Atlast, Im back to school. Sleeeeeeeeeeeeeepy I swear. First day of school I slept 4+ (!) Siallaaah? Haha, I know. I tried everything to make me boring and stuffs, but still only managed to sleep at 4+. Then this morning, slept at 2+. Cuz I watched Alvin And The Chipmunks 2 omg Now, talking abt school and stuffs. Now i needa stay at school everyday till like, 4?! Cuz got extra classes tilllllllll end of O Levels. OMGAWWDDD enough? Surely die~ Got achievers lahh all. The besides that, sure must do art coursework AS USUAL. Whoaaaaa, confirm I skinny by the end if the year, haha. School's like only around 10 months?
And O Levels no where beyond that. Prelims.. Mid-years.. And Malay O Level paper is like July (?) How great. Needa work really really really for my maths lor. Cuz it sucks alot? When I say alot, it means of getting F9s for all my exams for the past three years (!!!) ALL k? Somebody help me lahh pls.. :"( Ive decided to like, try set my targets higher? Insyaallah, I can achieve'em. Amin :) Wow, Ill be damn effing proud lor, if i really go Poly. Cuz my other siblings never rched there. So, Im like my parents' only hope? Hmmms~
Hmm, r/ship've been abit rocky nowadays, fxcked up. Idk how to mend it in any ways anymore. Everything that I did seems to go way out of what he wants, I know Im not perfect. Idk what he wants sometimes, and why does he always want me to realise his sacrifices? Doesnt that mean he's not sincere? Haiyaaa, whatever good intentions that I have are always mistaken. WHY LAHH. Now am hearing When You're Gone. Haiyaaa, love. Just keeps knocking me down real hard. Urgh, I wanna cryyyyyyyyyyy ;( Dont he love me anymore..?
Now Im hearing My Happy Ending. Avril Lavigne's songs always make me strong, serious :)
"Lets talk this over, It's not like we're dead. Was it something I did? Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging, In a city so dead. Held up so high, On such a breakable thread.
You were all the things I thought I knew. And I thought we could be,
You were everything, everything That I wanted. We were meant to be, supposed to be But we lost it.
All of our memories so close to me Just fade away. All this time you were pretending, So much for my happy ending.
You've got your dumb friends, I know what they say. They tell you I'm difficult, But so are they.
But they don't know me, Do they even know you? All the things you hide from me. All the shit that you do?
It's nice to know that you were there, Thanks for acting like you cared. And making me feel like I was the only one.
It's nice to know we had it all, Thanks for watching as I fall. And letting me know we were done."
Tuesday, January 5, 2010, 7:59 PM