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its thursdayy.
Thursday, November 5, 2009, 8:25 PM

You're drifting away from me ;(
Tell ya'll about today ~

- Chemistry class, late as usual. Fyd vommited, lol.
- Went toilet after class, cried fer so long. Cuz' of Mamat. Cb.
- Fyd scolded me fer this stupidityyyy.
- Was so sadddd, thinking about my life right now, tsk.
- Went Subway, eat fresh~ Zul came, took Fyd away. Left me, Dee, Pari & Hannah.
- Go toilet, then library. Laugh like shits, i swear. Lucky nvr kena chase out.
- Took candids and stuffs. I kinda became a clown, idk whyy.
- Elysee came, talk awhile. Hannah went home.
- Got so boredd, decided go Woodlands. Then off we go took 965.
- Causeway, met Devona and bought cd then gave it to Dee.
- Then we go buy Ciggs. Ask one bangla. Hahahaha!
- Cant believe i actualy smoked three sticks at one go. Teros mabokk.
- Walk from Woodlans MRT, ending us up at Admiralty MRT (arnd there).
- Wierd, i was the one leading the whole time. Worse, i knew the place better then Pari when she actually lived in Woodlands.
- After smoking, walked back to Civic Center (i think, haha.). Go NTUC. (:
- I went back after that, took 966. Pari, Dee & Elysee went Admiralty bazaar.
- In the bus, i cried again. PIE jam, made it a 30 minutes journey. Aiyerrs.
- At home, bathed, eat. Now im infront of the lappy.

Wtf life, at last Fyd knocked some sense into my head just now. Its true what she said all ~ He's just not worth fer everything. Haiz. Takder apape, farah kene maki atas bawah siol dri dier. ;( Just fyi, i cried its not cuz i maseh love hm or what. I just dk whyy he has to make my life so miserable, make me suffer and totally throw my feelings arnd. If he really want me to hate him, just say so, right?? He's changes drastically, Fyd said. Its damn eff. true. I cried fer a jerk, i let myself fall fer him over and over again. Ending up breaking down to my knees and cry. Why cant he just let go of me in a nice way? Haiz. Ive done that, but does he have to make my life feel so empty?! Fcuk, he must be smiling seeing me go. Farah, kau bebtol bodohhhh. Knn cb, FORGET ABOUT HIM!!

Still finding a way to let go of this misery. Haizzzzz.