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Tuesday, December 1, 2009, 4:54 PM

"Love; Is giving the person the ability to hurt you but trusting them not to."

What the hell is going on lahh bodoh. I feel so unappreciated, being thrown everywhere, everytime. My feelings dont matter to anyone. Being far from everyone is the best, but at times i dont think running away solves anything. Love has really thought me a lesson. Not to put too much hope on the person and love myself more before i could love someone else. Lies dont bring happiness, though truth hurts much. But its better to accept it the way it is rather then trying to change everything that you know is beyond your control. If love tries to bring you down, get back up cuz you'll never know when the brighter side might just fade away. So just make use of the time to enjoy what you've got now. Eventhough now i have no one to love (besides friends & family, but your own 'special loved one'), i always try my best to laugh & stuffs. It really pains my heart to see those whom i used to love, being happy around their new special person. I know they've gotta move on, but why cant i just do the same? Why must i be the one in pain, looking at them? Why other people can just be together happily and i always end up in misery? EH WHY AH??

These questions keep running through my mind, and i just cant help but break down & cry. Those i love, will always end up leaving me. Aite, now am crying. Tsk.. Whenever i hear What About Now, it just makes my heart break and think about my state now. I just pray everyday that i could make it through these scars and not to be lost is in my past. I know, love dont last long. But why cant just be loved by those i really love?! Am i a fcuking burden?! Well, people know the answer. Am i too bad to be loved? Hell yeah, after all the times i've been there for you, as easy as that you leave me? Maybe all this is too fast for me to really pond over it. Maybe i'll just have to wait for a lil' while more.


Farah stress sey people. Pity her, please? Haizz.
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