Oh so shag now! I just only came back from ECP since yesterday, but still, like so tiring. Cuz I played alot of soccer there with family since most of'em there are soccer players ;D Gosh, now my whole right leg is in pain. Haha, so long never run here run there. But atleast having fun makes my day alot ah, since Ive been having alot of thgs on my mind~ Also BBQ-ed there, now I so full siaa. Later sure gemokkk (!) Got crabsticks, hotdogs, satay(NICE LIKE HELL), father's mee Goreng, fried chicken, tons of snacks & lots more. Sorry to those hungry readers =.=" I got sun-burned ABIT, lucky. But still *haiz*. Overall, it was enjoyable ah.

But the most not enjoyable is the assholes(by that I mean Matreps) there. Like so wtf lahh kan. Got one part me and sister went toilet at night. Then this whole group of assholes come in. The toilet was the open-air one, am sure you know. Alermakk, I was sitting there alone. Cuz nobody there already, sister inside cubicle. Then they all went "Eyy... Ayam goreng ahhh!!" repeatedly =.=" What does that mean? Do they mean chicks? I asked my sister, that was also what she thought. Eee gosh, so irrits like hell siaa. Then stand at the vending machine behind me, make alot of noises. Jakon per nampak air? HAHA. So, whatever lahh. Especially in the afternoon, banyak ah assholes. Tsk betol.

Ey I swear now I very tired. Body is aching ;( mama went JB, till tmro. SO, I can slack around! Haha. Gosh guys, tmro is like the Sg Idol finale already!!!! SO NERVOUS REALLY. Haha, its like Im the one in the competition =.=" So urm, life has been ok-ok for me? Idk really. I just go with the flow lahh. And whatever that is happening between Khairul & me now, IDK. Haiz. Dah whatever Farah, you know you can do it (: My eyes are red now, for real. I so tired, but I forced myself to stay awake. Haiyoyoyo Farah. EHHHHHH WHATS WRONG WITH MY MIXPOD?! So irrits mampos sey, cuz it has not been working for the last few weeks. Cb, perangai sey (!) And ya! I got to know this one song, that is so suitable with that someone. Its called, Alasanmu- Exist. See the lyrics ah;


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