Hi to all the sexy people out there ;D sorry for not updating for quite awhile yeaa. Been very busy with my hectic life now. Hmm, right now, am at school. Alone at the library as my other friends are having their achievers excluding Tinie. She has detention for coming to school late, HAHA! =.=" Well, I didn't quite have a good day today. Flu was very bad, weather made me have a severe headache now. Urgh (!) Lesson's are per usual today, except for Chemistry as always. Teacher never come for Geography, that was quite of a relieve. Cuz' I was feeling damn damn sleepy. I got home at 1.15 yesterday. Went JB. Just to eat and my uncle wanna isi minyak. Wth (!) My mother don't even think about me, having to school the next day. Hmm. Whatever luh. For two days straight I went JB. Saturday went karaoke with parents, brother & gf and uncle. Hell yeah it was sucha an awesome day okay! The karaoke place was so cool and more high-tech than it is at Singapore. Gosh. I wanna go there again! It has all the most latest song in town, y'know. After all the singing, went to eat at Singgah Selalu; Danga Bay. Then got home at 6 okayyyy! But hey. Greaaaat ;D
Actually Tinie was supposed to follow me, then sleepover at my sister's house cuz' she wanna see the newborn baby. Then plan cancelled cuz' her father's at home. Whoa, wasted lor! She should've seen the awesome-ness of the karaoke place at JB. Well. nevermind. There's always a next time. Like Tinie says, 10 million years later! Hahahaha ~ Okay, Idk what to post now. My mind feels terrible cuz' its like aching everywhere kay! Haizzzz.
Anyway, I wanna talk about Kiki's post. This one;
"The worst feelings in life:
- Being told that someone is better than you. - Knowing that you're being lied to. - Letting yerself be beat down. - Crying hard. - Losing someone close. - Watching yerself fade away. - Falling apart bcus you're alone. - Being alone bcus you're falling apart. - Hating yerself. - Not being good enough (!) - Being told that she's prettier. - Being mad at someone bcus you're mad at yerself. - Best friends falling apart. - Breaking up. - Falling out of love. - Being used. - Being made fun of. - Changing for someone else. - Realising that he doesn't love you. - Falling asleep alone when he should be next to you."
It's like, so true kay? I'm almost in all position right now, and Idk how much longer I can take it. I may sound okay and all, but deep down, it's hurting me alot. ALOT. Sometimes Idk how many lies can one man produce, and the person who is being lied at just seems to swallow her pride down, just cuz' she loves that man so much. I mean, why isit so hard for a man to express his true love? Why does he always hurt us, when we're the ones who have been crying about them day & night? Yeaa, I admit I'm now that I'm feeling sad over boys, when I'm like single now? But, still there are some people that just won't stop hurting me so deep, deeper than the hurt he already have caused. Why can't he change, for me?
Monday, March 29, 2010, 3:33 PM