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Hi world. Guess what, im on the verge on ________ __. Can guess it? Haiz, begitu pathetic sey love life aku. Hahhs. Another failure in a r/s. And hey, dont think imma bad girl whatsoever lahh. If you really wanna know whatsup with this guy im with now, here's why. ;D
- He scolds/nag at me even to the smallest things he thinks its wrong. (Eg. Standing far away from him when we're smoking, i didnt hug him that much- in public siak (!), didnt text him during his breaktimes at work, never wake him up fer work, said that i talked to him in a rude manner- when i didnt (!) & always say i dont care for him. Pfffffftttt.
What the lahh sey. If you guys wanna know, we fought almost all the time when we're otp. Pathetic much? Haiz. Thot that after we've started out, thgs will get much more interesting lahh kan. Skali i didnt expect at all things will turn out this way. Always fight & fight, mcm si*l.. Yesterday met him at Town pon, gadoh. Kiwakk, i cry pat public siol. And and! Have you girls met a guy that scolds you when you cry? Well, he's the guy (!) He always find my mistakes, even to the most smallest mistakes!! He has a problem that, he always want things to be on his own favour and not thinking about how the other party feels. (?) I get rimas when he wants to get me into his own taste of perfection. Mak dier lahh! Haha. I even once said, if you cant accept me fer who i am, go find other girls. Member teros mengamok, haha! Serious sak, ive never had a guy who always find me in the wrong. They accept me fer who i am. Takbley terime? Angkat kaki jalan sudahh. Niy tidak, siket nk tegor.
When i met him kan yesterday, there was this one part when my couz misscalled. So i just send her a text uh, asking why she misscalled me. Then he marah me, say he dont like me to text somebody else when im with him. Dier kate sensitive. Pala buuu..dak uh. Dah tu takper! Ader satu part his friend called him. Time tu tngh bising. Teros we go smoke, he called back. Bla..bla.., he called another person. Then i was like, "you call org boley, i stakat text org you dah mengamok! Aper barang niy?! You bobal pat hp, ader i kater pape?!" Teros he diam. One more thing, he likes to scold me things that he also do. But when i tegor him, tak terime. Binget kan? Haiz. Serious sey, im getting on my nerves with him. Tady i got text him, asking "what IF i wanna breakup?" He just replied "Sukati u..i tk bley buat pape. . Org dh tk syg ape ley buat.." Penggggg siol teros. He didnt even care?! Ohkay fine, jangan farahnyer giler dah sampai, baru dier menyesal. And yahh, smlm malam otp, pon gadoh. =.=
Thats it lahh, aku binget bobal sal dier. I dont even give a damn about him. I diverted my hp. ;D Up to him uh wanna do what, i dont care! So frustrated, and i feel tired cuz i kept all of this to myself and the patience that i uphold towards him. Dah bagos dapat mataey mcm aku, yang boley bertahan. Hmpf.
To KA, thanks fer being there fer me always yeaa? Love you! Song fer you- Forever In My Life ;D
Sunday, November 22, 2009, 6:51 PM