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Its all over again.
Thursday, December 24, 2009, 2:04 PM

First of all, I really wanna say that I thanked god for giving me at least a chance to be with him. Only You know how much I care, treasure, love him right. To You I pray, for all the blessings. If he wanna leave me, please god, bring him to the right path. Show to him that I really love him. Amin.

Thanks Khairul, for all the love. I appreciate it. Seems like you still cant give me trust, tho just a lil'bit. Idk where that awesome destiny has gone to, cuz youre always gone just like that. I may not know how you treat our r/ship,but Im sure of how I treat our r/ship. You admitted yesternight, your love faded. Cuz of some bloody shit post. Nvmind. And for that, I cried till 4am. My eyebags sucks like for real. But its ok, I know Im crying for the right person. Now you wanna separate and build back your love or me? Im letting you go then. I dont mind, cuz my heart is always open for you. See, even when typing this Im crying............

We were meant for each other sey B, cant you still see that? And now what happened to all our plans? Thanks for asking my dearest Kiki to takecare of me. But, do you think thats enough? HUH? So you think I dont need you at all? You dont know, how much I need your words to bring me through this life. Gosh, suay sangat per siol aku, always breaking up and stuffs?! If I enjoyed so much playing with ppl's feelings, I wouldnt be crying each and everytime for someone I love. Now, everybody dont fucking know how I feel. Others seemed to have a good time with their BFs or GFs, lasting long and stuffs. But me? Always end up in a failure.

I feel like my life is always incomplete. Cuz ppl seemed to enjoy walking in & out of my life. I dont care much lahh kan, cuz theres a saying that goes "Biar org buat kiter, jangan kiter buat org." So, Ill jut accept it. And theres nothing wrong to fight for what I want, right? (: So to my dearest Khairul, its up to you if you wanna continue or not. If leaving me makes you feel better, then dont bother to say ILY to me k? Butttt, Ill still love you no matter what ok!

P.S:
-Ill try topup my prepaid a.s.a.p and settle all this shits.
-To Kiki, thanks yah. Ill chat wit you soon. Ly darls.
-To those who following me to Sg Idol, Ill text you soon also. By Saturday.
-To this one guy that I love, take your time aites? ILYVVVVVM ;D


Utada Hikaru- Come Back To Me. Pls see baby. XOXO.