI. cb! k, i dontwant to talk laah ey.
DSH ;
u changed. omfg, im sad. fyi, i hate to see us like this. its hurting me mush more, every single second. idk if all this is true. idk if ur feelings are true. idk if u really have the niat to be with me whatsoever. im hurting inside, crying all night long, sleeping late, having nightmares and whatsmore to come? what am i to u? i've been treated like rubbbish before, from my ex. and now? my feelings mcm sampah ey gituu. its only up to u now. u still love er, u go on. i wouldnt hesitate to see u happy. cuz i'd rather suffering lesser. sorry if all this is making u feel guilty ke pape uh. i just cant take this any longer its not that i wanna give up uhh. haish. ily, k i kept on repeating that. and still.....? nevermind laah, hope to see u happy soon aye. haish. do whats best for u. :(
Thursday, May 28, 2009, 10:54 PM