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its wednesdayy.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009, 7:33 PM


Hate smiling sometimes.

Jyeaahh. I feel so down today idk why.
Went home, its raining.
And my tears rolled down endlessly, like fer real.
So many things happened around me lately ~
Making the path of my life now more complicated and stuffs.
Sungguh menyakitkan hati.
Mum's attitude has been suckish towards me lately, fer no reasons?
Like shiats seh. I dont even talk much to her now.
Haiz. Ive been crying alot lately, maybe some ppl dont realise.
I may be smiling and laughing like there's no tmro.
But dalam hati, pedih sungguh siot.
Maybe i lack of TLCs (tender, love & care).
I just miss loving somebody and being loved by that somebody.
Im afraid of false hopes. Hmm..
Just now went home, sat under my blk fer 30 minutes.
Letting out those tears, and letting go of certain memories.
I want a new life, please. I dont wanna live in the past.
Problems keep obstructing my way, and im yet to break free.
Haiz, why? Love is unfair, life is cruel.
How worse can it get?! Fer goodness sake.

Promise In The Dark ~
"Can’t count on you most of all when I really need it
It’s the simple things that you do really hurt my feelings
The more I try, the more I’m starting to see it
This can’t work anymore, than you believe it

Goodbye may come as a shock
Even though I love you a lot
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

Add how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

Add how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don’t promise me

I just don’t know what the problem is, what the deal is
Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn’t see it?
All these promises are probably how you deal with it
I’m tired of hearing you say your innocent

Don’t think I forgot
Because I really didn’t, who cares if you’re lying or not
I’ve given every breath I’ve got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

We all make mistakes
Sometimes we do desperate things
What does it prove? NOTHING
And you never do nothing wrong

Then what took you so long, took you so long
Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on"