Helloooooo hi . Wow , now im at the schl's library ~ Fyd's beside me typing . Haha . Now's recess , so decided to go library to play comp . -.- Boringgg siaah from just now . Maths got test . Din' finish it cuz i was so blank liaoo . Haha . Aft this is Physics . I mean , music lesson . Hahs , cuz me & Li Xian always listen to music . Teacher heck care one laahs . We go AVA , sit at most back , enjoyy , talk . 5 mins more recess finish . This sat maybe going Geylangg . Confirm ribot per siol ! Hahahhh . Going dgn seseorg . Sesaper terserempakk , pndaipndai laah ehk tegor . Farah mlas siket nk tegor orgg . ;DD Sunday dh Hari Raye ... Kay uh , thats it . Takecaree ehy krgg sumerh !!
Selamat hari Raya , Maaf Zahir Dan Batin ! Kalau Farah ader salah dan silap pat krgg sumerh yg membace nieh , harap sangat sangat maafkan Farah okaye ? To those close friends of mine , love krgg many many lahhs !
Whoaa , im sooo eff. busy sey this whole week . Well , Hari Raya's in 3 days time . And there's alot to be done at home , from cleaning to shop for necessary stuffs . Tmro going geylang somemore , go the pasar . Aiyaas . So , i wont be updating soon . I guess ? Idk when ill get to update . So far , life's okaye ;DD
Ive started a brand new life , hope the better out of it baby . :)
So , thats it . I know its short . But , gtg cuz tmro's schling . Jyeah , toodles ya'll !
Hoho ! Hi . Its late , im at my sis house skg . Txting Boii , chatting with **** , waiting for R's msge (*sobbs) and listening to radio . Whoa , multi-tasking . Haha , kay lame . Nyri mendakk oi . Bgn , txted R , watch dvd . Bathh . Then played laptop till buke . OMG , i ate nasi briyani until finish ! So damn damn kenyang ah . Txted R again , he go slack . ;( Kay what - At 8+ go doctor with kakak , she pregnant mah . Then morning sickness blahblahblah . Siao , wait until 9.45 then she went inside meet doct . My head like very heavy already . Bought magazine , din' help -.- Smpai home , ate choc , get ready tros go out with sis , irfan take cabb . Now , im eff. boredd sak . Nthg to do luh kan . Now aku mcm addicted to lagu One Time , Justin Bieber . He's so adorableeeeeeeee ! Kay dah .
Oh yaa , yesterday go buke with nina tinie & sheikha . Ate at banquet causeway point . Nina dh bley kua , wany plak tkbley . TSK . If not , she will go on with her high-note voice "Ninaaaa , kau kua dgn kiter uh one day !!!" DAH KAY WANY . Haha . Me and tinie ate Beef Bowl , nina ate Kimchi Fried Rice , sheikha ate Chicken Rice . Seronokkk ke . Took pics , sorry ey . Takder pic uploaded uh . Nieh not my home laptoppp ;( Takperr kay . Hahaha .
Gawwwwsssh , i listening to Misteri Jam 12 alone sak . Nk meninggal nieh . Haha . Lucky irfan havent sleep , watching tv . Yeaa , tmro going geylangg . Dgn who ? ADER UH . Hoho ;D Kay luh , ciaoo krg .
Boo yaaa . Hello :) Im so bored right now . Trynna figure out what to do . Haha . So decided to update my blog . Yeaa , days have passed , im still the same . Im sure if you guys have read my previous post , hurtful kan ? Hmm , but hey , forget it jer . Now chatting with Bbycouz Lina & tagged friend , Arab ;D Punyer luh boreddddd .
Eh eh , wanna know what ? Haha . I totally find this dumb . Kinda ? Kay , yesterday mamat suddenly texted me saying , "sorry fr leaving you just like that uh.im so stupid.serious.takecaree." I was like , okaye . And ,, just got to know he actually got stead with one of his ex . Pathetic nyr . Idk luh ehk , who's the one thats being greedy for someone else . Haha . Then tadi , drg breakup . I think tk smpai one month ? Everybody say wow ! Tu lu , in life , we really have to be patient with everything . *Cheyy .. he say he still sayang me .. Melts japp . Haha .
Alermak , Arab ajak go geylangg . I cant . Haha , sorrrry ehk :) Then mamat's mum pon ajak . Aiya aiyaa . Sumer ajak aku . Kiki also . Haha ! Today's plan of going marina with bbygerls & friends tk jadi cuz wany cant . Postponed it to tmro . Yeaa , im getting bored . Oh yeaa , today din' go the flag day thingy cuz sungguh malasss . And , i TOTALLY HATE FLAG DAY . Like one dumbass stand there ask donate . HAHA ? Kay dah . Im lazy alreadyy . See ya !
Okaye . Since some people wanna know about what really happened to me , i'll tell kayyh . It all started yesterday , when i was on my way back from the applying internet thingy . Mamat suddenly texted me . Here's how it goes .
It all started when mamat got to know that i created tagged back . I was shocked uh . And i know one day he'll get to know . Cus these few days , he kept on going to the computer shop or something . Then from there , started the commotion . He sent like , text messages uh , saying he dont trust me anymore , he's tired of being lied at and being 'diperbodoh-bodohkan'. I had no choice . But , he was not as angry as before . He kinda accepts it . Then he kept on saying lahhs , he wanna leave me all . Hmm .. Then at night , we talked on the phone . Gawssh , saket hati sak bbl . Like , all he does is answer bit by bit . Haizzzyaya . I tried to convince him as much as i could , that i really love him very very very very much , and i cant leave him just like that right . He fronted and just acted he was happy to have me leaving his life . Kay , aku sabar ehkk . And , he din even wish me g'night sey . Imagine uh , how hurtful . When i called him "yah ..?" , he will go "what ?!" Cb ! I talk nicely , he like this . Urghhh - After that , i started crying and crying . Sumpah ehkk peeps , i cried till 2.30 at night , non-stop ! I was sooooooo sooooooo sad sey . Cant go on uh siol . Memories , laugh , cry , craziness , everything ! I was seeing our future in him . But , idk if what had happened was my fault , or his ego . What do u guys think ??
Then at school tadi , met him pagi . Walaao , he was like walking with the chinese girl infront siak . Walk so fast , wanna meet me , but show attitude . F right ? Haizz . Tu takpr uh , he gave back my msn p.w alreadyy . At school , he suddenly texted ,
"eyy.i think,nw is time fr me to go let you go ok?you have your life,i have my life.so,we just become normal friends uh.i dont want more than that uh.hmm.im sorry.goodbye!"
You all imagine uh !!!! I immediately broke down and cried real bad . Lucky maths lesson ending . Then Lixian saw . She consoled me , din' work . Then Fyda , Diana , Pari & Hannah came along . Saw me cry , rabak ke whattt ! Then physics , heck care then go toilet uh . All 6 of us , go one cubical . I cry and cry and cry .. For the whole of two periodss !! That one hour , cried non-stop sey . Idk why i suddenly broke down like that . Its like , not the first time , hmm . Well , why cant he just see my love uhh ?? Even Cheryl said , "because of one tagged , you both can lke this uh ??" . Then she was like , guys sucks lor ! Haha . Okaye , then stop crying already , go back class . After that , okaye liaoo .
Serious sak , i love him very much sey . Only his ego , that forced him to always treat me like trash , call me names , accusing me , scolding me , not trusting me and more ! Tell me , who has been the most tolerant with his prangai ?? Me !! I think if other girls get him , die siaa . I cant let go of him just yet is cus , dh 10++ months sey . Then want throw just like that uh ?? What the hell sey over what happened . It was all because of him not trusting me , and we always end up like this . Why cant men give women a chance ?? Why must they put their ego first rather than us ????????? Then after everything , put all the blame on us . After all these months , ive been accepting everything that he did to me . Ive taken much blame . Ive cried , ive suffered . Hell yeah , does he even care at times . Listen guys , to those who've known about my stories with him , ya'll know why im still being patient here . Hmm .
He left just like that , leaving me alone . Ive never thought this day would happen . Its so complicated to think and wonder about me and him . After all the love and sacrifices that we've made , aku tk sanngup siaa , cus aku sangat cinta dier . Enough lahh , of all my tears all this while . Since the very beginning , till here , JUST LIKE THAT ?? But to forget him , will take a whole lot more than just courage . I feel like crying siiaa , lucky mum infront . HAIZZZZZZZZZZZ . I just wonder , why he cant trust me and allow me to make him believe me .........
Eh hello (: Got my internet at last !! Hahaa . Just now go west mall meet kakak , to apply new internet shits . So excitedd -.- So urm , its fasting month now , and im proud that i havent miss even a day (((: Farah quai mahh . I went geylang two times liao , and already bought two outfits !! One green kurung , another orange kebaya ;DD Then on sunday i went kan , nmpak fauzie laily !!!! F. hot siaaaaaaaaaaaaa ! Kay dah farah . One thing i dont like about going geylang kan , bnyak matreps lahh bodoh !! Irrits sak . The first time i went geylang for this year kan , that time with tinie , my mum & kakak uh . We're at the curtains punyer side uh . Skali a long row of matreps walk past us , we waited about 10 secs for them to walk by . Imagine uh , brape bnyak . Ahha !! Farah tk suke okaye -.- Tapi kekdg , bnyak jugak yg hot . ;DD
And yaah , today tk dapat buke dgn nina , wany , tinie & sheikha . Sorry sygs yer (: Next time msti buley nyr . Y'know , its been awhile , me being single . Just wanna tell that its quite a relieve uh . To those who know my probs , u'll know whyy . Guess some things dont go the way we wanted . Bt hey , who cares kan . Gerekkk per . Tgk laki laen , takdr org maraaaaaah . Yeaa , takpr lahh ehk . One day , it'll end soon .
Eh eh eh ! Frgot to tell , just now buke at macdonalds daerah west mall situ tao . Then nmpak our ex student from 4/2 last year . Irfan . Tau ??? Wow , he's hot . Bey nk stare me semcm . Haha . Kay , tk importantt sungguh . And And , aku rindu kiki lahh sey . Meet soon aites bby (:
Thursday, September 17, 2009, 11:38 AM